LET ME O U T!!!!!

WhatHappenedToTheOldUs

you’re not around

i’m feeling down

i’m starting to drown,

in my emotions

it’s unspoken

the way you made me feel

now i don’t even know what is real

my world falls down for you

i’d kill myself if you told me to

these feelings,

i can’t elude

what do i do?

you’re not around

it’s halloween month so i wanted to draw timian and vinta playing dressup as my other OTPs :3c - Gregor Hartway and Zalvetta from Thrilling Intent - Elliot and Kyprian from Tattered World - Galo Thymos and Lio Fotia from Promare

She is just going to sit here and sip her hot chocolate.

Just another average Thursday night in Amestris.

ashley has a lot of different verses and he plays a lot of different roles but the one thing that remains absolutely consistent is his anger.   he’s angry at his father and he gets his anger from his father.   it’s a ragged hand-me-down but he can’t get rid of it because it’s the only thing keeping him warm.   it’s all he has left.

....oooooooh i hate saying up late enough to get hungry again. now i have to eat Something or ill fucking wake up with a headache oooooooh i hate it

Everyone and everything is just making me so mad today idk anymore

what the fuck is your damage Fediel

I’m boutta throw hands with this bitch. Her name is emotions and I’m really sick of her shit.

Angry

In my dreams I visit you.

Count the freckles on your face, 

watch your furrowed eyebrows.

Fight the urge to fix your pout.

Fingers ache with longing, 

desperate to get drunk off your flesh,

but they hesitate and recoil.

Because even in your sleep

you’re angry

like a little child who can’t get his way.

I've been drawing nonstop for about a week and I think I'm finally burnt out yeesh

I hate this. I hate myself. I wish I was dead.

im dying i hate walking anywhere

it’s like so many other things in life   to which you must say no or yes.                                     so you take your car to the new mechanic.   sometimes the best thing to do is trust.  

-thomas r. smith

i am on the warpath and ready to slap some people across their fucking faces for my friend right now 😀😀

I feel stupid and honestly kinda used lmao TW that's a vent, bird lovers I just put the tag there because it fits, u don't have to deal with my drama lol

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I fucking love animals more than anything else and I hate when people don't care for them properly.

Mom wanted budgies since our cockatiel died this year, but she wasn't set on it yet. Then she saw some cute videos and decided that yes, she wants them, which I wasn't really trusting because, I'm gonna be honest here, she's terrible with pets.

It's not that she doesn't treat them well, is just that she has no idea about their body language or their habits and she treats them like people, example: thinking my cat is ignoring her when he does slow blinks to her.

I usually explain the stuff I know to her, and when I don't I Google it or ask someone who knows. She's smart and she takes good care of them, but she's so clueless when it comes to socialization that it hurts.

So, when she decided she wanted them, we made a deal. I'd pay for them as a birthday gift if she did the research and learned how to take care of them properly.

She agreed, and we both started doing research. I read pages upon pages of how to care for budgies, how they act, how to get them used to a new home, etc. And she watched videos of people who took care of budgies explaining stuff.

Let's be really fucking clear here. I read at least 10 different articles about proper budgie care, researched breeders, made a list of what we needed to get for them, etc.

She watched two videos. Two. To be fair, they were good and she even rewatched one with me. We talked about it and okay, we would get them.

Cue me spending the next two weeks asking her if she got the feeders, if she got the water fountain, if she decided where the cage would be set, etc. Every time she either said "I'm working on it" or "yeah I've got it". So I trusted her, of course.

And then today comes. We went to the doctor and on the way back we stopped to get the bird. I paid for the bird, the food and we went on our merry way, that was a gift, I was more than happy to do it.

We get home and I went to get the cage for us to set it up. We still had to cut the proper size for the bath, she just took the feeders from our old cage and we ended up having to cut them and place them all weird because they weren't the right model to go with the cage. Whatever, we could upgrade it all later.

She take a the small box the bird came in, and puts it inside the cage, with an opening for them to get out and explore.

Bird spends a few minutes there and she decided they need to "get out and see the cage". I tell her to leave them alone so they'll get used to the place on their own and get out imon their own pace.

She just ignores me and gently flips the box for the bird to come out. They cling to the holes in the box so they don't fall, and she decided to just grab them to take them out, even though she said "oh, I know I'm not supposed to touch them or try to grab them yet".

I warned her more than once to not do it, and it's such a small fucking thing but I didn't want the bird to get scared.

Whatever, she grabs the bird to take them out of the box, saying she's just doing it so they can see the rest of the cage and because "the Box is dirty with poop from the traveling, it's not good for them to be there, that's what the guy from the store said". AND THEN FUCKING LEAVES THE BOX INSIDE ANYWAY.

What was the fucking point then???? The bird looked really scared and just curled up in the corner after that.

It's something so fucking small, it's not even the reason I'm mad. It's just that we've both being (allegedly) doing research and stuff and the only condition for me to get her the bird was that she'd learn how to care for them and listen to me when I tell her stuff.

And the first thing she does when I get her what she wants is ignore me completely and do the exact thing all the "research" she said she did told her not to do. Now she's mad that I'm annoyed at her, saying I think she's an idiot and that if I'm gonna be so fucking upset over a bird she's just gonna open the cage and let it go away.

Now THAT got me angry. She just flips it and makes it sound like I'm the one doing something wrong, and then threatens to just throw the bird away.

I'm so fucking pissed, she told me she would do her part and so I did mine and now she's just ignoring what I tell her because "she knows what she's doing", which is a fucking lie. It makes me wanna tear myself apart from being so fucking stupid and believing her like that.

I should've checked on what she said, I shouldn't have ignored it when she was dismissive of what I told her right from the start. I'm so fucking stupid I just wanna cry.

And I can't even just drop the subject and leave it for her to deal with, because it's a living being that depends on us, and I don't want them to suffer or spend their time not trusting us because we did something wrong right from the beginning.

I hate how dismissive she is of the things I tell her.

Genshin Impact Rant: Labyrinth Warriors

This is about the "Labyrinth Warriors" Event going on in the game Genshin Impact...

Fight 2 Ruin Graders at the end of Ominous Demense.... Seriously?!?....

FIGHTING 2 F*CKING RUIN GRADERS!!?!?!?!☠💀☠💢☠💀☠🥵💢

Good that I managed to beat them and complete the event quest... (Thank Goodness for the emplacements)

BUT SERIOUSLY!!!!!! Hit lock trapped in the duo SPIN ATTACK! I LOST 2 of my Party Member beating them and my party was lvl 70+!! (Consisting of Electro Traveler, Aloy, Klee, and Noelle.)

SHIELD BREAKING OVERPOWERING SHIT STUN TRAPPING SPIN ATTACK TEAM UP!!!!

Another Bad Precedent for future events that threaten to make Gamer like me ESPECIALLY GAMERS WITH MENTAL ISSUES AND DEVELOPMENT ISSUES LIKE INTO WANTING TO RAGE QUIT INDEFINITELY!! Maybe just the entire Event and Not the Entire game, But F*CK DAMMIT!!

MIHOYO MAKE THIS CO-OP -able At least!!