WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM AS A PERSON?
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM AS A PERSON?
This poor man lost his job and is "unemploed" -_-
Title: Chrysler (1966)
Crying about this crow in DAO that hops around in the snow.
effin blyatiful I have an oral exam in a class I have 0 knowledge in and cheesed my way through
thinking of epically changing my theme again and turning into a kinhelp blog B)
also i’m thinking of spending more time on each request bc lately i haven’t been feeling very proud of my work nfndnsjfjfj
pierre’s actually become an advertising merchant
Title: Oatly Bench Ad, 2019. At least it didn't end up as a PornHub ad banner... [700 x 350]
Tumblr ads: damn well if we can't tempt you with a reasonably priced cremation in a foreign country, then maybe an electric car will do the trick
Me banging my head against a wall: do! Your! God! Damn! Daily! Japanese!
I'll never fucking learn at this rate, nearly fifteen fucking years of learning (I use "learning" very loosely here, started classes when I was seven, couldn’t go to some for a few years, went back, got hit with my learning/sleeping disorders full force and didn't learn anything in any class, picked up bits and bobs to memorise a few characters over the years and thats it) the fucking alphabets and I haven't even gotten to the kanji! I know I struggle with all feilds of learning so I should give myself some slack but if I did my daily lessons I planned at the start of this year like I was SUPPOSED to I'd be on the basics of kanji by now! But no! My birthday just HAD to throw me for a loop! And I have to prioritise my very fragile new morning routine, hoping to add eating food to it soon, can't mess that up, so I can't just say I'll do it first thing in the morning so I don't forget, because that could throw everything else off, and I can't say I'll do it before bed because my meds have long since worn off by then so my focus is absolute garbage and my pain is being a pain
☽ || wonders of the unknown ;; ascian
This verse sees a young-looking Ascian cladded in white robes , also known as the Emissary Elidibus from the Convocation of Fourteen , as well as the one who will bring the salvation of all and who will steer mankind and the very star upon their true course .
Elidibus appears polite , initially , simply wanting to make acquaintances on peaceful terms as a way to study his foes . He will never start a fight unless he is forced to , but he will simply retreat into the void to come up with a strategy . He boasts of unrivaled intelligence , always coming up with new schemes to give himself an advantage in case his plans were to fail .
He is profoundly dedicated to fulfilling his duty , so much so that this obsession is everything that remains to him and that defines him ; he will forget , as the years go by , cherished memories that he simply will call futile , including his own name . He will , of course , not give any sign of his amnesia openly and even shrug it off if someone were to ask about it ; but , in truth , the fact of not remembering his past , or the names of his brethren , makes his heart ache .
-ˏˋ ☆ — BASICS
Name : ??? ( I gave him his own name , but he simply doesn’t recall it ) Title : Elidibus , The Emissary Glyph : Zodiark , Keeper of Precepts Constellation : Ophiuchus Height : 5′0″ ( 152 cm )
-ˏˋ ☆ — APPERANCE
His robe appears discolored and the gold ornaments have now lost their luster . After years of wasted projects , missteps , obstacles , and vain hopes , the years that he carries on his shoulders become evident through the fading colors of his garments .
-ˏˋ ☆ — PERSONALITY
As mentioned above , the Emissary is not interested in engaging in fights , but he simply acts behind the scenes . He manipulates the stage with his unrivaled intellect and perception that always bring him one step ahead of his foes . He takes great pride in his duty , so much so that he will make it his first priority . As one who was always driven by his great sense of commitment , Elidibus hardly accepts mistakes ; but , even if he were to make any , he manages to come up with plans that can easily flip the situation to his advantage . Yet , as he tires himself , with the passing of years , he loses a piece of his memory , soon becoming an unsolvable puzzle .
He suffers of amnesia . He will not remember his name , nor the names of his brethren ; he will not remember the promises he kept , nor the memories he promised to cherish forever . Though he doesn’t show it , his heart aches tremenduously . With the fulfillment of his duty , with the summoning of Lord Zodiark , Elidibus is certain that he will regain his memories back , and not just saving his people .
Yet , aside of this unrecognizable aspect , it is still possibile to catch a glimpse of ‘ old ’ Elidibus when he’s surrounded by the other unsundered Ascians , Lahabrea and Emet-Selch . He regards them with fondness before switching to his diplomatic personality . With Unukalhai , instead , he takes on a different personality altogether : his voice softens , and his youthful attitude takes place ; he acts like a sibling figure of the sort , in that case , and will show an impressive sense of responsibility towards Unukalhai that would leave anyone with their jaw open ! Perhaps Unukalhai is someone who he can feel himself with , despite the overwhelming pressure of his duty and tempered mind ...
-ˏˋ ☆ — APPEARANCE DURING SEAT OF SACRIFICE
All I can say is that Elidibus does NOT turn into the Warrior of Light . He has his own design ( that I will work on eventually ! ) , but will still appear as a bigger figure than the player’s .
-ˏˋ ☆ — MISC.
— Elidibus is NOT as tall as the model showed in-game ( or , at least , my Elidibus ) , but he will still retain the height I gave him . He will still appear as a 5ft tall guy when he’s not possessing anyone . — Before possessing Zenos and Ardbert , Elidibus is possessing NO ONE . He takes on a concept created shell that protects his vulnerable and exposed soul . Since he is not looking forward to start any fight or engage in any battle , but to simply act behind the scenes , he doesn’t deem it necessary to create himself a body or possess one to his advantage . He will , thus , appear with my own design for him .
Corned Beef Hash, the human equivalent of canned dog food.