24-1-21
[Trigger warning - E.D. mention]
Dear Diary,
It was my birthday yesterday! So that’s pretty dope. On Friday after going to the dentist we brought cookie mix and at like 11 pm that night I went live on Instagram and made cookies for my bday. (As seen in the following pictures listed) so that’s pretty cool.
Then the next day me and Ailise went out on a picnic to the heath which ended with a dog running at us full spead and ate the bday cake. We couldnt stop laughing it was honestly so fucking funny the man just stood there whilst we were pushing the dog away and it kept running back. Pretty funny shit. But overall I think it added to that day it was so nice and funny I dont know just felt warm. :) (even tho it was 2°c outside)
When I got home Amy ended up coming over to drop off some cupcakes they made for me so I was like :> you know. We’ve been doing running as planned now and honestly I love the experience it’s so nice just running again especially together. I might be developing a tiny fuck crush on Amy but idk like I would and stuff but its very all over the place.
But as you may of realised I have some sort of desire to be with someone that’s not Ewan! And that in it self is an achievement! Over the week it kinda hit me that maybe we were only meant to be friends like- I cant picture actually dating him anymore. Having funny sneaky sex, yes, but that does count. I was talking to Ailise about it and she said she was proud of me sooo…
Oh talking about Ewan guess who else messaged me last night, Danny. I think I told Ewan over the gc that Danny messaged me saying hi and stuff and he told me to air it but you know I’m curious so I didnt. And I’m so happy i didn’t listen to him.
He didnt slag me off, he actually apologized and then asked me for help with Courtney and then explained her eating disorder. I kinda had an idea that something was going on as she would rarely eat at school and stuff but now it’s really serious and Danny, Alex, Flo and I trying are best to help you know. If anything can someone comment tips on fighting anorexia we’re all trying our best to learn about the topic more.
Idk I’m happy that Danny doesnt think of me as a whore anymore, well even if he still does I dont blame him. After he explained the situation more clearly I ended up asking him if Niamh was doing oki and he said she was doing alot better so that’s a relief atleast.
I really liked this bday ngl like for it being a “covid bday” I think this has been my favourite birthday yet ngl. Anyways 15 now. Pog! :)
These are so close to the Girl Scout oatmeal peanut butter cookies that you won’t know the difference!
Wife quote #21: “C’mon, let’s have a cookie. Let’s have a cookie and just be fat and happy”.
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Just how ARE cookie cutters made?!
Wonder no more! 😁🍪
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