@stargazerdaisy is reading her birthday fic!! three messages in and I’m LIVING for the commentary honestly

I have thirty plus brand new, never been opened, gorgeous books on my tbr shelf that I should read and yet……

Every single book I want to read is one that I have read before. Each of them is calling my name like a siren on an outcropping made of paper, desperately trailing words like mossy vines, floating in the middle of a stormy sea.

We’ve all got the quarantine tummy right? 😅

friend, who lives in another country, on another continent: my headphones arent working >:((

me: here you can have my headphones for now

also friend: thank you :))

Me creating any OC: Okay but…..what if we gave her a buzzcut, that’s it that’s all she needs.

fuck.

@awesomeavocadolove This is for you, my dude

Title: Little Dove-Lamb, Why Do You Cry?

Word Count: 1500

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Nolan Miskell - Convict Lake

“Saying a woman can’t be free without a abortion is mysogyny.”

Well no. It’s just a fact. Especially when the woman has an unwanted pregnancy.

And the FACT that you won’t admit it IS mysogynistic.

Just like it is a FACT you know no SHIT about feminism or abortions.

And so CAN’T call yourself a “feminist”, let alone SOIL and SULLY that beautiful name.

I mean do you even realize what you spit?? 

It’s as if you said forced marriage, feminicides, female mutilations or violent husbands or rapists DON’T exist!

Or my bad. You did NOT know these things STILL existed, did you?

As we say in my country: “When we don’t know, we SHUT THE FUCK UP!”

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Me after a late night chat in the nsfw channel

(gif by @joeycupcakerichter <3)

wait so what’s the logic in buying sjms books if they make you feel outraged. either get a free ePub version or stop reading altogether ?? there are so many poc authors out there who genuinely deserve the money and you’re willing to spend it on something like crescent city?

• Featuring: Dorian & Khai. ( @malakhai-ozera )
• When: August 12th.
• Description: Khai shares an important secret with Dorian.
• Mentions: Shea ( @shea-morgan ), Roman ( @romanbeckett ), Aaron ( @aaronhart93 ).
• Trigger warnings: Some slight angst, mentions of violence, smut.

Khai.

Khai sat on his couch with his legs draped over his boyfriends lap. “babe… I have to tell you something and I don’t want you to get mad okay?”

DORIAN

Dorian had been zoned out, just enjoying being close to his boyfriend when suddenly Khai’s words grabbed his full attention and made him look at him cautiously. “What is it..?”

Khai.

“you gotta promise not to be mad, and it has to stay between us. Promise?”

DORIAN

“I can promise that it’ll stay between us, but I don’t know if I can promise not to get mad without knowing what’s going on…” Dorian replied nervously.

Khai.

“Okay” he nodded. Sitting up to be even closer to his boyfriend as he took his hand in his own. “I uh… I helped bail out Shea” he just spit it out nervously.

DORIAN

Dorian was getting even more nervous watching how Khai’s body language changed. He was expecting much worse than what came out of Khai’s mouth though, but still didn’t like what he heard. He tensed up and was quiet for a second before he spoke again. “The dude who pulled a knife out on Roman and Aaron at my party?”

Khai.

He could feel Dorian tense up and the silence had his whole body shaking on the inside. He didn’t want to make him mad, and he knew he probably would be. “Yeah” he replied softly. Looking down at their hands. “Yeah, that’s him.”

DORIAN

Dorian knew that Khai was nervous about him being mad. He could tell by the way he was acting. He sighed softly and squeezed his boyfriend’s hand gently. “Why?”

Khai.

“I just.. he was my friend, and I know he’s going through a really hard time right now. I’m so mad at him, so fucking mad at him. But I know what it’s like not to have anyone. He can’t even find a job right now. So, I told him he could work in the studio with me. I know I shouldn’t have, and I know Roman is gonna be pissed.  But I didn’t wanna hide it from You. He needs help.”

