#Taylor's Version Tumblr posts

  • just-a-torn-up-masterpiece
    27.01.2022 - 6 minutes ago

    put my name at the top of your list - N.R.

    (Part of my Red (Taylor's Version) fics)

    Song - The Last Time

    Pairing - Natasha Romanoff x Reader

    Summary - You and Natasha have been in a secret relationship and though you're exclusive to one another, you've not made it official. You can't help but think maybe her feelings don't mirror yours or she's ashamed of you, this is the last time you're giving her the choice to pick you.

    Warnings - Relationship angst and the mildest smut BUT there is a happy ending dw

    Word Count - 2575

    A/N - i really like this one so i hope you enjoy!! also i am reposting this as last time it got stuck on 12 notes due to a glitch but tumblr have sorted it out :)

    Natasha's arms around you felt right, the way she held you flush against her body with her fingers stroking through your hair and the gentle beating of her heart beneath where you lay your head.

    Yet, the comfort and security you felt from her physically could not be replicated emotionally; the sex and the sneaking around was great but not being sure of where you stood with her was eating away at you. For you it was easy to fall in love with her, it happened some months ago and you let the warm feeling take over but you kept it hidden for fear of scaring her away - you'd rather have her like this than not at all... right?

    So as you lay in her bed, like you have done most nights for the past six months, her arms hugging you close almost felt suffocating as your thoughts ran rampant. Thoughts of you and her, the idea that these secretive trysts may be all you'll ever have. The way your love for her is beginning to feel like poison, acidic in your throat as you choke it down. The thought was nauseating, ice cold in your veins when you realised this is it, you can't suffer this way anymore - she either loves you now or she never will.

    "What's going on in here?" She spoke, voice only a little more than a whisper as her finger tapped the side of your head. Of course she could tell you were only present in body, your mind somewhere else entirely.

    You sat up with a sigh, the air in her bedroom shifting as she sensed your seriousness, turning to her with your legs crossed beneath you. Her eyes trailed over your face just as you've grown used to, analysing, theorising just what you were going to say before the words were uttered.

    "Detka, what's wrong?" Her hand touched your knee and you couldn't help but mentally scold yourself at the feeling it ignited, warm feelings trying to drag themselves through the cracks in your tension, it wasn't the time to let your adoration take control.

    "I'm not sure I can do this anymore, Natasha." You muttered, neutrality in your tone, determined to not let your emotions take over. You could see her sharp inhale of breath in the way the muscles in her neck twitched. And suddenly your mouth felt dry, unbearable.

    "Why? What do you mean?" She returned, tone as neutral as yours per her training.

    "I just - I don't want to be your secret anymore. I can't take it. And I understand you have your reservations, I get it but please don't keep me waiting for something that'll never happen." You choked out, throat constricting with the tears that wanted to be set free, standing from her bed and finding it harder to hold them back when she didn't even try and get you to stay.

    Her lips parted with unspoken words, clamping shut again. You could see the frustration in her features. The salty tears began to fall at the deafening silence, the silence that never broke even when you walked to her door.

    No words were spoken when you opened it to leave and maybe you were stupid for expecting her to call down the hallway to you as you wandered to your own room. You were stupid, foolish that you could ever even think she could love you.

    The next day wasn't a busy one, your body felt heavy when you woke, consumed by the words you longed to hear. You felt numb to the world, wrapped up in your duvet dreading getting up. So you put it off for a while longer, only getting dressed and trudging out when the need for some coffee and lunch became too great.

    It wasn't surprising to find everyone else milling around the kitchen area doing the same thing, chattering filling the room. The absence of a certain redhead wasn't surprising either. "Afternoon." Wanda smiled teasingly as you headed straight to the coffee pot.

    "Hey Wands."

    "Everything okay?" She questioned and you could feel the gaze of the others falling upon you, concerned at your uncharacteristic late arrival. You responded with a nod and a smile as convincing as you could muster. "I'm cooking lunch for us all - should be done soon." She smiled and you knew she didn't believe you but she could pry later.

    You mulled over your thoughts, cradling the mug of lukewarm coffee, swallowing bitter mouthfuls on autopilot as your mind wandered. The chatter bouncing around the room serving merely as background noise to the chaos racking your skull, notions of love and heartbreak, of inadequacy and shame.

