@falseearl continue from here
Oh? So you're saying you can predict the future? Funny thing is just when you think everything is going fine it finds a wall to all come crashing down. And nothing ever goes fine for me."
Excitement filling his previous reassuring sentence fated out dramatically. Into others circumstances, he would have found disappointment how Astre ruined everything — however, there was a sympathy gaze offered instead. Once upon a time, he had been silently holding towards this mentality. Once upon a time, he would have loved heard that sentence multiple time. Even today, there was an indirect need to believing it still remained true. Paradox of personality, despite be emotionally aloud, most of time uncontrollably for didn’t have decency to holding his feelings, there was density of emotions he wasn’t speaking. For once, role and reality interconnected together : if he hadn’t passed from similar step a layer of understanding would have been missed out. ❝ I can’t predict the future. ❞ Something he dreadfully dreamed to anticipating as beautifully as the original. So far, he was an intimidating spider able barely to paying attention to his prey. Not as the point to forcing concerned fall into his web and didn’t understanding what happened to them. ❝ Staying defeated won’t get you any good. Except if you want to spend your time brooding in your corner. ❞ There was an accidental confession into his words choice, when regardless of shrugging with disinterest, a passing sadness appeared. Internally cursing himself for have stayed observer. A vivid effort was generated for not obsessing over the recollection. ❝ You aren’t interested to fight that wall ? ❞ He asked, when surprisingly, he appreciated those moments when he became completely the illusion. ❝ Not eager to give a different turn ? ❞