DORIAN

Dorian listened to Khai and could tell he was coming from a sincere place, that he was trying to help a friend. But his concern was that this ‘friend’ of his was no good for him. He could not and would not tell a grown man what to do, but he would say his piece. “I’m glad you didn’t want to hide it from me..: and I understand that he’s your friend and he may be going through something that I know nothing about, but what he did was severely fucked up. And I hope he knows that. I don’t know how I feel about you being friends with this dude, but… I’m not gonna tell you what to do.”

Khai.

“It was, I know” he nodded. “…He’s always been a bit of a hard head. He said things to me that weren’t so nice too. Telling me shit happens and whatever. But, i don’t know. I’m just torn.” His face was a bit blank as he chewed his bottom lip and got lost in his jumbled thoughts.

DORIAN

Dorian’s face twisted in disgust when Khai mentioned that this Shea person had even been unkind to him. “Then why the hell are you helping him?” He hadn’t meant for that to come out as aggressively as it had, but it was hard to stay calm thinking about the fact that not only had he attacked and threatened Roman and Aaron, but he’d also been a dick to Khai.

Khai.

Khai’s eyes shot up to look at Dorian. His lip popping out from between his teeth as he just looked at him for a moment. “I don’t know.. I just… like I said. I know what it’s like to have no one, and yeah… he did this to himself. But, he’s my friend. I believe he didn’t mean to do it.”

DORIAN

Dorian shook his head and sighed. “From what I heard, he seemed to know full well what he was doing. He’s your friend but he’s done fucked up shit to you and your other friends?” He felt bad for not being supportive but he just wanted Khai to see it from his perspective. He had to understand how this sounded to him.

Khai.

Khai could see it all over Dorians face that he wasn’t pleased. He looked down at their hands again and shook his head. “I know, Dori. I know” he breathed out.  “I’m just too fucking nice… and I can’t just turn around and yank the job away from him now. I’m sorry.” His voice was broken, and it was obvious he was torn about what the right thing to do was.

DORIAN

Dorian was really upset. That was obvious. But he wasn’t mad at Khai. He knew that he just thought he was doing the right thing. He’s just worried that Khai is being taken advantage of. “I’m not mad at you. I’m just worried about you because this dude sounds like bad news. And I don’t trust him at all. If I find out about any other fucked up shit he pulls, you won’t be able to stop me from putting him in his place.”

Khai.

Khai could definitely understand where Dorian was coming from. He loved how protective of him he was. But, he had to let this play out. If Shea did something fucked up again, he wouldn’t even stop Dorian from doing what he had to. It took everything in Khai not to hurt Shea now. But his kind heart was winning him over. “I know you are, and I appreciate that. Maybe he is bad news, he probably is no doubt. But, yeah. I have no excuse for him. I just want to help. I want to try and make sure nothing like this happens to someone I care about again.” Khai brought his boyfriends hand up to his lips and kissed the back of his palm. “I love you, and I’m sorry if I made you mad.”

DORIAN

Dorian had many more questions and things he wanted to say about this situation; but, at the same time, he just didn’t want to talk about it anymore. He wanted to enjoy his time with his boyfriend and this news had thrown off his vibe. So, instead of continuing the conversation, he just nodded slowly and tried to refocus his energy. “I love you, too. You didn’t make me mad. That dickhead did. But I don’t want to talk about that anymore.”

Khai.

The whole vibe of the room had changed and Khai could definitely feel it. Maybe he shouldn’t have said anything, but he felt like he had to. “Dori… come shower with me?” he asked. Placing his hand on his boyfriends cheek to turn his head to lock eyes. “Please.”

DORIAN

Dorian was really trying to recollect himself. He didn’t want this conversation to ruin their night. He looked at Khai and tilted his head and quirked an eyebrow in surprise when he randomly mentioned taking a shower with him. He considered it for a second and then nodded. “Okay.”

Khai.

One thing Khai always considered himself good at was distracting. He hated when the vibe went off, and being an escort back in the day. He knew how to work the magic of getting it back. He stood from the couch and pulled Dorian by his hand to his bathroom. Pulling his boyfriends shirt off and kissing across his chest before turning on the rain setting.

