I was listening to Barely Breathing earlier and think Blaine and Finn really should have had more duets. Cory and Darren sound amazing singing 90s alternative music like Barely Breathing and Good Riddance which I’m bummed is not in the show.
I know what you’re doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears
You really had me going
Wishing on a star
The black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
So completely torn
Must have been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born
There’s not much to examine
There’s nothing left to hide
You really can’t be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say goodbye
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
Don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don’t suppose it’s worth the price
It’s worth the price, the price
That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah
Everyone keeps asking
What’s it all about?
I used to be so certain
Now I can’t figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
There’s nothing left to reason
And only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
Don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don’t suppose it’s worth the price
It’s worth the price, the price
That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah
But I’m thinking it over anyway
I’m thinking it over anyway
I’ve come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don’t come and go
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
Don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price
It’s worth the price, the price
That I would pay, yeah yeah, yeah
But I’m thinking it over anyway
I’m thinking it over anyway
Well, I know what you’re doing
I see it all too clear
Sometimes people hurt more than they can handle… And sometimes they don’t know how to ask for help. They’re so caught up in their own pain, they end up hurting everyone around them.
— Rebecca Donovan, Barely Breathing
Taylor can go under the radar, and remain ever productive while we’re all in quarantine. She’s really giving us a brand new album tonight. It really makes me rethink everything that I’ve done in isolation.
Día 2 sin ti
Quisiera que supieras que te extraño. No ha pasado mucho pero lo hago; a veces siento que me fallan los pulmones, apenas puedo respirar. Eres una parte muy importante en mi vida y en serio te quiero, pero es cierto, si en verdad te quiero, debo dejarte ser.
Por más que me duela y por más que me muera por hablarte, sé que no es lo que necesitas. Me dijiste que podía hablarte lo que quisiera pero sabía que no debía ser así; necesitas este espacio para pensar y, si quisieras hablarme, ya lo hubieras hecho. Tan solo quisiera ser yo. Tan solo quisiera entender qué pasa, qué sientes.
Si es cierto lo que me dijiste, realmente creo que podemos sacarlo adelante; si es cierto que me amas y que soy yo para ti, así como eres tú para mí. A veces sentía que no sabía cómo amarte, pero con el tiempo fui descubriendo formas que lo hicieron tan sencillo, “como pan comido”. Porque para mí eres tú y jamás lo he tenido que pensar.
Espero ser yo para ti y, si es así, que no te rindas. Pero si no es así, lo que más deseo es que seas feliz. Todos hablan del primer día sin alguien, pero pocos hablan del segundo, tercero o cuarto; me he sentido flotar, no dejo de pensar.
Ya no sé qué hacer con mi vela, tendré que buscar una estrella. Algo que seguir en la niebla, que se parezca a vos. (Pablo Martínez)
As much as I hadn’t been looking forward to Spring Break for a bunch of different reasons, I was actually pretty happy to go home and see my family. It was relaxing, in a way… even though my family was nuts. New York City was bustling all the time and so lively, but it could be tiring sometimes. It was good to get away and enjoy some time at home, where things were a little slower and more peaceful.
I missed Matt terribly, though. We did manage to talk on the phone once or twice, but then he stopped answering the phone after a few days or so. I just assumed he was busy, so I didn’t think too much of it. I’d only actually gotten into my dorm not long before his flight was supposed to land, so I did some laundry and cleaned while waiting. Maybe an hour and a half later, I headed over to his dorm, hoping he’d be there, because I just couldn’t wait any longer to see him.
My dudes. I am combusting. My nose is about to start dripping I can feel it. dudes.
Dangling
Hanging
Sprawling
Calling
Screaming
Barely breathing
No one listening
In the distance
Danger
Approaching
No one here
No one helping
Violation
Desolation
Calling
Screaming
No one listening
No one comes
201am Wednesday July 24 , 2019
I was almost dead, bleeding and barely breathing. My chest cavity was already split open by all of the scavengers before you. You caught the scent of blood, anguish, and despair floating in the air. That’s when you swooped down and dug your sharp claws deep into my flesh to rip the last pieces of my decaying heart from my withering body. Every piece of connective tissue, sinew, muscle and any other remnants of who I was, fueled you for your next flight, searching for a new corpse to defile.
You’re a secret genius. I could never figure out why you didn’t go to school. But then I realized—
2) I love the way they’ve styled Max & Isobel’s mom. Very New Mexico preppy, right down to the giant belt buckle you can barely see in this shot. Let’s talk about the fact that Mom & Papa Evans are definitely getting a divorce. Because DAMN is Momma Evans a bad liar. Also they really lucked out with the location for Max’s place because every single shot on his porch is gorgeous. Also I love the way Max’s voice changes when talking to his mom. It’s higher and younger.
3)Why is she wearing this much makeup in the hospital? I makes a decent deal of sense to me that Isobel would compensate for being confined to a drab hospital gown by overdoing her makeup, but wouldn’t most of her make up tools have been confiscated if the hold is meant to be involuntary? Like she could maybe get away with powder and liquid liner, but mascara? I feel like they’d take anything you could potentially jab into your eye. Some correct me please! I only know two people who’ve been in involuntary holds and they’re both men who don’t wear makeup. Vocal performance on “treatment plan” was very good foreshadowing.
4) ALEX KNOCKING HIS DAD OUT. I could watch this forever
5) Kyle stopping himself from saying “sister” when talking about Rosa
