#DISAPPOINTMENT Tumblr posts

  • tfw u see stuff about dedede “finding out what mk really is” and assume they’re referring to his species n get excited abt the implications that kind of revelation / interaction might have but then you actually sit down to read it and it’s just m3ta kn1ghtmare shit

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    #Disappointment #lorena.txt
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  • When I find out I was lied to, probably because they didn’t want to hurt my feelings:

    That’s their deal and not mine. They have to live with the fact they lied and made a mistake. And if they ever mustered the courage to approach me and apologize, my trust would be restored in them.

    That’s the biggest misunderstanding liars make, not taking responsibility and returning with the truth.

    And in the same token, perhaps people are shitty and think I don’t deserve the truth. Again, their problem, not mine. And I am glad I can see through it.

    Until then, trust is broken and it is not up to me to repair what was broken by another.

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  • i am tired of being second best. all i ever wanted was to be good enough.

    #not good enough #sorry#tored#tired #im just so exhausted #im just so done #lonely#depressed#depression#bad home#childhood trauma#disappointment
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  • I really feel like killing myself. Am a disappointment to everyone.

    But am too coward to bare the pain for death.

    Help me

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  • Disconnected (Out of Touch)

    Trapt

    You never listen to me,

    You cannot look me in the eyes

    And I have struggled to see, why its so easy to push me aside

    I no longer believe that you were ever at my side

    How could you know what I need? When I am the last thing on your mind

    Too out of touch out of touch

    To touch you [Repeat: x3]

    So disconnected go through the motions

    You get so disconnected everything goes over your

    Head so disconnected,

    You got me hanging by a thread

    So disconnected

    When will this cycle end?

    You don’t really know me

    I don’t think you ever even tried

    Were on the same routine and still you never have the time

    Who do you want me to be?

    And do you want me in your life?

    I feel so incomplete, you left me too far behind

    Too out of touch out of touch

    To touch you [Repeat: x3]

    So disconnected go through the motions

    You get so disconnected everything goes over your

    Head so disconnected,

    You got me hanging by a thread

    So disconnected

    When will this cycle end?

    Its to hard to just move on its too hard to just move on

    It’s easier said then done [Repeat: x3]

    Too out of touch out of touch

    To touch you [Repeat: x3]

    So disconnected go through the motions

    You get so disconnected everything goes over your

    Head so disconnected,

    You got me hanging by a thread

    So disconnected

    When will this cycle end?

    So disconnected so disconnected

    When will this cycle end?

    Source: LyricFind

    Songwriters: Deena Henry / Brandon Charles Brown / Ian Eskelin / Seth Anderson / Jaqueline Anderson

    Disconnected (Out of Touch) lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc

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  • Growing up is realizing just how unrealistic those multiple-tiered cakes in movies are. Like I don’t think I’ve ever seen a real cake with more than three tiers that looked good.

    #I’m specifically thinking of the cake from sleeping beauty after they fixed it with magic #like it was literally made from magic of course something like isn’t gonna be real #animation#thoughts#disappointment#adulting#animated films#food#cake thoughts
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  • Here, leave it on my chair

    Here, would you like to wear?

    I feel my soul

    Inside your tears

    Now can’t you see

    I do mind?

    And what I feel

    Is what you need

    Don’t turn around

    Here, I’m covered by your face, oh

    Here are moments of that days

    So stay alone

    With all your fears

    Now can’t you see I do mind?

    My everlasting aching seam.

    Don’t turn around

    Each moment of that day

    Run over me

    And I got to stay

    I’m so alone

    On empty scene

    Now can’t you see

    I do mind?

    I’m so alone

    You might never see it!

    Source: Musixmatch

    Songwriters: Ema Brabcova / Filip Misek

    Pathetic lyrics © Emi April Music Inc Obo Emi Music Pub Czech Republic

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  • There is safety in boredom

    Routine in disappointment

    That security

    Is hard to give up

    For a dream.

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  • Well this blog is ruined and so is my username and probably my entire writing career bc no one wants to be associated with someone who “belittles trauma” or for that matter who is like this - 36 and still living with parents, only had pet sitting, baby sitting, crossing guard, data entry, basic office tasks and basic temp jobs for jobs despite having a political science degree– obs someone who doesn’t belong in real world. Fired from internship. Always late with things or never– didn’t learn how to ride bike til 11, never learned how to swim. Never boyfriend, barelt ever friends, nor successful even in things I do and love the most… so I should and probably am retreating from tumblr, u r good to ignore me, and probably from life in general, yeah don’t worry- no courage to end it, just fade away as I deserve. I m most sad that now no one will even like my stories bc u dknr want to be associated w this and … I feel sad for my characters lol who did nothin wrong. But they are part of me so… Probably best they don’t see the light of day

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  • Love of my life

    I never thought I’d be so fucking happy. And in love.

    You make me feel so good. So safe… I’ve never felt so safe. Never. You gave me more love I could have even imagined. Thank you for that.

