#KAM's thoughts Tumblr posts

  • malpew
    10.06.2021 - 2 days ago
    #i will happily be the leader of the anti *ship name* movement #what would they even be called #krisanthama#kam#kamanthie #i hate it #uGHDJDJE #i have too many thoughts #and they’re all bad
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  • kira-ani-mcgrath
    01.06.2021 - 1 week ago

    12:30 AM thought

    You know how there's all these different illustrations and metaphors that have been used to try and explain the Trinity? And none of them really work quite right because we're finite humans trying to describe an infinite God?

    I thought of a (possibly) new one.

    Slime. Like the kind that was all the rage a few years ago and caused stores to be sold out of Elmer's glue.

    All three Persons are the same substance/essence, but can take different shapes/roles while still being connected to the rest.

    I guess kinetic sand would also work for this as well.

    Rate on a scale of heretical to get some sleep. :)

    #Christianity#God#Jesus#Holy Spirit#Trinity#KAM's thoughts #{ This was almost tagged as 'Homey Spirit' thanks to auto-correct. }
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  • givemeasword-callmequeen
    29.05.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    I was grocery shopping (like the adult I am) & when I left the shop an woman (earlier 40 I think. It was hard to tell because of the mask) & she was like "I'm sorry but can I ask you a question?" & because something like that is freaking me out & makes me nervous..my brain just freezed... So I was like "uhm sure 😳" & in my mind I have got so many questions & my brain also was just: run away...

    So the woman ask me "where did you got that jacket. It's really beautiful" my brain was still freezing so I kind of panicked & was like "uhhhhh I don't know. I've got it five years ago I think. & I think that shop doesn't exist anymore. I'm sorry" & the woman was just "that's sad. Because I really like the color & the flower style. But anyway have a nice weekend ☺️"

    I Wished her a nice weekend too & than walked away as fast as possible... Five minutes later my brain was like: Hey, remember that time a woman asked us where we got the jacket? It was forever18 :)

    Thanks for nothing brain

    #Why is my brain like that??? #I also stressed out in the shop because I thought I wasn't fast enough in paying for the shit... #I hate my brain so much #I still think about that woman... & feel so sorry #That's the reason why I also wear headphones when I'm outside... People don't ask you questions when you listing to music #I will never forget that situation 🤦‍♀️ #To the woman: Es tut mir leid. Die Frage kam unerwartet & Ich fing an in Panik zu geraten. Aber danke für das Kompliment. #Daran werde ich mich immer erinnern wenn ich die Jacke trage :) #Givemeaswordpersonal
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  • kamthefriend
    27.05.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    Bro I am straight up not having a good time

    #kam tag#kam vent #got a notification and got scared #thought it was someone getting angry but no #it was a like on my post
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  • disappearedsock
    06.05.2021 - 1 mont ago

    trying to figure out how to come out as they/them after sticking she/they for a while and idk why im struggling with this more than i did with any of the other queer aspects of my identity. I mean i guess ive never really 'come out' as ace/bi as much as ive just always introduced myself as such, and even tho ive gradually accepted that im somewhere in the agender ballpark ive still never rly had to go through an 'identity adjustment period' before and maybe thats whats wigging me out? Like i know theres gonna be one and im definitely catastrophizing just how often id have to correct folks n deal with subsequent overcorrection, and for some dumb reason thats the sticking point like. I guess it seems easier as an afab she/they bc i don't really have to worry abt being misgendered in any serious capacity, even if most folks default to she/her. But by switching to they/them, in a way im opening myself up to that specific type of hurt, even when im still technically fine with she/her (if only out of habit) and just want to emphasize that im Not A Girl ™️ and its just. A lot.

    #kam talks #anyway this is another example of why my attitude abt gender defaults to 'That's A Lot To Unpack So Let's Just Throw Out The Whole Suitcase' #i just have Too Many Thoughts and absolutely Nothing Gets Done so i want nothing to do with all this Gender Nonsense
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  • akasuki
    04.05.2021 - 1 mont ago

    Just found out that female bees kill or eat male bees, they said kill all men and so should you, be like the female bees 💕

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  • kamthefriend
    28.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    Goddamn human technology and it’s bs

    #kam tag#kam speaks #fuckin reset my password #and deleted the app because I thought it was the apps end
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  • itheume
    27.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    someone : are u okay

    me thinking v hard once more abt matthew rowe : no 💖

    #kam.txt #( i Never tag my thoughts in fandom tags but this Dude #like god he’s the worst but how he’s written Hints at smth but doesnt go much further ??????? like god i wish we had an explanation / #reason for why he’s dumb enough to think that running perfectly good ppl out of town is just him continuing his mom’s work ??????? #like make it make sense how in the world does this kid who idolizes his mom not understand that her work and what he’s doing Dont Line Up #and the reasoning given in text on how it’s a misunderstanding isnt quite right #bc matthew holds up a hand to stop the mc from saying that he stoned elizabeth’s house bc matthew’s mom doesnt know Who Organized It bc ?? #matthew didnt tell her ??????? so he knows it’s bad but is still surprised to hear abt it being bad and we never really see him idk #gROW in a meaningful way ???? or make an attempt to rectify his past actions ?????? #matthew: oh word ur inviting me to the party of the vampire family i tried to run out of town ?? okay ig #head in hands head in hands ) #( okay so this Isnt going in the tag bc it’s just me going on nonsensically but matthew bugs me So Much #maybe i’ll go back n pick around w elizabeth or malka or damien’s routes bc i enjoyed them so much more ;;; #but i also Need Matthew To Have An Arc With An Actual Payoff: Positive Or Negative #he shouldnt just get to walk into this party after what he’s done ????? like even if the leavitts dont knoe he did it He Knows #kam’s retooling of matthew’s plot coming when 😔 )
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  • kamthefriend
    24.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    TFW you lose your data in a gatcha game

