Nieważne jak bardzo bym cię pragnęła. Jak wiele zrobiłabym dla ciebie. Ty zawsze wybierzesz ją. A pewnego dnia wrócisz i staniesz przede mną, by spróbować czegoś innego, nowego. Lecz wtedy mnie już nie będzie. Nie będzie mnie dla ciebie.
Have you ever discovered what true love is when it was to late? The person you have such deep feelings for has already left and is making an effort to move on from you? Especially when it was there all along, you were just to scared to let your hard down. It’s a gut wrenching feeling. When I think of her, I feel nothing but pure happiness. When I play old videos of us and I hear her voice, my heart skips a beat. The memory of her hair between my fingers and it’s texture and smell gives me goose bumps. The memory of her laying in the darkness listening to her breath while she slept, it’s calming. It’s true love, the feeling I your stomach thats a combination of butterflies and excitement. Then the reality she’s gone sets in and my heart is broken over, and over, and over again. I can’t get enough though. I do it all again.
I love you so much Joshua. I cannot imagine life without you
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I told my lovely lady about today’s date. She was so delighted. I’m also very happy to receive a compliment from the lady of my dreams. I was a bit hesitant to spend the whole day wearing gloves, even in public, so I asked her about it. She answered, “Definitely No! If you feel comfortable in gloves (and your girlfriend likes you in gloves), wear them as much as you want and wherever you want.” That’s really true, my lovely lady!
I hope you aren’t lonely, sure the thought of someone else loving you haunts me but what haunts me more is the idea that you are laying in bed, feeling noone loves you and you are alone. I’m here, waiting for you to just forgive me and tell me we can try again. I’ll always be here for you, no matter what. I love you.