Has been a while since I’ve read this. Need to rereard to summarize.
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Stop making angsty posts and come find me, you coward.
Come and face what you've done.
Come find me where I'm hiding.
I'm hiding, but I miss you.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your smile.
I miss the colour of your eyes, like sun filtering through forest treetops.
I miss the curve of your lips and the sharpness of your jaw and how it invites my hand to slide right along it.
I miss sharing my tears with you. I've been crying them alone for weeks, babe. I've been hurting and aching and falling apart on my bedroom floor for weeks here without you.
I miss your voice.
I even miss the way you sound when you're angry.
I miss the way you call me "Pete," and how sweet all my names sound falling from your lips.
I miss our language, and the intimate ways we connected that I'm sure I'll never share with another.
I talk to you in my head all the time. I've got a notebook to prove it.
I know I'm the one who ran away, but god.
I wanted us.
I wanted us to work, so badly.
So badly that I withstood every wound and tended it as best I could, but this time I took the dagger from between my ribs and I ran.
To a place inside myself that I'm not sure I've ever been before.
I'm not sure it existed before you. It's lush and soft and green, filled with soft moss and ferns. And for once, I'm not clawing and slicing the pain onto my own skin.
I'm tending it on the inside, in this place I've never been. This gentle glade that I've fled to.
I've curled up and let blood soak the moss, but I've chosen love.
I've chosen to afford myself as much love as I need, for the first time.
This is a new place.
I'm not sure you know the way to it, but I'm sure you could follow the flowers.
If you wanted.
They can't help but grow around your feet.