#all in Tumblr posts

  • b-etter
    16.10.2021 - 2 minutes ago



    I said I wouldn't

    But I can't keep it to myself

    I'm not ok

    Not at all

    I know I'll be one day

    But I don't give a fuck

    I feel like the shittiest person on earth

    I made a huge mistake and I don't know how to fix it

    I'm all alone now

    There's nobody I want but you

    I really need you right now

    I need to hear your voice

    I can't deal with anything today

    And IT IS NOT OK

    I have so much to do and I don't even know where to begin

    I'm so scared of watching my whole future crumbling again

    My fucking shrink is ghosting me and I need her more than ever

    Even though I don't think she'll help me

    She can't

    There's only one thing that will help me

    Only one person

    I hate that I feel this shitty

    I hate that you left

    I hate that you had to leave and that there was no other way

    I hate that it was the right thing to do

    I'm so angry right now and knowing that this will pass doesn't help me at all

    Now our song is playing but there's no "us" anymore

    I miss you so much

    And I can't bear to look at you because it physically hurts me

    And I'm scared I might physically hurt myself

    I haven't done it and I know I probably won't

    But it's scary anyway

    I want you to know how I'm feeling

    I want you to know that I'm miserable without you

    But I don't want you to feel bad about it

    I don't want to hurt you because I'm hurt again

    It's so fucking hard not want you and not be able to talk to you

    I really need you right now

    But I won't ask you to come back

    I can't get myself to ask you to stay away

    And I can't get myself around the idea of staying away

    Of pushing you out of my life

    You'll always be a part of who I am

    It's hard to believe, but I really want you to be ok without me

    No matter how much it hurts me

    It will never be your fault

    You didn't do anything wrong

    You are the best I know

    No matter how much pain I feel, I'll never change my mind about that

    I'll never speak ill of you and I'll always look up to you

    I can't look after you, but I'll always be here if you ever feel alone

    I hate how you're this wonderful person and it's impossible to hate you

    I will always see you as the great person you are

    I hope you know that

    I will never hate you

    I don't think I could if I tried

    #I'm so sorry if you see this #personal#about her #I can't stop this. it's stronger than me #I think so much about you and I have so much to say that I could write about it all day
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  • national-nobody-writes
    16.10.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    Y’all I stg, if two new eps of YJ actually do drop tonight I am going to flip. I WAS NOT PREPARED DC!!! I’ve been trying to assume all rumors were false until Greg confirmed but now IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE THIS IS HAPPENING HUH??? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FINISH WRITING FOR THIS EVENT WEEK WITH THIS DISTRACTION?!?!?!?!

    #welp guess I may only be posting one fic for bluepulse week after all #RIP me#screaming #clown wig is ON #I am ready for Grandon to HURT ME as per tradition #expectations are LOW but excitement is HIGH
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  • starsailores
    16.10.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    bookshops are one of the greatest places on earth actually. being surrounded by people that share your love of literature and seeing strangers pick up a copy of your favourite book can be something so personal.

    #this is a waterstones appreciation post #i also saw a younger teen (like 13?) excitedly pointing out all the books they owned to their friend #and it was so sweet /g people are good #bee talks
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  • heavenlyyshecomes
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    the thing with sally rooney or otessa moshfegh is like I don't care if their novels are relatable to white people only who cares it's just the fact that the media always hypes them up as being a necessary read or conferring the writer of our generation epithet on them when it's not true it's like the fleabag thing all over again and it's going to keep happening

    #meaningless hype tired of seeing 3k words abt how she's supposed to be relatable to us all like 🚬 #サラ
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  • the-rippers
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    kirk's first gig

    #JAMES#so shy#CLIFF #hair. #kirk #those jeans are tight #can u even move? #metallica#kirk hammett#james hetfield#lars ulrich#cliff burton #kill em all
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  • scanfr
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #Scan 100 #000 Levels Of Body Refining : All The Dogs I Raise Are The Emperor 9 VF
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  • scanfr
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #Scan 100 #000 Levels Of Body Refining : All The Dogs I Raise Are The Emperor 8 VF
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  • scanfr
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #Scan 100 #000 Levels Of Body Refining : All The Dogs I Raise Are The Emperor 7 VF
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  • yourfavintrovert
    16.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    Tip: Don’t let sticky nasty ipad kids play with the PS4 because they will ruin the games

