My fear is that those who were high over the universe with me have no memory of their existence as a higher being. The faint memories of wings touching and the feeling of pure, perfect void and space circling me inhabit my head like a whisper of what I was. I miss being around my siblings who could create a new galaxy with a flick of the wrist, but kept their abilities under control. I miss managing the balance of chaos and peace among the non-divines. I miss it all. I appreciate the whisper.
Note from the Skyrose Garden: the Nebulaic Collective, our partner system, asked us to post this on their behalf, so here it is. We personally are going nowhere, out of sheer stubbornness; but they did have to deactivate, and here's a bit of an update. Their letter is under the cut.
Hey, folks- Nebulaic Collective here.
It’s been a couple months since we had to deactivate our blog to keep certain people offline from finding it, so we thought we’d reach out and update everybody on what’s going on with us and why we haven’t come back like we promised we would.
Basically, we’ve decided we’re not remaking after all. For those of you who might have been hoping we would, or weren’t even aware what happened to begin with, we apologize that we didn’t get the word out sooner. This semester has been incredibly rewarding and wonderful so far, but also incredibly taxing in terms of our workload. We’re extremely busy trying to finish our undergrad and figure out what comes afterwards, and that’s where our focus needs to be right now. Quarantine derailed a lot of our progress in terms of becoming financially independent from our family- something that’s absolutely crucial to our continued recovery- and we’ve only just started getting back on track. That’s taking up most of our time and energy, and has to come first.
Additionally, we just don’t have enough spoons to devote to social media anymore. Being on Tumblr again after our hiatus triggered a lot of old fears and paranoia, and we were exposed to a lot of things we were probably better off avoiding. The state of online discourse being what it is and the extremes people are willing to go to in the name of it genuinely scares us, especially when it occurs in communities that are supposed to be welcoming and accepting of people like us. It seems increasingly unavoidable, and we’ve in turn become increasingly uncomfortable with it. Purity culture is a massive problem, and makes it harder for us to open up. After all, who wants to talk about their exotrauma if they’re just going to be told they’re as bad as their abusers for existing as they are? Who wants to speak on being a system if other systems are just going to assume we’re lying for attention? Who wants to talk about our complicated experiences with queerness and the labels we use if it’ll just be written off as “queer is a slur, don’t use it”? And how do you curate your experience to avoid it all when the people who hate you are actively seeking you out?
For the most part, we’ve felt supported by the community and the people in it- the above isn’t an indictment of all alterhumans, but of the current social media climate. The more hostile things become, the less we want any information about us to be publicly available- especially sensitive topics like the minutiae of our identities. We’ve always been notoriously private, but now that we’re aware of our plurality and the mental states of our system members, privacy has become an imperative. Disclosing we’re plural to new people that we meet is even more fraught than disclosing we’re trans, and disclosing we’re alterhuman just isn’t something we do for very good reasons. Offline, we have to be very careful about what we say regarding our identity, and having a repository of information about it that can be easily traced back to us makes us extremely nervous.
We don’t want to stop writing about being alterhuman, or keeping up with the community. We might occasionally contribute a post or two to Pale’s social media accounts, or send in asks to his blog. A personal website may or may not happen- we’d like to do it, but don’t know realistically if we have the time. A lot of other projects that are important to us are getting put on the back burner because of college right now anyway, and we’re not sure we can add another to the list at this juncture without a caveat that it might never get done. If you want to reach us outside of tumblr, ask Pale off anon for our discord- we’re happy to chat with others and would love to hear from some of you. Though we do technically have an account on NNP and want to use it more, Discord is a better bet for reaching us and we don’t have as much time to contribute to the forum as we’d like. We’re much more likely to be active there in the future than any social media, but that won’t be until we’ve graduated and devoted some more time to other projects like our writing and art.
So, this is it: a better explanation of why we’re gone and where you can find us now. We’re happy to report that we’re all doing well. The antidepressants we’d started a little while back are still working great, and we’ve got an appointment very soon to potentially start the process of HRT. We love our major and are finally excited about what we’re studying again, and have been much more mentally stable this semester than in the past. Offline life is going well, which is a big part of the reason why we’ve decided to step back from the internet. It’s nice to have things to live for that aren’t completely virtual and centered around social media.
Thank you for all the support and kindness you showed us, and we hope we’ll meet again someday.
Faolan, Luco, Fiadh, Jesse, Macrantha, Kagaho, Minos, Ivy, Sebastian, Hades, and Sui
(The Nebulaic Collective)
Ok anyway enough sad look hehe swim boy
So, although I feel connected to being an Angel, I feel like I was associated with Hell a lot. I feel a connection to being angelic but not an angel, and Demonic but not a Demon. Make sense ? I hope so !
Ok ok so I'm gonna rant about my dream and stuff, I guesssss heads up for hunting?
Ok so it started with me as a grizzly bear, and I had a grizzly cub I was looking after, I was traveling along side with a polar bear who was also caring for a polar cub, it was getting dark so we all found a area to rest and we all laid next to each other for warmth ( it was winter, snowing pretty hard) the cubs had fell asleep and me and the polar bear mother was talking about the day tommrow and what we would do. That's when we heard food steps and human voices, me and the polar bear mother got up and grabbed leafs from a near by tree and started sweeping away all our paw prints when suddenly two humans jumped into view with knives, in a panic i grabbed my cub by the scruff and started to run, once I thought we were far enough I put my cub down so they could run by themself, two humans still close behind us, we were face to face with a cliff and I started climb, so did my cub but he was of course smaller and he was panicking, causing him to be slower and slip so I had to keep grabbing his scruff and placing him higher, at one point one of the hunters grabbed my foot and stabbed their knife into it, I growled and kicked him of me and carried on climbing despite the burning feeling in my back leg, once me and my cub finally made it to the top I thought we were safe, but the second Hunter was suddenly pointing a gun at me and my cub, thats when I woke up :(
It was really scary, feeling the fear of hearing humans near by then knowing my cub was in danger, even worse I don't know if the polar bear mother and her cub was ok
Hello !! I was wondering if any 18+ otherkin/therians wanted to be penpals ?