    The goings on continued around you until the lone seat you occupied at the end of the table was accompanied with the bodies of everyone else, plates being passed around and food scooped onto plates. And you felt stupid to be sulking as smiles and lively chatter adorned the lips of your teammates, your friends. Though you allowed yourself to wallow when the pang in your chest was physically painful at the sight of her, hair slightly damp from a shower and you could almost smell her shampoo the way the scent was ingrained into your mind.

    It was hard not to notice the subtle glances shared between the others as she sat on the opposite end of the table to you, your forced lack of eye contact surely swayed her decision. It was usually the two of you lost in your own world, laughing together - the hostility was nauseating.

    You were both quiet, the others speaking around you, they tried to include you both in the conversations with brief answers and forced smiles and laughs in response. You could barely lift your head, feigning interest in the slice of tomato on your plate, pushing around the seeds and the juicy centre with your fork, scared of what you'd find if you looked up and whether you'd be able to survive without crying - that would be embarrassing surely.

    But she was like the sun in more ways than one, an eclipse. And you knew you should keep your gaze elsewhere but you couldn't help but take a peek. Those mossy eyes were already looking your way, pleading you to just please pay her any speck of attention but you flitted your sight to a blank space on the wall behind Sam who sat opposite telling a humour filled story.

    You couldn't look at her, you just couldn't. Not with the way just one glance made your heart pound, throat close and eyes well with acrid tears.

    But of course, as a creature with little self control, your sights kept flicking over to her; just because she makes your heart hurt it doesn't mean she isn't beautiful. You'd once told her she was 'pulchritudinous' earning that raspy laugh to bless your ears and of course what she'd said was right: the word had come up on your 'Word of the Day' app but she appreciated the sentiment either way.

    She was often looking straight back at you and you could see the uncertainty in her eyes, that or you were uncertain of what her expression was. It didn't look to be one you'd come across before, almost desperate. Time went on with plates being emptied and each minute that passed seemed to deepen the etching of frustration in the furrow of her brows - why wouldn't you just look at her?

    And the conversation being passed around was halted into silence at the angry clattering of metal against ceramic, her cutlery haphazardly dashed onto her plate, hands clenched into fists against the table.

    "Can you please just fucking look at me?" She huffed, eyes piercing into the side of your face, meeting with yours as you reluctantly looked to her. The faces of everyone else were muddles of confusion and shock at the sudden interruption and the now tense almost hostile air.

    You said nothing, what could you say? The air feeling heavy and difficult to drag into your lungs, sour and thick. And for moments nothing was said at all, the two of you just staring across the table, an audience of bated breath.

    "What's happening here?" Tony voiced, pointing between the pair of you. You thought it must be a wild thing to see, 'best friends' staring one another down, both with extensive combat skills and at least one weapon on your persons - perhaps they were slightly nervous and it was almost funny to you that they could be...almost.

    "Nothing." You uttered, surprising yourself when you could actually speak and lifting from your seat gathering as many plates as you could to walk over to the kitchen. The stunned and tense silence only letting the clattering sounds of the stacking plates echo throughout the space, awkward almost wasn't enough to describe the quiet.

    Aggravation flitted over her features, audible sigh at the back of her throat. She followed you of course and you have never wished the table wasn't mere feet away from the kitchen as much as you did right then, you could hear few hushed words at the table - their eavesdropping could not be any less subtle.

    "Please can you talk to me?"

    Everybody, including you, winced at the jarring crash of the crockery against the counter - you didn't expect your annoyance to make itself so forthright. "I spoke last night, your silence was enough." The grip on the kitchen counter was the only thing keeping your emotions in check, you'd let yourself cry about this when you're alone in your room.

    "I didn't know what to say."

    "Exactly." You spoke through gritted teeth, hoping to be quiet enough to keep the conversation private. And when she fell silent again, chewing her inner cheek you'd had enough, trying to step past her. Efforts fell fruitless when her hand gripped onto your arm keeping you still.

    "You know that you're the only one." She uttered and yet those words weren't enough, not what you needed to hear.

    "I cannot be your secret anymore Natasha." Your voices were hushed though grimaces contorted everyone's faces as they caught the use of her full name. "This is the last time that I am asking you to just put my name at the top of your list, hold me above everything else, please." You practically begged.

    "I do. You know I do." She responded.

    "Then stop acting like you're so ashamed." Your voice this time was loud enough for all to hear, you took a shaky inhale before talking again, volume lowered once more. "My heart is fucking aching. When you don't feel the same way I do. I'm just a quick, secret, fuck right?" You tugged your arm free, tears spilling over now.

