i want him so badly. not even romantic, i just- i really need him, y'know? one conversation, one message, anything. spare me some voice. i miss him terribly and i feel awful for it. i'm selfish and i'll be fine. im fucking fine
im gonna keep starving or else ill be this gross fat fuck forever. im gonna get dainty and small. ill cut my body until it looks fuckin,, i dunno. i want out.
i want to fucking kill myself. things are only getting worse. whats the point anyway