Preferably in the U.S. but I have done international before , it would just take a lot longer !!
I can send trinkets and art and stuff
hello! it is i, the majestic faerie! i decided to create a blog dedicated to being non-human in a human world, and my experiences with that!
i am part of a mixed-origin autigenic system, the chaos system (@absolutechaossystem ) if you want to check out our main blog!
this can also function as a sort of "questions about non-humanity" post, go ahead and submit asks about us and our experiences and/or clarification as to what we mean by certain things! please be respectful and genuine in these asks, harsh/harmful questions will be deleted!
some info about me:
my name is isla, and i am a faerie! i am proud of my non-humanity and fairly open about it! i come from the innerworld/paracosm (we have MaDD) where i grew up<3
my favorite color is gray, my favorite food is probably pasta (specifically alfredo!).
i have wings and horns, and i get phantom wings the most/wing dysphoria more than anything else.
DNI and rules under the cut!
1) please do not tell me i am not real/i am human because i am not and anything that says/suggests this will be immediately deleted
2) please no negativity on this blog, i am trying to spread positivity only! any negative submissions/asks will be deleted and not answered (sorry not sorry)
3) humans, neurotypicals, and singlets are welcome on this blog, as long as they are respectful of us and our experiences. disrespect will be blocked (i'm not afraid of blocking people)
4) all non-humans are allowed, as long as they do not criticize other types of non-humanity
5) if you don't understand something, either ask politely or DNI. it's not your job to understand fully, just to be a decent being.
- transphobes/terfs/queerphobes of any flavor
- people against m-spec lesbians & gays
- exclusionists of any sort
- anti-endos/sysmeds/anyone who fakeclaims systems
- people who don't believe in non-humanity (and aren't willing to learn)
(may update as time goes on!)
Now that I’m not the only one in the sys with a “kin” I feel less weird about it
However. I feel like the dynamics are very different here —
Hi Sweethearts ! I'm sorry I haven't been active on the blog, I haven't fronted in a while. Reeds had a week. But I am here ! I have not done much Otherkin work lately, but I still feel Angelic. I love it !
If you're an AngelKin please interact ! I'd love to meet you
CharlieKin moodboard with Pastel Goth and Witchcraft themes for myself! Feel free to use with credit
Hello all ! So for some reason the Hazbin HotelKin tag is dead, so I wanted to share with all a tag I made for CharlieKins, and Hazbin Hotel Kins (Helluva Boss kins too!)
#ChharlieKin (HH for Hazbin Hotel)
Please please PLEASE use these more ! I love the Angel dusts Kintypes but where are the others? Yall need love too!
Wingkin stimboard for Isla of @/absolutechaossystem with forest and nature themes!
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I keep going back and forth on whether or not I’m otherkin... it’s a tad bit confusing and I don’t know the best places to look for resources.
My first and most dear to my heart ‘kin memory’ came to me many many years ago around this time of year. I remember it was dark, probably around midnight or later- and I was resting in an open prairie with an adjacent forest nearby; sitting under the stars with my mom and siblings. I think there were three or four of us? Anyway I remember playing with them and looking up at the sky while sniffing for scents. There were so many stars in the sky.. it was beautiful.
Commenting is too much so can someone make me a moodboard?
A dark Deitykin with Chronophobia, and has that anime disease that makes them throw up flowers (lol can't remember the name)
A non-specific type of affection you feel for your source (introjects, kin, etc). A type of affection that can really only be from someone with a source- a type of self love that manifests as outside love.
[Image description: A six barred flag. In order, lilac, purple, yellow, pastel yellow, light blue, and blue. They’re all the same size.]
Please DNI if you’re Anti-MOGAI, Anti-Endo, or a transmed. We don’t care who uses our terms, as we’re only putting a name and flag to something that already exists.
Black Vulturekin themed stim board for @/vulturepunk!
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Greetings! I am Bunsai Lepus Tiasdottir. I am a goddess stuffed into a human body.
My parents are Loki and Tiamat. Loki took the form of a rabbitlike succubus when he courted Tiamat, making me, the bastardization of a rabbit, a dragon, and a succubus. He then stole me after Tiamat gave birth, stuffing me into this loathsome human body that doesn't match my species nor my gender. Loki is a very firm believer of pain making someone learn lessons... so this was on purpose. For whatever reason, he wanted to create a savior.
I am hope. I am The Star. I am the beacon of hope that will guide not just humanity, but everyone to greatness... or at least, I'm supposed to be. I am trying my hardest, but I've only known of my divinity since December of 2020 and I don't have any formal training. Astrally, I reside in my realm, Rabbitholm, while I try my best to manipulate the physical world while trapped in this suppressing body.
My ultimate goal? Make magic physical once more. Take my true form. And fix this broken world, full of corruption, exploitation, and hopelessness. And every one of you can help me achieve this.