    "That's not true." She spoke quietly as your feet carried you past the group, heads turned to Natasha in shock after a glimpse of your tear covered face. They watched as you retreated down the hallway to the elevator, your body clearly shaking with broken sobs.

    And still, nobody spoke, just perplexed at the scene unfolding. Popcorn was the only thing missing as eyes tracked Natasha's actions as you left; a frustrated sigh and rub of her forehead, cogs clearly turning in her head before a moment of clarity. A novel sight of nervousness on her face as she spun on her heels, taking up almost a jog through the room to chase after you, hurried steps down the hallway.

    "I am not ashamed of you."

    You looked up from the ground and the sight caused a drowning wave of guilt to wash over her, wet cheeks and the whites of your eyes hued red from the tears.

    "Please believe me. I was scared, to let you in completely, I felt safer with it being secret but I could never be ashamed." She neared you, hand holding onto yours, it felt warm against your skin, palm pressed against palm.

    "I can't hear this if you don't want what I want, if you don't feel what I feel. I can't handle it." Your voice strained, her free hand came up to cup your cheek, thumb swiping at the tears on your skin. A soft smile graced her lips.

    "I love you. I am so deeply in love with you." The words were uttered like honey, food of the gods, and fuck did it taste good. To say the group of nosey Avengers at the table was shocked would be an understatement.

    "You do? You're sure?"

    "I have never been more sure of anything in my life." She laughed and you couldn't help but laugh too, relieved. "I should have told you sooner but I was scared and it seems so stupid now th-" She rambled, you found it endearing but you'd heard enough, seen enough sincerity in her irises.

    Your lips pushed against hers cutting her words short, she froze for a second before smiling into the kiss, moving her lips with yours as you'd grown used to. And though you'd shared kisses a multitude of times this one was different, you could both feel it, translating into love. A kiss that meant 'I love you', one that knew it was the first of an infinite amount, no end in sight, no deadline until you had to sneak away. Just now, and then forever.

    "I love you too." You breathed against her, you never thought her smile could get any brighter but somehow in that moment it did. She couldn't help but yank you into a tight hug, squeezing you so tightly in her embrace. Being that close to losing you, she had to hold you close.

    The pair of you didn't even spare a glance to your audience, stepping into the elevator to her room. Her lips were on yours before the doors had even slid closed, hand resting on the back of your head to keep you close.

    Fumbling footsteps in your desperate pace to get to her room, falling through the door with childish giggles, refusing to fully part from one another's lips. How could you when the taste was this sweet?

    The most perfect haze as clothes were stripped, smiles permanent knowing you wouldn't have to hold back the love held, wouldn't have to sneak out once the hallway was checked to be clear.

    Natasha's arms around you felt right again, just how it had begun. A warm hold, hands soft against you, home. A new kind of electricity danced over your skin at the brush of her fingers against you, caressing you with such passion.

    The way in which your bodies worked together was nothing short of sublime, this wan't news to you but this time was different. Every touch, every kiss, each push of a finger and lick of a tongue was laced with love. Her body straddled yours, fingers slowly pumping into you and the smile was still present on her lips, the love was clear in her eyes.

    She presented her love in a chalice and you gulped it down, savouring every last drop.

    And when her heavy breaths filled the room, groans bouncing off the four walls, she muttered an I love you; your heart could have burst at the sound, music to your ears as cliché as it sounds.

    But she loved you and you loved her. Just now, and then forever.

    #natasha romonova#natasha#romanoff #natasha romanoff fluff #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff fanfic #natasha x reader #natasha x y/n #natasha x you #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff imagine #marvel#marvel mcu#marvel fanfic #nat x you #red taylor’s version #taylor swift#natalia romanova#black widow #black widow x reader #fanfiction
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  • aurorsnsadprose
    27.01.2022 - 14 minutes ago

    I woke up early to listen deuxmoi in his podcast to say that it's super probably that the tour announcement for tomorrow will be of @taylorswift @taylornation

    if this is real or not idkkkkkkk but at least it's something. Maybe this is me clowning.