DORIAN

Dorian wasn’t oblivious. He knew he was being distracted, but he would welcome the distraction. He wanted to refocus his attention on Khai after all. He followed him into the bathroom, letting out a sigh of content when Khai kissed his chest after removing his shirt. When Khai turned the rain setting on in his shower, Dorian was impressed. That looked amazing.

Khai.

Khai let his eyes scan over Dorians defined body as he took a step back from him. Pulling his own shirt over his head and then bringing his hands to his waistline to push down his joggers. He made his way back over to Dorian and pushed his hands into the waist band of his pants just over his hips. His tongue extending from his mouth to trail teasingly over his boyfriends lips. “Come on daddy. I’ve been very dirty” he grinned. Stepping under the water and letting it saturate his body.

DORIAN

Dorian watched Khai strip and couldn’t help but look at him lustfully. He truly couldn’t get over just how gorgeous his boyfriend was and he doubted that he ever would. The teasing swipe of his tongue over his lips caused Dorian to groan quietly. He chuckled softly when Khai called himself very dirty and nodded, undressing the rest of the way before stepping into the shower with Khai.

Khai.

God, Dorian was even more beautiful wet. Khai’s lips parted as he let his eyes fall down to his boyfriends length. “Fuck..” he whispered. But mostly to himself. His hand reaching for his loofa as he lathered its with soap and began to wash Dorians body. His eyes locking with his boyfriends once again as he licked his lips.

DORIAN

Dorian didn’t miss the way Khai’s eyes almost immediately flitted to his cock and the way he cursed to himself under his breath. He smirked, winking at him. He looked into Khai’s eyes as his boyfriend started bathing him, feeling some of the tension finally leave his body.

Khai.

“you’re so beautiful” he said softly. His hand guiding the loofa over his boyfriends chest and down to his groin as he soaped him up. His other hand moving to the back of Dorians neck as he stepped closer to press his lips to his. The water pouring over their faces as Khai let his body press against his boyfriends.

DORIAN

“Thank you, baby. So are you.” He bit his lip gently as Khai continued to wash his body. This was so intimate and Dorian was loving it. He closed his eyes and kissed Khai back softly and slowly. His hands rested on Khai’s hips as he pulled his boyfriend impossibly closer.

Khai.

He hummer softly against his boyfriends lips as his hand moved around to wash his back. His other hand sliding up the back of his lovers neck to grip firmly at his hair. Deepening the kiss as he kept the pace slow and intimate. His tongue teasing at his boyfriends mouth as a soft moan fell from his lips into their kiss.

DORIAN

Dorian moaned into the kiss as Khai gripped his hair. He parted his lips to allow Khai’s tongue inside, brushing their tongues together lightly and sensually. God, Khai was so fucking sexy he could hardly stand it. He knew his boyfriend could feel his cock harden against his leg.

Khai.

Those sounds Dorian made would never cease to arouse him. His hand dropping the loofa once he felt his boyfriend hard against his leg and he smiled into the kiss. “You want me daddy?” he asked in a soft alluring tone. His hand moving to grab Dorians length as he began to stroke him slowly.

DORIAN

Dorian felt butterflies in his stomach when Khai smiled into the kiss. This man had him practically wrapped around his finger. He nipped gently at Khai’s lower lip and then nodded. “Fuck yes, baby. Want you so bad.” He moaned and slowly bucked into Khai’s hand.

Khai.

“Mmm”’he hummed feeling Dorians teeth nip at his lip. His strokes picking up pace as he pulled away from his boyfriend to watch his face. “You sure?” he asked, quirking his brow slightly.

DORIAN

Dorian’s breath caught in his throat as Khai’s stroking picked up pace and then looked at his boyfriend incredulously when he asked him if he was sure. “Am I sure?” He asked, riled up by Khai’s blatant teasing. He turned Khai around and pressed him against the shower wall with Khai’s back facing him. He then leaned forward and purred into Khai’s ear from behind him. “Does it seem like I’m sure now?”

Khai.