    I don’t know why I did this. Why I disappointed you so many fucking times. I know I don’t deserve you. But I hope you still love me… I can’t live without you. You are everything to me. Please, be always.

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  • #betrayal#bastards #people let you down #letdown#let down#disappointment#relationships#mistreated#quotes#lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature #just like everyone else #the devil all the time #donald ray pollock
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  • MCU actors when Brie Larson, Zendaya, Anthony Mackie, and Tessa Thompson get hate:

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    Originally posted by lionsgate-uk

    When a rich white man gets called the least favorite Chris:

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    Originally posted by what-even-is-thiss

    #chris pratt #give me a break #its not even about chris tbh #i just cant stand that this is what they chose to speak out against #smh#marvel#mcu#mark ruffalo #robert downey jr #disappointment
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  • 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧.

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  • Dear Diary,

    My thoughts raced but when I tried to write them down a barrier appeared to force static. No word comes out clear. Its just fuzzy. And empty. So very very empty. There’s nothing to do but try to stop the sad seep in to fill the empty void. Because once I let the sad in, I know I won’t hesitate to surrender. So much has happened and I’ve blocked it out, kept it at bay so it wouldn’t hurt. Because it didn’t seem significant at the time. Now I’m older and I see how everything intersects and weaves throughout another. And I’m fucked. I won’t take full responsibility because over the years, I have reached out for help to those people called “professional”. But here I am. I did my part and I keep trying to stop the inevitable. I’m just so very tired. I’m trying to hold on but I’m losing grip. Cherish the moments.

    #dear diary#racing thoughts#empty #theres a void #heart vs mind #surrender#depression #i have done my best #failure#disappointment #cherish the moments #darkness settling around #supressed memories#broken#numb #it comes in waves #sad#struggling #nothing works out for me #burden #weight of the world #running out of time #my mind is static
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  • I was in college. Teacher gave out keys (or something like a key) and I had no idea what to do with it. Kind of noticed other students with paper stacks and slowly figured out that they had been given a key to a nearby cabinet where we each had a stack of papers waiting. I found mine. It was a hefty stack but the pages were loosely piled instead of neat.

    Started going through pages to see it was an exam and I had entire pages of questions that I had failed. All were circled in red. Most I didn’t even put an answer, like I had skipped them, like I had run out of time. Or maybe I just didn’t see them, since a lot of the were on the back page of a sheet. Some were just a number and some random letter combinations, like

    1. (AxByAxByByAyAx)

    I knew there was no way I had passed the test, and I thought just leave the class, but I didn’t want to just walk out. So I sat there knowing the teacher knew how I failed every time she looked at me.

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  • i was driving down the road yesterday
    leaves falling like broken promises you made me
    for some unknown reason
    i found myself locking eyes with strangers 
    wondering for a spilt second
    if i might ever see you again 
    after awhile of blank stares
    i found myself disappointed 
    just like the last time
    i heard you say i love you 

    - KS 

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  • It was a super busy day and pressuring day for me. I almost lost my temper and starting to give up. I don’t know why it’s difficult to insist yourself to someone who doesn’t see your worth. I was really down the entire day. I am drowning with my self esteem and I am tired of trying to be enough for him and yet knowing that he has been talking to some other guys, I slowly died.

    I am really hurt. I don’t know what should I do. I don’t know what will I do. I don’t know how long can I stand to this feeling. I kept on crying the entire day, and I feel like this feeling is crushing me and crumpling me. I have been disappointed on him as always. 

    I am not expecting a lot from him but right of this moment, I feel like he will never ever like me, like I can never really give the love , the attention and care  that he needs. He really never see me. 

    I stopped at work when I heard them talking and laughing about being friend zoned. I feel so attacked and it feels like they are laughing at me and not knowing how painful it is not to be liked back. Like, how insensitive they are just because they are likable, they are easily to be like by others. They don’t experienced chasing someone, pursuing someone or being rejected by someone. It feels really sad and it makes me mad how insensitive they are. I cannot focused at my work as I am just holding up my tears. I tried not to feel it but all the words they are saying are like punching my heart and I am losing my focus. 

    I really hope that they wouldn’t feel that or not anyone in their family would felt thee same way I did. It is really tiring and I don’t know else what I can do. 

    I am tired. 

    I am not okay at all.

    He even checked me earlier like trying to sound concerned but I don’t know if he really concerned about me. I just don’t know how can I tell him that its you who’s causing all this pain. If only you didn’t come to my way, maybe I am still okay right now. Maybe I don’t feel sad right now. Maybe, I am happy, free and open. 

    I am really tired. 

    Good thing, I have Dade with me earlier, he was there to support me. He was there to catch my feelings, I can talk to him even just a small talk helped me to somehow ease my pain. 

     Thank you, Lord.

    Good night and I hope I can find peace tonight.


    Love Always,


    Iyaaan

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