    #taylor nation#taylor swift#folklore #red taylor's version #swifties#evermore album#evermore #all too well taylor's version #all too well 10 minutes #red tv #all too well #taylor's version #1989 taylor's version #fearless taylor’s version #lover fest
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 15 minutes ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • thisisalovestoree
    27.01.2022 - 20 minutes ago

    "i wanna do whatever you wanna do"

    -Lauv

    "can i go where you go"

    -Taylor Swift

    #such simple lyrics #thought the weight they hold oof #taylor swift#lauv#lover#taylor's version
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  • likedaylighht
    27.01.2022 - 49 minutes ago

    Broke: theorizing about the scrapped pop TS6 album that Taylor started writing after 1989 but before reputation and if any of those songs will make it on to reputation TV as vault tracks

    Woke: knowing the reputation vault tracks will have songs Taylor wrote in the early stages of writing reputation but before the album/era concept was fully formed of what she wanted it to be like so ultimately she had to scrap some of the songs bc they didn’t fit the vibe but they will still be perfect in their own way and expand the narrative of rep era and the headspace Taylor was in during that time in a beautiful way

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  • marvelous-tunes
    27.01.2022 - 54 minutes ago
    #typography#lyrics #better man (taylor’s version) #red (taylor’s version)
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  • folklorefearlessts
    27.01.2022 - 56 minutes ago

    Taylor Swift has earned 3 nomination at the 2022 iHeart Awards

    - Best Lyrics : All Too Well (10 Min)

    - Female Artist of the Year

    - Best Fan Army : Swifties

    Vote for Taylor on Twitter using the hastag #iHeartAwards

    #taylor swift#celebrities#music#tay tay#taylor nation#swifties #1989 taylor's version #streaming #taylor swift evermore #fearless taylor’s version #billboard 200 #billboard hot 100 #billboard charts#billboard awards#charts#spotify#itunes#apple music#iheartradio#pop music #red taylor’s version #all too well 10 minutes #1989 polaroids#blinks #all too well taylor's version #makeup#katy perry #speak now taylor’s version #favorite songs
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • myglitterswift
    27.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    starlight is so but sooo good stream starlight

    #red (taylor's version) #taylor swift
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  • myglitterswift
    27.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    soooo when do we think @taylorswift is going to announce a tour on latinoamerica too

    #taylor swift #red (taylor's version) #she wrote a song about me chapter
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • unhappyeagle19
    27.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    george russell as taylor swift album covers part 1:

    Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift

    Fearless(Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift

    Speak Now - Taylor Swift

    Red(Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift

    1989 - Taylor Swift

    follow me on twitter : @tayrussellthink

    #fearless (taylor’s version) #taylorswift#george russell#f1#red tv#speak now#1989 tv #mercedes amg f1
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  • fearlesslyellie13
    27.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    STREAM YOU BELONG WITH ME TV ITS NEARLY AT 82 MILL LETS GET IT TO 100

    #swifties#taylor swift #taylor alison swift #taylor swift album #fearless taylor’s version #fearless tv #fearless taylor swift #fearless #you belong with me
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • wnine
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    me at the office like no one know i’m listening to all too well (10 minute version) (taylor’s version) (from the vault)

    #music#op#taylor swift #all too well #red (taylor’s version)
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  • p1325
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago
    #taylor swift #the very first night #red #red taylor's version #pop#pop music#country pop#ryan gosling#emma stone #la la land #4k#2016#music#romance#sad #the age of innocence #edith wharton
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  • 94momhrry
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    this photo is the reason why im alive

    #taylor swift icons #taylor swift layouts #taylor swift#taylor stans #red taylor’s version #red taylor swift #taylorstans
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  • wcndcrland
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    TAYLOR SWIFT STICKERS by Martian Illustration !!

    hi everyone! i created these little Taylor Swift stickers to celebrate taylor’s new and re-released albums! i’m a small artist who makes bookish (and sometimes musician) stickers & bookmarks! it would mean the world if you could reblog/like this! thank you so much for reading this far!!

    available in matte & glossy

    $1-4 CAD

    LINK HERE

    #taylor swift#taylornation #taylor swift merch #taylor swift red #taylor merch#taylor red #taylor swift stickers #FEARLESS (TAYLORS VERSION) #red (taylor’s version) #taylor scarf#taylor stickers#taylor sticker #taylor red scarf #taylor switft stickers #taylor sticker red #evermore#fearless#folklore#red scarf#red sticker#red merch
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  • dontblamethewitches
    27.01.2022 - 5 hours ago
    he's gonna say it's love..
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