Its been a while since I have written anything here. I am still a gung ho image maker. I still work as a school teacher and still live in Beijing. I primarily use FB and FB Pages to display my photos. My instagram still exists as does my Flickr and this blog. In many ways this was always my favorite. Anyway, I will be dusting things off here a bit. Let’s see what happens…
Humans can’t unite when faced with a common hardship if half of us don’t recognise the hardship as an actual problem. (source)
as always one of those off topic posts that i need to share this on here as well, please do check his video out - he is discussing important topics that i really would want you all to listen to whenever you get the chance to do so.
If you want to know the topics he discusses on the video it’s; censorship on social media like youtube, how he is video got taken down when it was finally reaching people for they can know about this good information, he also discusses in between censorship - thanks to youtube doing what they did his channel got a strike and now it is being hidden just like any other channel that hasn’t broken no actual rule he got hit as well, it’s utterly disgusting but he was going to present an important video that he recieved from the same people he helped out before in Nigeria with a mans home being destroyed now thanks to the donations of folks - it was rebuild anew ♡ - the video was about the same man asking for help on another family that is suffering, they’re homes cieling is just barely standing by those giant rain cloth things - they do not have no roof meaning they can catch a cold, or worse - nor do they have a kitchen, the kids in the family eat on the dirt ground - that is there kitchen ……………this was supposed to be shown to all those viewers that saw his video - finally, but it didn’t…now it got half of what it got.., - the other topic is about covid how there forcing shackles onto people to not go outside, to stay shut in to follow what big brother say, to just forget about god - the bible to be distracted by worldly things .. - you need to all stop that, do not allow such anger for others get to you to a point that you are lost with the sins you are holding onto to the sins you never repented on.
It isn’t worth it to stay like that, gonna be a prune at that point lol, - it’s best to take a break, grab the king james bible or if you are new here, hi - i hope you convert into true christianity and are praying even preaching the gospel please know that you are not alone, and those who already know you got the bible there - god is there, pray to him, for times will get worse and the more you are glued to such worldly things that will not go with you when you die - yes, i will go there, your xbox or diary won’t be coming with you, what’s gonna be with you are the sins you’ve comitted and god is gonna judge you righteously.
I know it is scary for some folks, or more but do know this gonna repeat it like other’s do not fear evil, stay vigilant and continue to pray no matter how much the darkness/demon/voice tries to slitther you away from the lord himself, cast it out my dear random people, and pray, preach the gospel as well …
Now that i got off track? The finale topic he discusses is about how you can help the family in Nigeria by donating if you cannot truly donate because of what is going on, please reshare his video for others may view and can help out more.
Im in a mental space where i feel hapy.
Hopeful that these next weeks will be life changing.
For the last fwo weeks ive kept to my daily running, and im starting to incorporate biking as well because it’s getting warmer. I am seeing some results which is motivating me to get up out of bed daily.
I am currently trying to prepare mentally for interior decorating my studio space and the rest of my apartment. Im not doing much art stuff or photography currently but im thinking about future concepts. Foud out about the Canon Eos 1D x mark 2/3 today and im trying to see how i can be able to afford it by my birthday or at least by Christmas.
I find this more helpful than writing. Probably because my writing is shitty and i cant spell for shit since autocorrect became a thing. But it’s whatever. As long as im jotting down my feelings right?
As the ghost of Soulja Slim plays, i have a happy feeling inside because things look good. I received more skateboards to paint today so i have to mentally start preparing for that. Right now im drawn to the idea of polaroid portraits drawin in my style with hello my name is stickers and the word demo, but who know how i will feel next month. Anyways thats my life currently.
Trump is no longer President and it some how has not dawned on me. Or i Just dont care? Probably both.
not xbox wanting to increase the price and then being yelled at do much they keep the price the same and make free games not require a subscripton
it’s 11pm on a friday and i’m still doing sell-out things. maybe i’ll win one day… or maybe capitalism will kill me first.
I feel so much in a day, from joy to rage. interwoven with bitterness and unrest, all agonizing.
I need to know who you are and if you’re really here, that I’m not dreaming. if I am, please hurry up and disappear in your puff of smoke and leave me be.
I know life and kids get in the way of us really having an adventure
I want to travel places and stay in fancy hotels stay up all night talking and being passionate in jacuzzi tubs, eating breakfast together
have long romantic car trips to beautiful beaches where you stare into my eyes ever lovingly carry me off into the sunset and don’t want to keep your hands off me.
I want to explore and adventure with you.
Dance naked in our living room
Get dressed nice and take pictures
Have fancy dinners together
Paint together
Explore and laugh out loud it hurts
I also just want to kick it, work out together, felt high and go camping.
I want to do lsd with you
I want to kiss you on mdma
We know how to feel high and low and I want to just try that with you.
I’m so in love with you and I want you to show me how much you love me in little ways like that. That people notice and take notes from us and haze upon our love. I just want to date you and have that experience with you cuz we never really got that chance
I wish you wrote a passionate love story about us.
someone on tiktok said the WandaVision theme from episode 2 sounds like they say “long division” and i can’t get that out of my head
the biggest lesson jealousy taught me is that as long as your competing against anybody other than yourself, you will lose.
“I don’t know” is one of the few sentences in English that you don’t need to open your mouth or even move your tongue to clearly communicate. (source)
