Here’s entry number five. As usual, previous entries can be found by clicking the tag “#gundam wing diaries”
March 23, 2000 (Thursday)
Episode 14 - “The Order to Destroy 01”
Hero is seeking his death. To me, on a certain level, that makes no sense. He’s already dead. But I know there is reason behind it. The first person he went to, the Alliance leader’s granddaughter, refused to kill him, and called him a coward. I’ve no reason to blame her, and I agree with her, to some extent, but also understand why Hero is doing this. More honor in letting someone else do it than doing it himself, because he would if he was forced. He lives by his emotions, as he was taught. Maybe he feels he can’t let go by himself, he already survived it once. I don’t know exactly why he does this, but I understand a little of it. He doesn’t know that his gundam was repaired. Zex fixed it, and even blew up a fake to hide it. It’s underwater, lying on the bottom of a lake, waiting for Hero to return. But then again, I don’t believe Hero is his real name. For now, I don’t know, but maybe I’ll find out someday.