i’m so sad i just want to feel something i’ve been so numb lately and i hate it so much
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GOD IS MY REFUGE & MY FORTRESS
“He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust. Surely He shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with His feathers, and under His wings shalt thou trust: His truth shall be thy shield and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee. Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked. Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet. Because He hath set His love upon me, therefore will I deliver Him: I will set Him on high, because He hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer Him: I will be with Him in trouble; I will deliver Him, and honour Him. With long life will I satisfy Him, and shew Him my salvation.”
~ Psalms 91:1-16 KJV
My mom and I were watching somethong about trying to find Jesus’ DNA, so I thought it would be an appropriate time to paint/draw Jesus on the cross. I’m super happy with how this turned out. 🤗
(Sorry if blood was a little too much, or if you found this disturbing/ unsettling in any way.)
Dua when mounting an animal or any means of transport
الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ ، سُبْحَانَ الَّذِي سَخَّرَ لَنَا هَذَا وَمَا كُنَّا لَهُ مُقْرِنِينَ ، وَإِنَّا إِلَى رَبِّنَا لَمُنْقَلِبُونَ ،
الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ ، الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ ، الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ ، سُبْحَانَكَ اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي ظَلَمْتُ نَفْسِي فَاغْفِرْ لِي ، فَإِنَّهُ لَا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ
Upon mounting the beast or the vehicle:
“In the name of Allah”
and then say after mounting the beast, or a being already seated in the vehicle:
“All praise is for Allah. How far from imperfections He is, the One Who has placed this (transport) at our service and we ourselves would not have been capable of that, and to our Lord is our final destiny.
All praise is for Allah, All praise is for Allah, All praise is for Allah, Allah is the greatest, Allah is the greatest, Allah is the greatest. How far from imperfections You are, O Allah, verily I have wronged my soul, so forgive me, for surely none can forgive sins except You.”
Note: The prophet of Allah (may the Peace and Blessing of Allah be upon him): Allah approves of his slave when he says: ‘forgive me my sins’, and would say: 'he knows that non forgives the sins but Me’.
al-ḥamdu lillaahi, subḥaan-alladhee sakhkhara lanaa haadhaa wa maa kunnaa lahu muqrineen, wa innaa ilaa rabbinaa la munqaliboon
al-ḥamdu lillaah, al-ḥamdu lillaah, al-ḥamdu lillaah, allaahu akbar, allaahu akbar, allaahu akbar, subḥaanak-allaahumma innee ẓalamtu nafsee faghfir lee, fa innahu laa yaghfir-udh-dhunooba illaa ant
Sources: Abu Dawud No# 2602; At-Tirmidhi No# 3446
TRUST IN GOD AT ALL TIMES
“My soul, wait thou only upon GOD; for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation: He is my defence; I shall not be moved. In GOD is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in GOD. Trust in Him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before Him: GOD is a refuge for us. Selah.”
~ Psalms 62:5-8 KJV
Bible Source: YouVersion
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•From Bethlehem … to Galilee•
~Matthew 21:14-22 KJV
Blind and lame men came to Jesus in the temple and He healed them. The chief priests and scribes were sore displeased when they saw the wonderful things that He did and the children crying in the temple: Hosanna to the son of David. They said unto Him: ‘’Hearest Thou what these say?’’ And Jesus said: ‘’Yea; have ye never read, Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings thou hast perfected praise?’’ The next morning Jesus was hungered and saw a fig tree in the way. He found nothing thereon when He came to it and said unto it: ‘’Let no fruit grow on thee henceforward for ever. And presently the fig tree withered away. The disciples marveled when they saw it and said: ‘’How soon is the fig tree withered away! Jesus said: ‘’If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain ⛰, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done. And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.’’
📚We see that certain leaders or teachers were not happy with Jesus. Maybe some pastors or teachers are not happy with some of us as well. But we should never forget that live is about Jesus. Of course our boss at work and teacher of school are important, we should respect them, but we should do God’s will over all. 📚Jesus was hungry and wanted some fruit. There was none to be found. Maybe we are the fig tree. Jesus might be asking some stuff of us, but we don’t bear any fruit. Let’s pray that we will bear the right fruits. 📚Prayer, it is so important. Whatsoever you shall ask in prayer, BELIEVING, you shall receive. Faith is also very important. We can move mountains in that case. But let’s do right, look at James 4:3 —> Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.
April 6th - 2020 📜
God rules over all. Danger fears Him. And if He is with you, you should fear not the dangers ahead. For He has heard your prayers and sometimes his answer is not the way you expected. Sometimes He asks you to trust him through the hardship that you will endure.
Through your trust and faith in Him and constant prayer you will find His peace.
Your power is strong now. In times like these I see you more than ever. Your path has grown to me. I have become a better child and follow within your grace.
Your lessons are confusing but brief at the same time. You’re just testing my strength and I must power through for my son and I. You work in mysterious ways but blessings in my life.
I have seen myself becoming a better me. I have not chased to find shelter within another human but to find the shelter I have built with my two hands. I have received the insite of my journey. I will continue to strive and trust you to become a better father and human.
With love and heart,