idk what it is but every time I open ts4 my wifi drops out and won’t connect to my pc 😣
lmao oops forgot to post an update here
Cam can now be found at @parakosms if you're still interested in writing with him!!
teyo, while very much so an otherworldly entity, and one of very high standing and importance, doesn’t have anything in the way of actual offensive abilities. he can’t curse you, he can’t summon anything, he doesn’t have another form — he’s definitely someone of morally gray standing, due to his obligations to the council and his role as an observer rather than a mediator / action - taker, and because of this he will act as his intuition wills him to, but, like. all he has are his hands. his body. if he punched you, it would just feel like a regular guy punching you — maybe with some more bone to it, but you get the gist. teyo doesn’t have the pomp and swagger that comes with being an eldritch and immortal entity; if he didn’t look the way he did, you honestly just wouldn’t know he was something inherently other.
Edit: also on AO3! https://archiveofourown.org/works/31121204
Scouring the galaxy after learning his name
Your life will never be the same.
Where is my son, that I love so much?
It’s almost a crutch—
If you focus on him, you can pretend
That you weren’t the cause of your wife’s end.
That you can undo all your wrongs
That your son is strong
Enough to fix everything,
Even if you bring
Him to the Emperor as ordered.
No, he’ll only be tortured.
You know this.
You just miss
Out the light that’s in him
Like you cut off his limb.
In a flash of rage,
Intending to keep him in a cage.
after giving it much thought and conferring with people in supermundus, i think wereshark-centric hircine manifests as like, a whale-guy instead of a deer-guy, like with a toothed whale skull for a head. a lot of that is just because instead of a white stag, you could have a white whale, which has similarly potent symbolism about people trying to hunt it down. no relation to stuhn the whale
it is definitely a good time for me to say that gwynriel/elucien is my preferred setup in that elain/az/lucien triangle situation but i would sacrifice both ships instantly for an emorie book and i am not ashamed of that
me, making spaghetti: I am the world's greatest chef nobody will ever surpass me
me, immediately spilling too much garlic into my spaghetti: I am nothing...worthless...the lowest of the low...I do not deserve to step foot in a kitchen ever again
yalll not me thinking about Kassandra being one of the character actors you can meet at Disneyland since she’s technically a Disney Princess and if you’re lucky you get to see Hades flirting relentlessly with her and how there would definitely be an attraction where he’s like lifting her in his arms or something and she’s all flustered AAAA
my anxiety is very self centered :/ someone could just be having a bad day and I’m like “wow I can’t believe they hate me, they’re probably having a bad day because of me” and I don’t know why I need to jump that far of a conclusion
studying￼ english is great cause now i can use my friend’s pronouns correctly :]
WHY DO I NOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING WHY ARE PEOPLE LAUGHING AT ME WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IM MISSING SOMETHING WHY IS WHAT IM DOING UNPROFESSIONAL WHY IS IT WEIRD I DONT FUCKING FUCK UNDERSTAND ITS ALL BULLSHIT FUCK ME IS THIS AN AUTISM THING OR AM I JUST DUMB AS SHIT AHHHHHHHSHSHSHSHS
The thought of Kaoru falling in love, moving in with a partner, getting married, and growing old with that person makes me very emotional. I want that for them.
my outfit is so cute 2day i wish i was going to an outdoor brunch with u internet ppl so u could see how cute it is. and bc i want to go to an outdoor brunch.