I just want to wander the town at night with friends and stargaze.
Is that too ethereal for the world?
0Finally finished part one of The Secret History and my god this book is a workout but I am very much enjoying it. Will be honest, not entirely upset that by what is “”spoiled”” in the prologue.
1Why do I cry for a world I’ve never been. To see those I’ve read about. Oh how enchanting it would be to drown in such a world. Those filled with magic, myth, mystery and adventure. The music of such a world ringing in my ear…
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day 19/31 of productivity
• ‘attended’ legal philosophy online lecture
• almost finished 2nd feminist legal theory post
october 2020
1i’ve never been so enchanted and simultaneously disgusted by a character as i have with henry
3“Someday I shall write a great poem to you, so great that I shall make you famous in history, or dedicate a book to you, or collect a fortune & die & leave it to you.”
-Edna St. Vincent Millay to Isobel Simpson, January 30 1918
17Humans are so beautiful like if we stop listening to a song or stop talking to someone and if someone plays that song or mentions that person there is a rush of feelings and emotion and so many memories and then we recall old memories and we smile or even cry just thinking about the first time we heard that song or the first time we met the person and how much it impacted us that even if we stopped listening or talking to them, we still remember because the name or sound of that song or person still brings the same warmth. The same warmth from the first day and I think that’s beautiful.
4Productive day challenge, day 8
October|19|20
Today I wake up and I was present in all my online classes. I did some part of an English homework and also I did another math homework (my professor is putting a lot of math homeworks). I also start today with yoga but it was a little bit of a fail because I wasn’t equilibrate, but I guess with practice I would be better.
0[sic] is the shadiest thing someone publishing someone can say, it fully means ‘dont blame me this fucking guy said it’ and the fact that academia and shit evolved to need that? makes me laugh
0Bro, sex is cool and all, but have you ever relaxed for a day without the fear and dread of your piling assignments and due dates???? Hmm?
That’s what I thought. Me neither.
*cries in academic*
2Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush (this one is kind of obvious)
Seven by Taylor Swift
Haunted by Taylor Swift
This Love by Taylor Swift
My Love Will Never Die AG (feat. Claire Wyndham)
The Night We Met by Lord Huron
The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance
3writing yearning poetry that questions the human perception of reality instead of doing my french homework? sign me up
4What I did Today:
- Read the 25 pages of “Homo Necans, The Antropology of” by Walter Berkert for Anthropology of the performative arts;
- Read one chapter of “History of European Drama and Theatre”
- researched more for my English presentation;
- took notes on some powerpoint my teacher sent me.
Today I came home and felt like doing nothing I was so tired! Everything I did of productive was in the mourning. Now I’m going to read a book and relax.
October 19th 2020
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