Does hentai have to have techno music in it? Can we just jerk off w/o an anxiety attack? Asking for a friend.

Dude, I would so anything’s for a full nights sleep.

How’s the quarantine going you ask?

I’ve just discovered there are legitimate theories that Tinky Winky and Noo Noo from the TELETUBBIES are in a relationship and there is a shocking amount of very sexual canon evidence for it.

In other news… my childhood is officially over

nothing would be scarier than encountering a classic wow pvper in a dark alley

Cursed candy cane. You’re welcome

Why is it that we only believe the negative things people say about us?

y’all, i just realized something horrifying.

y'know how a lot of the kids whose parents were deported are now being adopted(read: legally kidnapped.) by white families?

y'know how there’s a whole big argument about jewish people, and whether antisemitism counts as a form of racism or not because a lot of jewish folk are white-passing or converted whites, and therefor don’t look like ethnic jews?

y'know how one part of genocide is the complete erasure of a culture?


it is entirely possible that over the next generation or so, people might start shifting latine into the commonly accepted definition of White People, due to all the white people “adopting” and having them in their families. and it’s pretty much guaranteed, those kids are growing up completely isolated from their cultural heritage, or at least the parts that aren’t “fun” enough. maybe even denied that they have this heritage at all (i.e. oh, no, you’re not adopted, don’t be silly!). and what we grow up with is what we consider normal. so there’s going to be a lot of them, especially the ones that are real young right now, who won’t see it as a big deal. (before anyone argues that, try to remember how many people have HORRENDOUS trauma but don’t go in for therapy because it “could have been worse”. it gets normalized. it gets accepted.)

and if we allow that to happen, it will be that much easier for them to ERASE what is happening right now. to pretend it never happened, or wasn’t that bad, or god forbid that is was a good thing.

this is our potential future.

we. CANNOT. allow this.

raid the fucking camps.

idk if this is controversial or not but i genuinely miss when the NRA was focused on gun safety instead of just being a protest group to ensure no laws are put on guns ever. I think if the heart of the original NRA were really still in it, there’d be support for safer, more responsible gun ownership, including the recognition that some people simply shouldn’t have them.

lighting is the only factor in faces 

there are so many horrible things happening in our lives and no i am not talking about climate change our politics here, this is about things people have to go through alone because these things are their personal issues which doesn’t make them any brighter or less heavy.

today i went to a football game with my dad, his favourite team played and me occasionally tagging along makes him super happy so i went with him. during the game i saw that on the right from us people acted weirdly and moved quickly. people with yellow and orange signal vests hurried there and soon after the paramedics too. they took care of a man who passed out and needed to drag him down the bleachers to bring him somewhere safe. they had to reanimate. he died in the hospital. i don’t know if he was sick before or if he’d drunken much alcohol - but i know that he went there to support his favourite team in a important game, a game they played so well and were about to win (they won but now the man will never know). and then he passes out and dies.

only a few minutes ago i talked to my dad about this and he told me that the 3-year-old of his colleague has a heavy heart disease and had to stay in the hospital very often and for about 6 months right now. because of that the mom still stays at home and the father can only work irregularly. so they are slowly running out of money. my dad donated money for the family when he heard about that which was, by chance, today.

i cried when i first heard about the man at the football game. i cried again when i heard about my dad’s colleague.

why the fuck is life like that? unfair and random and damn painful? why is it at the most mundane moments that horrible things happen? why are so many horrible things happening at all?

and i feel so heavy now and full of sadness. and i cry about the pain other people have to go through. because nobody fucking deserves to feel pain like that.

I’m already dreading the day when gender reveal parties will get adopted by my country’s high society and appear on the Social Events section of newspapers.

Also, everyone needs to see the horrible thing I got today. It’s a bobblehead only you put a picture where the face is, and honestly if I hadn’t already decided who to gift it to, I would keep it. Will keep the terrifying baby face picture though.

It was 57 cents. Bargain.

So yeah, they ordered the wrong test and I drove an hour and a half to pick it up, my wife has to drop it off tomorrow morning, I’m hugely upset and anxious about the whole thing, and all for nothing.

I now need a new referral for the same test I was originally referred for, because that referral doesn’t count anymore, I need to schedule a new sleep study god knows when, and I’m going to have to sleep in the neuro place or a hospital overnight, and I am so not excited. I could not be less excited.

Everything sucks.

😳😳😳

     This Silver Angel is scheming…

“Lucky Turnbull, they called me in school.”

I just woke up in my bed. In our bed. The paint,the furniture, the sounds. All our home. i could feel his leg against mine.

I wish i could say repulsion is what I feel. It’s longing.

im ridiculously delusional my whole drive home I was thinking something but it didn’t happen like I thought