Too busy being yours.
y/n - Alex is so toxic and mean here omg but remember it's fictional
not my gif <3
btw i just used a random name for siblings you can change if you want!
TW / bodyshaming / abuse / manipulation
This week it was going to be your first time seeing Alex again, it had been a month or two well a very long time since you saw him and you didn't leave him on good terms
He had called a few times you didn't pick up he didn't know where you were you was at your brothers but he didn't know the address to come get you. you couldn't lie you was scared more scared than nervous you don't know if he's gonna be angry sad scared
you was getting dressed now into just a tight white cropped t shirt that came just above where your hip bones are, some low waisted blue skinny jeans and some white pumps. your hair was 3 day old straightened and mascara.
'okay Luke (brothers name) i'm going now' you stood at the bottom of the stairs leaning against the wall he came and stood at the top 'you gonna be okay?' you nodded 'call me if anything happens' and he threw the keys down to you and you left.
it was a 30 minute drive at most and you had arrived outside the house, you didn't get out at first you sat there even more nervous thinking about what to say. you didn't tell him you were leaving it just ended on a 'i hate you' and you walked out the door, has he cheated on you? has he got a new girlfriend?
before the thoughts could literally consume you. you got out the car and walked to the front door and unlocked it with your spare key.
was he home? 'hello' is all you managed to get out looking around and there he was sat on the settee eyes on you
'missed me' he chuckled but he wasn't happy, 'after you ran away huh? probably with some bloke? you been cheating on me them happy months you've been gone'
'no i haven't alex i just needed space from-'
'me? you needed space from me'
'no alex i just need space we wasn't doing well. both of us'
' right but i don't run away tho do i anyways where did you go huh'
'i went to my brothers i stayed there'
'probably slept with him did you'
you gasped you was shocked
'Alex what the fuck is wrong with you'
'close family aren't you'
'Alex are you okay why would you even say that' now you was angry and getting frustrated
he was just laughing now, one arm spread out on the back of the settee and he threw his head backwards to rest on it before bringing it forward to look your body up and down.
'you've been eating haven't you eh' he laughed pointing at your body
you was close to crying nevermind close you was crying.
'Alex i- you're so mean and you wonder why i leave'
'leave? i dont care if you leave go on OH AND this just proves you can't leave you came straight back' using his hands to add emphasis 'you know you love me'
'you don't love me Alex you don't you really don't' you said shaking your head face downwards
'ungrateful bitch' and then there was a dead silence
and then you felt a grip on your hair forcing your head up 'i dont love you after everything i do for you are you joking me' he was shouting in your face literally spitting and you was scared
he just groaned out in frustration and slapped you he actually hit you and you went to the floor and you was in pure confusion for a good 4 seconds before you looked up at him 'Alex?'
'what oh did that hurt stop being such a baby you made me do it you make me do all this you push and push me until i snap'
'you just hit me Alex' looking up at him and then you got up and made your way up the stairs and into your bedroom.
you went to bed.
about an hour later you heard the door open roughly it was Alex
you sat up, was he drunk?
'look at me y/n look what you do to me' he shouted
'i thought i lost you you left me. alone. here and i thought u left me i love you y/n it hurt me'
'i was angry downstairs' he said rushing on to you hugging you 'you are beautiful you know and i was so stupid your body is still amazing i'm sorry' he was strocking your head
'can we start again? i love you alex but we need to work things out'
he looked at you and kissed you 'yes'
HOPE YOU ENJOYED <3
he was so mean omg :( i feel like this fic is too short i wrote it fast but i hope it's okay
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