#Honesty Tumblr posts

  • angelagenda
    25.06.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    why can't someone just be honest to you, instead of making some lame excuses? (∩︵∩) it makes me sad (and sometimes a bit mad?) when someone tells me excuses while i know they choose not to tell the truth...

    #i value honesty the most and it just makes me sad when this happens.... #my sister does this and *sighs* #e posts
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  • dishonestdiary
    25.06.2021 - 4 hours ago

    6-24-21

    I got in trouble at work because I accidentally let in an underage kid🙃 I don’t know how much trouble I’m in but I have so much fucking anxiety I could die. Also have a $260 ticket right now so that’s great. And I owe ISU like $1600 that I don’t have. I just feel like I keep fucking up and there’s nothing I can do to reset myself so I can regain my confidence

    I feel so overwhelmed. I cried two or three times today and K just had to hold me a few times. They also were upset today too and I just feel bad. Both of us have been struggling and usually I have my shit together and I can take care of them but I’ve been struggling a lot more lately and it’s been really rough ://

    Both of us had breakdowns over continually fucking up, and I just feel terrible. Neither of us are even doing bad, we’re just too hard on ourselves and we keep making tiny mistakes😪 I want to reassure them more but sometimes I literally can’t pull myself out of my own darkness to help them :/ or they’ll accidentally say something that will completely shut me down and then they’ll shut down, which makes me feel WORSE, and I have to try and feel better so I can make them feel better

    It’s just a viscous cycle haha, both of us have RSD and they might have borderline personality disorder (they’re getting tested for it and they’re on meds for it), and our traumatized asses can’t pull ourselves out of feeling bad when we feel criticized or smth😅🙃

    Otherwise, today was really chill. Nova met a kitty and K and I cuddled for a lot of today. We finished playing Doki Doki and it was creepy af, but also really good. I also cut my hair and repotted a plant yeehaw. Nova found an isopod and I put him in one of my terrariums. I stole hmm six? plants from Kroger the other day. I bought two but definitely went around plucking other plants out and tucking them in my pots :) they stole two years of my life, I’m gonna steal their succulents haha

    Ugh okay I’ll go to sleep, tomorrow is my Sunday and it’s payday. I’m thinking about going in to get my paycheck and just asking them if I’m gonna get fired or not. I just want to know if I need to find a new job ://

    Anyways sweet dreamsss

    #life#spilled ink#rejectscorner#dishonestdiary#honesty#love#original#writing#journal#cute#queer#stress#mental illness#personality disorder#lgbt#bpd#anxiety#depression#meds #k has been so sick the past few days #their meds got changed #and it’s making them super nauseous :( #I feel so bad #I can’t make any good food and they’re never hungry for anything #I just want them to be happy and healthy #I love them so much it’s unbelievable #I woke up and realized that I’m an Adult now and that I actually care about what happens to us #and now I have like?? #so much more anxiety than I used to have haha #lmaooooo
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  • aromaticcedarwood
    25.06.2021 - 4 hours ago

    Living your life honestly and bravely showing vulnerability and truth and honesty to the world. I forgot how it felt to be honest to the entire world, and after going back into hiding going back home it hurts so bad to remember the freedom of being truly myself, the way it filled me with love and goodness and happiness and sincerity wherever I went because of that-- I could always trust that I would land safe wherever I fell. And I was always free falling because I was taking those leaps of faith and bravery, counting on my worth to meet my honesty to the world.

    There is so much power in that. For once you're not afraid of anybody in the world, and least of all strangers. Why? Because you've encountered and confronted the people who matter to you most with the most honest, bare parts of you that you can't bear to reveal and so you know your worth. Even more? You've confronted yourself. It's yourself and the people you love most that present you with the biggest emotional challenges that you can ever have on earth. And to be honest, even the little half truths we have between ourselves and everyone we care about in our lives are the pieces hardest to face. If you can be stripped of their support and still find your feet and know your worth, surround yourself with your own love and people who can actually reciprocate that rather than coincidences who are near you... Then you are invincible because you know yourself to be whole even being seen flawed or broken. You can accept yourself in front of others and that makes you more powerful to your self esteem than any of them all.

