12:30 AM thought
You know how there's all these different illustrations and metaphors that have been used to try and explain the Trinity? And none of them really work quite right because we're finite humans trying to describe an infinite God?
I thought of a (possibly) new one.
Slime. Like the kind that was all the rage a few years ago and caused stores to be sold out of Elmer's glue.
All three Persons are the same substance/essence, but can take different shapes/roles while still being connected to the rest.
I guess kinetic sand would also work for this as well.
Rate on a scale of heretical to get some sleep. :)
I was grocery shopping (like the adult I am) & when I left the shop an woman (earlier 40 I think. It was hard to tell because of the mask) & she was like "I'm sorry but can I ask you a question?" & because something like that is freaking me out & makes me nervous..my brain just freezed... So I was like "uhm sure 😳" & in my mind I have got so many questions & my brain also was just: run away...
So the woman ask me "where did you got that jacket. It's really beautiful" my brain was still freezing so I kind of panicked & was like "uhhhhh I don't know. I've got it five years ago I think. & I think that shop doesn't exist anymore. I'm sorry" & the woman was just "that's sad. Because I really like the color & the flower style. But anyway have a nice weekend ☺️"
I Wished her a nice weekend too & than walked away as fast as possible... Five minutes later my brain was like: Hey, remember that time a woman asked us where we got the jacket? It was forever18 :)
Thanks for nothing brain
Bro I am straight up not having a good time
trying to figure out how to come out as they/them after sticking she/they for a while and idk why im struggling with this more than i did with any of the other queer aspects of my identity. I mean i guess ive never really 'come out' as ace/bi as much as ive just always introduced myself as such, and even tho ive gradually accepted that im somewhere in the agender ballpark ive still never rly had to go through an 'identity adjustment period' before and maybe thats whats wigging me out? Like i know theres gonna be one and im definitely catastrophizing just how often id have to correct folks n deal with subsequent overcorrection, and for some dumb reason thats the sticking point like. I guess it seems easier as an afab she/they bc i don't really have to worry abt being misgendered in any serious capacity, even if most folks default to she/her. But by switching to they/them, in a way im opening myself up to that specific type of hurt, even when im still technically fine with she/her (if only out of habit) and just want to emphasize that im Not A Girl ™️ and its just. A lot.
Just found out that female bees kill or eat male bees, they said kill all men and so should you, be like the female bees 💕
Goddamn human technology and it’s bs
someone : are u okay
me thinking v hard once more abt matthew rowe : no 💖
TFW you lose your data in a gatcha game
My biggest character flaw is caring with others say
Like I display a lot of the considered negative things about a mental illness, nerodivergency, along those lines
And feel like crap because the mental health comic artist says it’s my fault for all the wrong doing done to me
Like how am I supposed to know I’m doing things wrong if no one ever tells me, then when they do they’re rude and turns out I did nothing wrong except exit and fidget wrong
Kam baking 4 quads.....
Not me making a fake, homophobic trump lover account on tik tok so the alt, goth girls degrade the shit out of me 🤩.
Glitter is one of the most heinous creations of all time.
Call me jojo op 7 because I’m probaly having a breakdown (breakdown)
I know I act like a baby but if we’re serious don’t treat me like one, I hate not being taken seriously
can’t stop thinking about ki-adi mundi. anakin must have fucking hated that guy. the republic probably pays for his child support because he clearly wasn’t spending time at home and wookieepedia explicitly says he tried to avoid developing attachments to his seven children and five wives. this is literally anakin’s walking nightmare, because here his attachment-prone ass is, in a semi-secret marriage with a fucking senator who’s got kids on the way, and he’s got to hide it from every person who knows him with varying degrees of success.
he’s also got to deal with all of that on top of being a general on the front lines in his 20s who’s been saddled with a 14 year old, a dadbrother he is incapable of communicating with, a fuck ton of soldiers under his command, and trying not to die every day of his life! and then ki-adi mundi is just allowed to have a family because of yoda and his species i guess! do you think he was mad that the 21st got to ki-adi before he could during order 66? because i feel like darth “just murdered a bunch of children for the second time in my life because this will save the wife i’m going to force-choke into unconsciousness during my mental breakdown” vader would really like to kill the only man with an order-sanctioned marriage
Shawty like a melody in my head
My thoughts when watching/reading romantic stuff:
Hey google, stop telling me I have mental illness thanks