Dry
It is to perfection that we go now
I cannot see too clearly
I guess it is you
I made you angry
I guess I need a whip
You will not go to me
You say
I need… you
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0Cowards die many times before their deaths. The valiant never taste of death but once. Of all the wonders that I yet have heard, it seems to me most strange that men should fear. Seeing that death, a necessary end, will come when it will end.
Shakespeare
0between March 7 and march 31st :
Journaled 20 out of 25 days
Worked out 18 out of 25 days
Drank coffee 8 out of 25 days
Drank alcohol 8 out of 25 days
Lets do even better next month!!
I’ve just gone over my finances and realized I spend way too much money on myself (even when I thought I was frugal). I am looking into ways of seriously cutting costs and here are a few things I’ve decided to change in the process:
1 Giving up meat for my own health and to conserve the earths water and my budget
2. Hanging clothes on a clothes line instead of using my dryer (I already rarely do laundry as it is and only wash on cold)
3. Unplugging my internet router and television when not in use.
4. Setting my fridge between 37-40 degrees (saves the most energy)
5. Got rid of spotify and flikr accounts. Saving 11.99/month
The habits I am going to track for the month of APRIL include
-continuing to write down everything I spend money on each day in different categories and set a budget for things such as: eating out, household necessities, groceries, gas, etc.
-journal/pray every day as well as write a poem from Aprils prompts.
-stop eating meat
-stop consuming alcohol/coffee
-workout daily
-make art everyday
-drink tea everyday (green/herbal)
Blessings to all xx
0Me atormentam ao dizer-me que não sou suficiente, que desta vez não vou conseguir. Me estilhaçam enfatizando meus erros, escancarando os meus defeitos.
Punindo-me por quem eu sou, julgando os meus atos. E tudo gira, gira, até uma lágrima cair.
- “Eu realmente não mereço ser feliz”.
Porque sou ruim, porque não sou suficiente, porque o mal me assombra.
Deus, liberta-me dessa dor enganosa, que mascara a minha verdade, a tua verdade.
Liberta-me, do que me faz tão falha, e me esconde debaixo do teu jugo, que é suave.
1my mother’s laugh
my parents’ playful bickering (which i may or may not get involved in at times just for pure fuckery)
the faint smudge marks my dog makes with her nose on the glass windows of our home
the way the sun’s rays touch the trees in our backyard when the sun sets
sitting in my room and being greeted by my dog at the door, seeing what i’m up to
walking around the neighborhood and remembering where memories unfolded when we were all younger
being awoken by the morning sun
seeing the moon peak through my blinds at night
getting lost in the stars and the vast universe while sitting on my front porch steps thinking how the hell was i lucky enough to have so many beautiful aspects in my life that i had stupidly forgotten about?
0No
I don’t wish to have what you’re offering
I have no wish to become the toxic waste
I’d rather… idk explore some space…
Why do you hurt yourself?
You bright delight
Stigmatized mental health
I might despite…
… the risks involved, take you tonight
I’ll make you alright
and save you some time.
Talk to me. Create a channel between minds
Walk to me. Your heart beats just like mine.
Don’t wait. You’ll run plum out of time.
Won’t pay? It’s okay… just have mine.
I can say with a smile
Because life is a trial.
A trial who many, they end in denial
Other’s they travel millions of miles
But some… they find it, the emerald isle
I love you. I hugged you.
Wrapped me all around you like kudzu
I want you. Not her too.
Pray for many hours to undo
All the pain you had
It’s just so sad
No drink phases such darkness.
Smokes don’t increase tolerance.
They shred what was beautiful
Into a body that’s suitable
For complete possession,
the demon… called Selfish.
Come to me.
Let’s start over clean.
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Reached Its Full Measure
“And the Lord said, “My Spirit shall not strive with man forever, for he is indeed flesh…” Genesis 6:3NKJV
Dear Jesus, I wish I didn’t have to be so serious.—
Let me preface this devotional with— if you’re looking for truth— read on. If you want to make your eyes happy, look elsewhere.Man lived for hundreds of years before the great flood during the time of Noah. God got tired of the sin. People were homosexuals, partaking in animal sex. If they’d have had medical knowledge to turn girls into boys and vice versa, they’d have been into that. But history waited on Hitler to figure out how to mess people up in this manner.
After God expunged the earth of human life through the flood, Sinful man got right back to doing the same sins. God said to Abraham in Genesis15:16 “In the fourth generation your descendants will come back here, for the sin of the Amorites has not yet reached its full measure.” Understand, the sins of the Amorites people hadn’t gone unnoticed by God. He had a timeline of what He’d allow. Then boom. When the Israelites were brought out of Egypt, it was game over and God demanded the Israelites, ‘kill every person and animal living in the land.’ Sounds horrible. Now we’re finding unbelievable amounts of woes because the Jews didn’t do what God told them to do in Genesis.
The Israelites took up the sins of the Amorites. Two of their kings, King Ahaz (2Kings 16:3) and King Manesseh (2Chronicles 33:6) sacrificed sons to Amorites god Molech. How? Through fire. What’s the difference with fire and saline abortions? NOTHING. What happened to the Israelite people? When their timeline was up— murdered, tortured, captured as slaves, sent off to Babylon to serve the most evil king to have lived in the earth up until that time. 2Kings 24-25, 2Chronicles 36; Ezra 2; Jeremiah 13, 38-40.
Today— people only look to temporary satisfaction of their base urges. Our society norms are murdering their own descendants, infidelity, anger, accusations, personal loathing, insecurity, lying, gullibly accepting nonsense, hopelessness, plus entitled to nothing-demanding everything. In my heart, I hear God saying— I’m fed up. “My Spirit shall not strive with man.”
To make matters worse— churches now have the grace card. Teaching: God’s grace covers every sin you want to commit. Gal 5:19-21NIV “The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred; discord; jealous, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions, and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.” Guess, what? Those are only a few of a list of over one hundred sins referred to in the Bible. With the abortion and child murder now on our table— Let me tell you…. the day of grace has ended.
For weeks I’ve been praying for covid-19 to end, God to be merciful. Then I remembered the day God told me— either stop that sin or—. We’re talking ultimatum. After all, He is God! He calls the shots, not us.
How many times has God extended mercy over the world? Yet here is a virus made in a laboratory, authorized to kill massive amounts of people by satan himself. And God permitted it.
The day of grace has ended. Our sins, especially killing little people has reached full measure. God is allowing satan to pay back people for their sins. This is bad. But this isn’t as bad as it will be for those who don’t repent and turn to God now. When God pours out His wrath on the world, nobody will want to be alive. Yet they’ll not be able to die, only to suffer.
“…Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” Matthew 4:17ESV It’s your choice. You choose.
PRAYER: Almighty God forgive me, forgive my nation, we’ve sinned deserving everything happening. Please forgive us. Change our hearts. Expunge those who cause our land to fall into such evil and heal our nation, in Jesus’ name I pray.
by Debbie Veilleux
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