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  • nawabdera
    25.06.2021 - 4 hours ago
    #gomal university #nawab ikramullah khan #dr.amnullahkhan #nawabluharu#honesty#nawabdera #nawabdera nawab ikramullah khan dera #inventions#patents #nawab allah nawaz khan
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  • iamnotmereally
    25.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    AND WE THOUGHT DEAN JR SEQUEL WAS BAD.

    #IN ALL HONESTY DEAN JR SEQUEL WITH BLURRY MOM IS LEAGUES BETTER
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  • thotticusfinch
    25.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    my old coping mechanism when distraught was to sleep for like a whole weekend straight. new coping mechanism is just find ANYTHING to do. on the upside i’m cleaning and cooking and studying and diving into my hobbies more than ever before. on the downside..... i think it’s just my way of psychologically distancing myself from whatever’s making me sad and the fact that i can’t cry doesn’t really help lmao.

    #negative // #fun fact but prozac has rendered me damn near unable to cry. so i just exhaust myself like this now til im tired enough to sleep. #like it hasnt made me an Emotionless Zombie i totally still feel things but like. its healthy to cry every ONCE in a while. #wish i could get a lil release n let all those excess Sad Chemicals flow outta my brain in the form of tears u kno. #i mean its. really not a thing WORTH crying over in all honesty. its very dumb but i think crying would still help me get over it quicker.
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  • nawabdera
    25.06.2021 - 5 hours ago
    #nawab ikramullah khan #dr.amnullahkhan #honesty#nawabluharu #nawabdera nawab ikramullah khan dera #nawab allah nawaz khan #gomal university#inventions#patents#nawabdera
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  • nawabdera
    25.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    INSHA ALLAH The story of twins

    INSHA ALLAH The story of twins

    twitter.com/nawabdera/status/1408152833791336452 بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ الحَمدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ العٰلَمينَ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ مٰلِكِ يَومِ الدّينِ إِيّاكَ نَعبُدُ وَإِيّاكَ نَستَعينُ اهدِنَا الصِّرٰطَ المُستَقيمَ صِرٰطَ الَّذينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِم غَيرِ المَغضوبِ عَلَيهِم وَلَا الضّالّينَ

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    #AAFU#Afroz #ALLAH NAWAZ C #ALLAH NAWAZ CASTLE #Allah Nawaz Castle of Nawab of Dera Ismail Khan #ALLAH NAWAZ CASTLE OF THE NAWAB OF DERA ISMAIL KHAN #ALLAH NAWAZ CASTLE OF THE NAWAB OF DERA ISMAIL KHAN BUILT BY NAWABS OF DERA AND LUHARU #awabpataudi#gomal universty#HISTORY#HOME#honesty #https://pin.it/xmlw2XO #https://wowmaryamgull-blog.tumblr.com/post/143684486096/when-creating-a-new-character #INSHA ALLAH#INSNawabdera#inventions#islam#Keemu#LABRATORY#LABRETORY#LIBRARY#malmal #MY BIRTH PLACE #NAWA#NAWAB #nawab ikramullah khan inventor #Nawabdera#nawabluharu#nawabpatudi
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  • whatsyourfavoriteburger
    25.06.2021 - 6 hours ago
    #lol#lol memes#funny#funnymemes#lmao #honesty is the best policy
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  • mummer
    25.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    i dont “care” about “supernatural” i am a user of tumblr dot com; i love drama; and have long harbored hopes of spotting some spn actor filming in the woods or something and then bragging about it on my blog