    #kam tag#kam speaks #don’t worry my Genshin is fine #it’s my gatcha world save and I thought it saved to google
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  • kamthefriend
    12.04.2021 - 2 monts ago

    My biggest character flaw is caring with others say

    Like I display a lot of the considered negative things about a mental illness, nerodivergency, along those lines

    And feel like crap because the mental health comic artist says it’s my fault for all the wrong doing done to me

    Like how am I supposed to know I’m doing things wrong if no one ever tells me, then when they do they’re rude and turns out I did nothing wrong except exit and fidget wrong

    #kam tag#kam speaks #late night venting #kam vent #I’m alone with my thoughts #and the systems been quiet for like two weeks #please don’t leave me alone #not for too long at least
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  • kamthefriend
    08.04.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Brain: *thought*

    Me: >:(

    #kam tag#kam speaks #all thoughts head full #panicky ahh
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  • ghostytrolls
    06.04.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Kam baking 4 quads.....

    #ghost.txt #i dont think a lot of kam thoughts but him baking or sneaking extras for quads.....delightful #kamuuk
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  • akasuki
    28.03.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Not me making a fake, homophobic trump lover account on tik tok so the alt, goth girls degrade the shit out of me 🤩.

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  • kira-ani-mcgrath
    21.03.2021 - 2 monts ago

    Glitter is one of the most heinous creations of all time.

    #KAM's thoughts#humor #{ Sort of. } #{ Glitter is banned in our household. } #{ Yet it sneaks in through school art projects sent home. } #{ Going directly in the trash doesn't stop me from finding it on the floor three months later. }
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  • kamthefriend
    07.03.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Call me jojo op 7 because I’m probaly having a breakdown (breakdown)

    #kam tag#kam speaks#banger song #I’m struggling today #and internet died #bad thoughts are here #so I’ll try to be quiet
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  • kamthefriend
    06.03.2021 - 3 monts ago

    I know I act like a baby but if we’re serious don’t treat me like one, I hate not being taken seriously

    #kam tag#kam speaks #I’m really sad now #“food for thought #no just say you disagree
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  • bisexualmikisayaka
    02.03.2021 - 3 monts ago

    can’t stop thinking about ki-adi mundi. anakin must have fucking hated that guy. the republic probably pays for his child support because he clearly wasn’t spending time at home and wookieepedia explicitly says he tried to avoid developing attachments to his seven children and five wives. this is literally anakin’s walking nightmare, because here his attachment-prone ass is, in a semi-secret marriage with a fucking senator who’s got kids on the way, and he’s got to hide it from every person who knows him with varying degrees of success.

    he’s also got to deal with all of that on top of being a general on the front lines in his 20s who’s been saddled with a 14 year old, a dadbrother he is incapable of communicating with, a fuck ton of soldiers under his command, and trying not to die every day of his life! and then ki-adi mundi is just allowed to have a family because of yoda and his species i guess! do you think he was mad that the 21st got to ki-adi before he could during order 66? because i feel like darth “just murdered a bunch of children for the second time in my life because this will save the wife i’m going to force-choke into unconsciousness during my mental breakdown” vader would really like to kill the only man with an order-sanctioned marriage

    #in legends theyre technically part of the same lineage i guess bc yoda was KAM's master #i think that would just make it worse on anakin #he walks into the council room and sees the alimony lawyer on call with KAM and the imperial theme starts playing #i think this would also be like. one of the things that drives him over the edge #bc logically he's gotta know that KAM's got extenuating circumstances #but every time he sees yoda i can very easily picture him internally going #why is ki fucking adi mundi allowed to have MULTIPLE WIVES #but i can't even have ONE #i am the CHOSEN ONE. may i not have ONE WIFE. #answer that great great grandmaster yoda!!!! #anakin skywalker #ki adi mundi #yoda#star wars#prequel trilogy #star wars prequels #hope you all enjoy my unhinged thoughts lmfao i could put this on the swsb but #i am just deranged here
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  • kamthefriend
    21.02.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Shawty like a melody in my head

    #kam tag#kam speaks #no thoughts head empty
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  • kira-ani-mcgrath
    19.02.2021 - 3 monts ago

    My thoughts when watching/reading romantic stuff:


    Idiots [affectionate]

    Cutie pies

    Nerds [affectionate]

    Sweetie muffins

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  • kamthefriend
    16.02.2021 - 3 monts ago

    Hey google, stop telling me I have mental illness thanks

    #kam tag #any thought above a certain level makes me blue screen #is this a break down on main maybe
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