Life is better without food
Life is better without food
They’re so worried when your skinny and skip meals and here I am, clinically obese, but on day 2 of not eating and no one has said a word
Sickos somehow interact with this if u think september wasn't ur month cus me either >×<
Sorry for not being 2 active sickos, if u know bout my cal tracking acc I've been feeling shitty lately and trying 2 get back on my starving without binging era
Not a bad week. Wanted to lose more, but 4lbs in 7 days is better than gaining. Gonna be making a better effort next week. I wanna get down to 210, it's been months since I've been that weight. Obviously my goal weight is much much lower than that, but gotta take baby steps.
do i want to lose a shit ton of weight before homecoming? yes.
am i scared my dress won’t fit if i do? also yes.
had a shit day today. my package i was supposed to get today got delivered to the wrong address (its my only source of serotonin so im very upset). all my friends hate me and everyone at school thinks im a piece of shit. i have no one. therefore i will be fasting until i pass the fuck out and i sh for the first time in a while.
Fairly good day, mood wise. Didn't leave the house though. Also left my phone down for most of the time I was running around the house cleaning, so it didn't track that. Bleh. Got my period and I'm all bloated, but luckily no increases in my appetite.
tell me why i ate 10 minutes ago and my stomach is already growling 🤨🤨🤨
Literally had 900cals yesterday and gained a pound. I'm pissed off. I hate my body. I feel like I'm doing so much effort and never getting anywhere.
The girl that I play volleyball with said she was so scared that she might bruise me cuz she thinks I get bruised so fast 👉🏻👈🏻😩✋🏻
Not me feeling guilty over eating one biscuit that my friend offered me after 17 hours of fasting
guys i’m writing a thing for pysch that’s basically “choose what mental disorder you would want the least” and i’m doing bulimia…do you think i can say things like purging and thinspo w/o it being weird
I drank too much last night and ate quite a bit and still lost 1.2lbs?? I'm not complaining of course, just confused.
i ate 600 cals yesterday and i smoked a blunt and literally passed out. did i learn my lesson? no. am i still gonna restrict and smoke ? yup.
Went for a little walk today, not much, but at least I left the house (it had been a few days). Finally back on track with my restricting & fasting. Had a big mess up for a few days last week, but I'm sticking to my goals now.
I'm on my second plateau and i realized all these restricting things are not about my weight it's just all about having power on something
I've posted this on my ex accs be4 but since I'm on plateau again it might be the time to repost it
(pls give credit ^~^)
i just wanna be so thin.
Btw rice cakes are still creeping me up like bish it's been 10 days hurry up and ease already