    #no cuz now the game won’t work cuz my brother got it all nasty and disgusting #😐
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  • salveticn
    16.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago
    ;; legit want to draw people’s ocs / characters …
    #☽ || free from all sense of purpose ;; ooc #☽ || shimmering above clouds ;; tbd #(( #i know i have that pencil meme saved and i legit want to post it bc i wanna draw people’s ocs / characters #but i barely have time for myself lately that i just spend it writing / chilling ; ; #but damn … i miss drawing … #and not just sketching … #just you wait … the moment i get kinder shifts … #))
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  • booksandbeans
    16.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    you don't realise how much time you spend on this hellsite until you scroll through your blog trying to find a post from a day ago and come to the epiphany that there's no way you would succeed in this lifetime

    #not inspired from personal experience #not at all #niki rambles#tumblr#text post#social media
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  • thelimetea
    16.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    sxw x pxst xxrlxxr thxt wxs wrxttxn lxkx þxs. x cxn't fxnd þx pxst xgxxn sx x'm mxkxng þxs xnx.

    xnywhx, þxs rxxds lxkx hxw rxdxx stxtxc sxxnds

    #kai stfu #all vowls are replaced with x #and th with thorns #i wish i could figure out where that post went
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  • salt-and-pepper-panda
    16.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    A tory mp got stabbed 2 death yesterday and all the headlines are like "animal welfare activist" and "father of five" and not "actively homophobic anti-abortion pro-capital punishment twat that consistently voted to take away human rights" .......ok

    #worst of all the tories are gonna be like we MUST RETALIATE they are trying to SILENCE US the EVIL LEFT #im not for stabbing people but im also not surprised that someone hated him that much #i mean if you exist somebody always hates you but this guy was taking away peoples rights to their own bodies #and their relationships #im not surprised someone felt strongly enough about it to do what they did #also its being labelled as a terrorist attack but they wont tell us who did it. not suspicious at all #it was at a conference type situation and youre telling me no-one saw. ok #honestly think its just someone who lived in his constituency and hated him for what he was doing for it #anyway he died on my birthday and i do not know how to feel about that #the headlines are fucking stupid though. thankd #*thanks#mine
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  • thorsdreams
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    the outfits for deja vu era >>>>>>>

    #GOT BOTH ROCK AESTHETIC ANDDD ROYAL AESTHETIC #ALL IVE ASKED FOR #gorgeous so gorgeous!!!!!!! #ateez #☆. atz<3
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  • nightmare-rivulets
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    optometrist has a fish tank :DDD

    #nightmare.personal #there r so many... they r all Friends #pls they look so happy i love them so much #these fish made my morning 💛💛💛
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  • reguluscore
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #i miss all my mutuals and then never send in asks cause i’m embarrassed PLS #sorin answers
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  • tobeblamed
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #lilyspaintedred #voicemail: received. #u know..... the week that we all collectively did not forget
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  • outarou-mikado
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Love coming onto the group project after having two members last night say they would work on stuff and literally just one of them added 3 interview questions.

    I am losing my mind here.

    #we...are all adults here getting advanced degrees I am expecting you to actually put in the work #The way the other member and I have been keeping this entire project afloat.... #Like I am actually mad....there's quiet a few sections to do I told them that and they didnt touch any of it
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  • anythingforjegulus
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    i have found grant chapman.

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  • glassandmetalwings
    16.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Today is off to an incredibly bad start (like, I'm considering taking Charlie and renting a hotel room for a few nights bad), and I have nine hours of work as the only tech with two busy pharmacists on a Saturday.

    Fuck my life.

    #wings does things #mom is finally home but she's playing favorites with the dogs in the worst possible way #and giving me even more to work on with Charlie who I already don't have time to train #and am training all by myself at this point
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