God, yes! There was the side of his boyfriend he was waiting for. His hands pressing flat against the shower wall as his breaths quickly deepened. “Fuck… yes daddy” he whimpered. His ass pushing back into Dorian as he looked over his shoulder at him with need.

DORIAN

Dorian smirked at Khai’s response, licking the shell of his lover’s ear and marveling at the sight of his boyfriend standing there, pressed against the wall, waiting to be fucked. He then pressed the front of his body flush against Khai’s back, kissing at every part of Khai’s skin that he could reach from this position. He then took a small step back and placed his hands on Khai’s hips, teasing him by rubbing his cock against the crack of Khai’s ass.

Khai.

He loved this. The feeling of his boyfriends lips on his body. It caused him to moan softly as he brought his hand to wrap around the back of his boyfriends head. “Shiiit, daddy” he whimpered again as he felt his lovers tip along his crack. His lips parting as he pressed his forehead against the shower wall. “God, I need to feel you. Please” he moaned with a soft whine. His ass pushing back against his boyfriend again eagerly.

DORIAN

Dorian grinned, loving the sounds Khai was making and the way he begged for him. It was so damn hot. As much as he wanted to tease him even more, he needed to be inside Khai just as badly and he couldn’t resist Khai pushing his ass back against him. He lined himself up with Khai’s entrance and slid inside him slowly, groaning in pleasure as he did so.

Khai.

“Ahhhh fuck” he moaned out with a mixture of pain and pleasure. His ass pushing back against his boyfriend to take him balls deep as he rolled him hips against him. He lulled his head back against Dorians shoulder. Bringing his hand to the back of his neck again as he started to grind his hips against him. “God you feel so good” he moaned. His free hand clenching at the shower wall as his mouth fell open again.

DORIAN

Dorian moaned as his whole length slid into Khai and his boyfriend pushed back to take him as deep as he could. Dorian kissed at Khai’s neck as Khai leaned his head back, starting to move slowly, thrusting steadily. “You’re incredible, baby.”

Khai.

Khai’s body was already starting to tremble against his boyfriends. He was so fucking deep and slow he couldn’t keep himself from moaning out. “Oh god, no baby. You are. So fucking amazing” he breathed out with pleasure. His hand reaching for Dorians as he brought it to his own neck. His hand tightening around his boyfriend to add slight pressure to his throat. “Fuck me harder daddy” he whimpered. His bottom lip pulling between his teeth.

DORIAN

Dorian could feel the way Khai’s body was reacting to him and it made his own cock twitch inside him. He reached around him and started stroking his boyfriend’s cock while he fucked him. Dorian smiled at the returned praise but doubled down on his own compliment. “You are incredible, baby. I love you.” When Khai wrapped Dorian’s hand around his throat, he added slight pressure to his boyfriend’s throat and then took Khai’s hand, intertwining their fingers together while his other hand remained on Khai’s waist. He did as he was asked and fucked Khai harder, groaning sexily into his boyfriend’s ear.

Khai.

There wasn”t anyone who made Khai feel this kind of euphoric. Their bodies practically syncing together as one as Dorian reached around to stroke his cock. “I love you” he breathed out passionately. His head falling back against his boyfriend shoulder once more as he felt the pressure to his neck. His fingers clenching tightly around his boyfriends hand as his thrust became harder and more prominent. “Fuck daddy… yes” he growled. His body lunging forward again as he pushed his ass back against his lovers thrusts. “So… fucking… good” he moaned. Dropping their hands from his throat back down to his cock as he felt himself throbbing with need.

DORIAN

The way Khai told him he loved him, the breathy tone of his voice and the passion… it was almost too much. In the best kind of way. He added a bit more pressure to the hold on Khai’s neck while his other hand continued to stroke his boyfriend’s cock. His thrusts became both faster and harder and he growled into Khai’s ear. “Yeah? You like that, baby? I feel you throbbing in my hand… you getting close?”

Khai.

