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  • simpleeynah
    12.03.2017 - 4 years ago

    “Pretend that our eyes didn’t met.”

     Everything remained blank.

    Everything remained transparent.

    Everything remained unspoken.

    Everything remained NOTHING.

    It sucks , doesn't it?

    Liking someone you can't have. Seeing them everyday. But knowing that they'll never be yours.

    It's the worst feeling erer !!! Cause all you can do is dream about and wish for them but never have them.

    I know , I don’t stand a chance but I'm going to like him anyway no matter what. I badly want to tell him my secrets, but he become ONE of them instead. It's so hard to pretend that I don't even have a little infatuation on him. Ugh ! that’s a bit too hard. Especially on having a good friendship on him WAHHHH T.T

    Cause c'mon , he's kind , he is sooo cute , so intelligent , funny as ever though. But he don't even have the slightest idea how much I adore him. How much I idolize him. How much I look at him , gazing him everyday.  He doesn't even know anything. And what’s most funny about it , suddenly all love songs I’ve been hearing almost everyday were all about him ! HAHAHAHA


    And the worst thing about this feelings is you will never think of me the way I think of you and there’s a part of me being killed almost everyday. HAHA and I hate it!. 

    I just can’t stop thinking about you and deep down inside I know you probably haven't thought about me even once :(  

    EVERYTHING seem’s blank. The day’s you passed me by is the worst thing happen in my everyday lives. Our eye’s met but hearts keep on separating.Everything remained unspoken, everything remained NOTHING. 

    There is always a warning that keeps on repeating in my MIND.


    Yna’s WORD of WISDOM: 

    Hey Yna ! 

    It’s okay to like someone who’s taken. You’re not a home wrecker! It’s perfectly fine to admire the qualities of a guy, even if he’s already in a relationship with someone else. However, you have to keep in mind that you can only admire him from a distance. He can’t be yours, or at least he can’t be yours, unless he’s suddenly single.

    Just bear in mind that admiring him from afar is very different from squeezing yourself into his life to steal him away. You have to know that if you try to make him fall in love with you, you might end up ruining his relationship with someone. Do you really want that on your conscience?

    Okay okay ?  :) One day I know you can tell him what you feel. Yet those feeling are all gone when you look back on this BLOG. Okay ? That’s fine you are just in infatuation stage , that’s fine. 


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  • shadows-that-arent-mine
    09.12.2015 - 5 years ago

    Late Night Thoughts

    Am I in love with you or in love with the feeling?

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  • unshyme
    06.07.2014 - 6 years ago

    Whats the point of thinking about you? Whats the point of stalking your social medias? Whats the point of cracking your emails? Those things gave me a pinch of happiness, but more tears after.. Thinking about you lights up a smile in my face Thinking about all stupid things I did when I was next to you always ruins my day.. I want you to get out of my dreams! I want you to be gone, away.. far from me I want a very long distance between you and me, literally.. I want to remove all memories, all feelings, all regrets I have for you Just get out of my head!

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