#6-19-20 Tumblr posts

  • Mate far 😪😔

    Wann be with *now*

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  • Ever not know what’s wrong but just feel horribly off? I feel completely numb but sick and shakey at the same time. This feeling keeps coming in waves and I’m so tired of it

    Update: that is called fear and severe anixety

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    What a queen

    #yall dont understant im love her???? #thats my wife #art #artists on tumblr #my art#danganronpa#thh#triggerhappyhavoc #another episode ultra despair girls #dr udg#touko fukawa#toko fukawa#genocider shou#genocider sho#genocide jack#6-19-20 #hah its 6-19
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  • Countdown to Nurthan Nuptials

    14 Days

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    #Wedding countdown#Nurthan Nuptials #if there isn't a livestream we riot #6-19-20 #wedding date: 7-3-20
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  • Some days I feel feminine and female. Some days I feel masculine and female doesn’t feel right. I just kind of exist in the world. As long as it comes from a place of kindness I don’t care what pronouns people use. I think I’m gonna try going by PJ in Columbus. I can remember not entirely feeling female all the way back to elementary school. When I would play make believe with the Jimenez boys I would always go by a boy name and at school my favorite game with my friend Cami was us being vampires. In that game I was always the son of Dracula. Then in middle school Abby helped me bind my chest and I really liked the way that looked. I don’t want to label it because I wouldn’t know what to call it. I don’t really have dysphoria with people calling me she or a female. It’s more that I just feel like a person. I don’t feel feminine everyday. I don’t feel masculine everyday. I am just a thing that exists.

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    Good morning. Hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday.

    I’m curious how many will notice if I’m not on here as much today. Anyway I got to deal with and laundry.

    #me #6 19 20
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  • Treasures in Heaven

    19 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.
    Matthew 6:19-20 | New International Version (NIV)
    Holy Bible, New International Version®, NIV® Copyright ©1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.® All rights reserved worldwide.
    Cross References: Exodus 22:2; Job 24:16; Proverbs 23:4; Matthew 6:20; Matthew 19:21; Luke 12:21; Luke 12:33; Luke 12:39; Luke 18:22; 1 Timothy 6:9-10; Hebrews 13:5; James 5:2

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  • Write a piece in which a character is tired of their routine.

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    Followed another tutorial again and I really like how this looks wtf. I’m surprised… I’m just mad that I won’t be able to replicate the color coordination because again I used a tutorial to guide me :( 

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  • I believe in reincarnation because

    I just know that someone be opening Pandora’s box this year

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  • 6/19/20 - Flowers and Night

    Taken from “The Colour Out Of Space” By Lovecraft

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    Abnormal

    Fruits of

    Poison

    Ground

    _

    Plants

    Odd in shape

    Odour

    Color

    Hue

    _

    Phenomenon

    Of

    Dust

    And

    Bands of light

    _

    Trees budded

    At night

    Restless

    Listening

    For

    A product of moments

    _

    Colour

    Blossoms

    In

    Dark Fears

    #6/19/20 #Flowers and Night #my poems #poems with athene #found poem#(day late)#(x4)#lovecraft #The Colour Out Of Space
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    Happy father’s day to our favorite dog dad!

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    Happy father’s day to our favorite dog dad!

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  • Song of the day

    https://youtu.be/5xiV6D48N3I

    Backroads by Tall Tall Trees

    #honorable mentions: #I’m Coming Out by Diana Ross #music#6/19/20#Youtube
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    tonights dinner was a rather odd one~

    i found these gluten free, rice flour waffles at the store! i couldnt decide whether i wanted them or rice, so my mom suggested both. So I had a toaster waffle, peanut butter, jasmine rice, and walnuts! Oh, not pictured but I had some black tea on the side, too.

    Today i also had pistachio ice cream! I should have gotten a picture, it was delicious!

    TW: c*lories mention also suc*dal thoughts!

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    I’ve been feeling a bit better, but admittedly still counting calories. I feel logical enough to realize the terrible effects that eating under —- everyday had on my body over a year ago, and I will definitely not risk becoming physically ill just for some control again. I’m making sure to eat at least —— a day.

    I confessed to feeling like i want to end my life to my partner yesterday. Even though this is my recovery blog, I don’t talk about any mental illnesses unrelated to my ED. But I am really struggling to cope with feeling devastatingly hopeless most of the time, it’s painful. I was misdiagnosed with depression two years ago, but besides thay I have no idea what kind of mental illness I’m dealing with because I’m no longer in therapy. My best guess is anxiety or OCD, but I’m not one to self diagnose.

    anyway, counting feels necessary to live, but ironically it really brings down my quality of life. I feel out of control and like I’m suffocating when I’m counting, but I feel like a lost cause otherwise. I wish I could get access to therapy again.

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    Our favorite Antonyo Award winner!!

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  • anyways never forget who was the real og evil villain of hermitcraft <3

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  • Today was good because my family and I went on a hike and to a brewery and saw wild horses and I took cute photos and it was a good day

    #why today is a great day #6/19/20
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