    #i dont care. i’ll take tv writing next semester. fucj it. i’ll get on the show. who cares #how many cw filming notices have i seen #i feel like writing for a supernatural prequel is in all honesty #not an entirely unreasonable goal
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  • onewistotoro
    25.06.2021 - 7 hours ago
    #i miss this song so much even if i've just listened to it recently #shinee#honesty#ot5ever#Spotify
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  • citrussolis
    25.06.2021 - 8 hours ago
    #pov you needed two years of latin credits #now I'm staring at my username and unfocusing my eyes #thank you for telling me I appreciate your honesty
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  • memer-the-miner
    25.06.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Arson will tell me he’s going to betray me to my face

    @conorcreates @arson-underscore

    #like literally #‘im going stab you in the back’ #-Arson 2021 #honesty is a good quality for friendship
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  • funnyfany
    25.06.2021 - 8 hours ago

    For self-reference, a list of anime I started but never got to finish but will definitely for sure no doubt totally get back to someday:

    Nichijou

    Lucky Star

    Tokyo Mew Mew

    Kuroko no Basket

    Card Captor Sakura

    Ouran High School Host Club

    #there are six of them #i'm gonna assign elements of harmony to them #nichijou is laughter #lucky star is honesty #TMM is kindness #KnB is loyalty #CCS is magic #Ouran is generosity #lined up pretty well methinks #self reminder
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  • kai-borg
    25.06.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Infinity train character idea I gotta write up sometime:

    A passenger who’s number broke so he can’t leave

    Whatever his lessons were that he needed to learn, during the final one something happened that caused his number to skip past [0] to [-1] or something in the negative range (and yes the colours are like that for a reason, just love red=code error/etc stuff)

    He was with a group of other passengers at the point who’d also been completing their last lessons and whatnot, so he hid his number and told them he must’ve had another lesson or something, but he’d catch up with them later (y’know, like a liar)

    The issue is, even though he kept trying things to fix his number, trying to figure out new lessons, doing the opposite of old ones, helping out other passengers, it just kept getting lower, and spreading (like with you know who’s group), and as he later realized, somehow his number breaking like that had changed his connection to the train/the pocket dimension it was in and he’d not only started gaining abilities that could alter and/or outright damage the worlds inside carts, eventually developing into the ability to modify himself in various ways as his connection between the two realities corrupted even further, he’d also stopped aging.

    By this point he’d have already gone through multiple teamups with solo/groups of passengers before finding out how much time had apparently passed outside, and his number would’ve long since begun covering the majority of his body, not enough he couldn’t hide it, but enough he needed full to wear clothes that provided a lot of skin coverage, but with this discovery it’d be enough to finally push his number into covering all of him, and also breaking him in the same moment.

    Whatever’d happen he’d end up driving whatever team he was with away, and most likely permanently taking over and corrupting the environment of the cart he was in, and possibly also it’s connection to the train and mini-universe itself.

    I pretty much just have this idea of some ageless, reality warping, and highly unstable passenger who’s covered in glowing red, constantly changing numbers (cycling especially rapidly whenever he alters the reality of whatever environment he’s in in a particularly dramatic moment, or modifies himself), and terrorizes the inhabitants of the train, and while not actively trying to kill passengers, more than willing to torment, terrify, and toy with whatever passengers he comes across out of a hatred for the fact he still can’t leave, while collecting whatever items, landscapes, and even creatures that he either might have old memories of, or just interest him which he drags back to his corrupted cart to create some sort of hall of memories/comfort-esque ‘new home’ seeing as how he’ll never return to his old one

    Basically, big disturbing antagonist with creepy powers, a flair for the dramatic, and a bit of mental instability that came about from having to contend with the fact he 1) will never return home, and everyone he knew is probably dead, 2) is stuck in a weird surreal train dimension of outright terrifying at times mini-worlds in every cart that come in every flavour of whatever random combination for a setting you can think of, and are filled with countless sapient, but entirely non-human beings, many of which are less than friendly, and all of which you can never escape no matter how many carts you go through, and 3) has to come to terms with the fact he’s practically lost his own humanity in everything except form, and even that is entirely up to his own desires (and also because it’s what he’s still the most subconsciously used to regardless of how he temporarily changes it), and has resulted in a tendency to lash out both physically, and verbally with the same vitriol he felt about the situation he was forced into before he began to lose it entirely.