It was getting hard for Khai to catch his breath with the pressure Dorian was applying to his throat. But he absolutely loved it. His eyes falling shut as his boyfriends growl sent shivers throughout his entire body. “Ye—“ he tried to answer but he couldn’t. His hand reaching back to grab onto his lovers waist as he met him thrust for thrust. His cum shooting out of him hard as his cock flexed in Dorians hand.

DORIAN

When Khai tried to respond but couldn’t form a sentence, Dorian realized that the two of them probably needed some sort of signal to let him know when he needed to let up. He loosened his grip some but groaned when Khai came, continuing to fuck him hard and fast as he headed towards his own release. “That’s it, baby.. that’s it, good boy.”

Khai.

Dorian released his grip on his neck and Khai fell forward against the shower wall. His breaths hard as he gasped for air but continued to push back on his boyfriend. His fingers digging into his lovers skin as he grunted with pleasure. “Fuck..” he breathed out with pleasure as Dorian continued to pound into him.

DORIAN

His thrusts continued for a while longer until his hips began to stutter, feeling himself lose control. His stomach tightened and in turn, his grip on Khai’s hips tightened as well as he pumped into him hard a few more times before spilling his cum into his hole. “Baby… fuck!”

Khai.

“Jesus… fuck” he growled as Dorian continued his thrusts. His legs literally shaking from how sensitive he was to his hard deep motions. He felt Dorian shoot his cum deep into his prostate and his mouth gaped open. “Shit…. holy fuck baby” he practically whispered as he fell limp against the shower wall. “You… Always fuck me so good” he panted

DORIAN

Dorian took a moment to catch his breath as he came down from his high. He chuckled softly and grinned hearing Khai sing his praises for him. He ran a  hand through his own soaking wet hair and turned Khai around so he was facing him again, looking at him lovingly for a couple seconds and then grabbing the loofa and coating it with soap before starting to wash Khai’s body.

Khai.

Khai was in a state of euphoric bliss and Dorian turned him around. His body still pressed against the wall as he love drunkenly smiled at his boyfriend. “I fucking love you” he grinned. His hands moving to the sides of his boyfriends face to kiss him as he washed his body.

DORIAN

Dorian grinned back at his boyfriend, completely lovestruck. “I fucking love you, too,” He leaned in and kissed him back softly and slowly as he continued washing his body.

Khai.

Pushing himself off the wall he wrapped himself around his boyfriend. “Don’t ever let me go” he breathed against his lips.

DORIAN

Dorian placed the loofa back in its place and then wrapped his arms around Khai as well, hugging him tightly. “Never.”

Khai.

Khai dropped his head down into the crook of his boyfriends neck and placed a soft kiss to his skin. He was heavy against him but not in a way that was unbearable. But much more in the way of submitting to him. Which was a big deal for Khai seeing how it wasn’t in the middle of sex. “I’m yours” he hummed.

DORIAN

Dorian reached up and ran his fingers through his boyfriend’s hair, placing kisses to his cheek and shoulder. He held Khai delicately but firmly all at once. He felt the gravity of what was happening—knowing intuitively that Khai was surrendering himself to him completely. “And I’m yours as well, baby. I love you so much.”

Khai.

Khai smiled against his lovers neck and then kissed him again. “I love you too. With every ounce of my existence” he purred. Sucking another hickey to his boyfriends neck before smiling. “Carry me to bed?”

DORIAN

Dorian kissed Khai back softly, smiling into it. He grinned brightly at his boyfriend’s words, his stomach doing little flips. He chuckled at the hickey sucked onto his neck as if everyone didn’t already know he was Khai’s. He nodded, turning the water off and stepping out of the shower before picking Khai up and carrying him back to the bedroom.

i wanted to do replies but one of my cats wanted to cuddle and who am i to say no to him?

Imagine

A few years after graduating from Hogwarts, you and your friends gathered at the WWW. And you finally know what helped them become the best Hogwarts troublemakers

Now there is one less secret, and by the end of the evening it may be revealed which of them you are in love with

(gif isn’t mine)

gentle reminder to my followers that unless i already know who you are, i will not be following back unless you have some sort of rules post/page/doc.