“From complete strangers soon we became inseparable friends and soon after that we were back to strangers again” |
How much I wish I could rewind the time and stop it right there when all we did was laugh uncontrollably and smile through the tears ,how much I wish to relive the moments we shared but I can’t as time can’t move backward and we are far from how close we were.
(in frame : Me , Shruu ,Avi)
But I do hope some day our paths cross again in future ,when you will look back at me and maybe we could exchange the smiles again and maybe we could be friends again.
Avi /Abbeeyy as I used to call you the former nickname used by Ur majority friends and the later given by me. you were one of those few ppl ,I was so close to ,I was introduced to you by my one and only bestest friend who is still my bestest friend..Shruti.In my school days I was more close to you ppl than to anyone in my school.Once you all were hanging out with Shruti in her home and her mom called her for something so she handed her phone to you than it was just you and me who talked for like 5min.I didn’t knew what to say but you kept the conversation going on.Later we all used to chat and share our problems on our common WhatsApp group chat.Soon we all became like a little family.I always found your wit and intelligence intimating.I had met Shruti many a times in my city ,when she came to spend her holidays here.I think now her Taya ji and Tayi ji have migrated somewhere else , temporary or permanent that Idk but still she somehow manages to meet me even if it’s just once a year for a single day.Now she is million miles apart living her dreams but still manages to contact us even if it’s just virtually and our bonding is still so strong like before. With you I always felt like what an amazing friend u are that u still r.The first time I met with you was when our 12th exams had just gotten over and we were waiting for results I think so. Shruu was also here.We hanged out together and had lots of fun.We went to coffee house and I ordered dosa.I was already full after eating icecream so I insisted you both to finish it as I won’t finish it alone. Shruu was also done so you finished my half eaten dosa and I casually said if I was u I wouldn’t eat that as I don’t eat kisi ka jhoota khana then you said you neither and the only people whose jhoota Khana you eat are ppl you love.Shruu said to me Banda acha h ,Tu isko date kr Sakti h .I said shutuupp he’s my friend( shruu never leaves a chance to make awkward situations for us friends).After that we hanged out on some other spots and it felt so good being around you both.Later after few days you texted me you like me more than just a friend. I honestly do love myself but I also feel no one else is capable of loving me ,I m kind of insecure a little bit. But to be honest I never had any other feelings for you and I wanted us to stay friends.I explained this to you and you agreed but later on you said you were finding it hard to be friends with me after catching feelings for me.I wasn’t ready to commit or go beyond our special bond of friendship so the best we both could do was get on our separate ways.We rarely talked after that and soon we stopped.Soon you got admitted in the most prestigious institute and got busy ,I went my own way.I texted you to congratulate and you thanked.Later on you introduced me to your girlfriend who is equally hot and smart like you.Although I never wanted to be in relationship with you still it felt so odd.Once we were texting and you said you are still not sure if you are over me and I felt like a culprit between you and your girlfriend so I told you it’s better for both of us to not talk even as a friend again.We agreed. Now today is your birthday and I m getting the urge to wish you but I m not wishing you for now let’s keep it that way maybe when you are married and have kids than I will wish you and it won’t be awkward anymore .Wish you and your gf all the very best .I love you Abeeyyy, Thanks for being you and thanks for existing.You are the best😢❤️