    In other words, very cruel, scary antagonist at this point, but not entirely irredeemable if you can somehow actually get through to him in a way that settles at least enough of his fractured psyche that some of his old self pulls itself back into the forefront.

    #infinity train #infinity train character idea #character idea #character idea I gotta write out fully sometime #I'll try and clean this up into something coherent sometime just needed to lay the idea out in a post somewhere at least #in all honesty infinity train is a fun show but it doesn't exactly pull my interest in as much as other shows #it's plots just kind of loose and all over the place even if it's coherent enough to tell what's going on #I also prefer when there's consistent MC's over new ones every season #not that I dislike how it's being done just not my usual cup of tea #which is also why the fact that this idea has been sticking with me for as long as it has is an odd one #did not expect to get a character idea my brain'd get invested in enough to keep from a fandom I'm never really going to be a part of #like this guy's been bouncing around since mid season-1/early season 2 #tho that scene with you know who from the trains favourite group of murderish vandal children was what cemented the idea fully #sure numbers came before it but the idea that they gave you powers the higher they got flipped my brains creative switch all the way on #especially with the idea of what kind of differences there would be in powers if the numbers weren't going up from 0 but down #and so I of course had to start going the eldritch abomination reality altering monster man route #it's mostly centered around the thought of how reaching 0 means your connection to this pocket universe is pretty much cut #so if your connection reaches the point where it was supposed to be cut but then somehow skips over it #what does it mean when you're still stuck there but technically not connected to it any longer #and what does that mean for the connection to the dimension you should now be in #and I went this means you're connection to both is now so screwed up the reality your in is no longer compatible with you and vice versa #but because your also still a part of it neither its or your existence can reject the other and they also can't properly incorporate either #and because of this conflict reality around you starts pretty much tearing apart at the seams #now whether you can benefit from this tearing much less control it'd be another thing but in this case I'm saying he can #with the... mental fragility that came with being forced to acknowledge what was happening to him he pretty much ended up in the perfect #mentality to adapt to the newfound abilities his impossible existence had spawned as if they were just basic instinct #the minimal training he had in using them at their much weaker when his existence was not as altered by his screwed up connection #(i.e. a negative number that didn't cover all of him and constantly altered) #also helped his mind and body adapt to them as he fractured
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  • sakura-piss
    24.06.2021 - 10 hours ago
    #in all honesty the first song that came to mind was let it go #but that felt like a cop out fhdjsks
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  • kaworu-nagisas-bf
    24.06.2021 - 11 hours ago
    #but oMFG #that's wonderful in all honesty #i cannot put into words the reaction i had upon reading this /pos #caps cw#father tw #that's actually lowkey wholesome i
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  • nawabdera
    24.06.2021 - 14 hours ago
    #nawab ikramullah khan #nawabdera#gomal university #dr.amnullahkhan #nawabluharu #nawabdera nawab ikramullah khan dera #nawab allah nawaz khan #inventions#patents#honesty
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  • notyetbulletproof
    24.06.2021 - 14 hours ago

    I just read such a sweet Kanej get married one shot and honest to god I am so content with that story it’s unreal.

    #how much I wish majority of thst could be featured in a possible SOC 3 #the rationale might be too reminiscent of other books but the rationale #the reveal! #the honesty #shit it was so good #this is for sure going to my list of headcanons #kanej
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  • theoracleempress
    24.06.2021 - 16 hours ago

    While someone else may be wanting/needing the truth..it's going to be beneficial for "your" health as well to be honest. Stand in your integrity. Let go of fear. #honesty #oracle #right #wrong #protection #proceed #question #communication #answers #peace #tarot #mediumship (at Syracuse, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQgxwWbnudl/?utm_medium=tumblr

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