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love eating fruits so so angrily it is like >:|

rewatched wilbur's new video for the third time today . .. full of felelings.. he needs to stop flexing his relationship with tommy :/ not everyone has a little brother asshole

I'm a big supporter of body neutrality and I believe learning to accept that my body is Me and that it is not an object that I live inside of was a Major catalyst that led to me being able to manage my dysphoria without going thru long disassociation periods. but at the same time, accepting my body as an intrinsic part of myself opened the door for me to start self harming again after a long period of being clean

the poem:

the analysis, for 2 pages straight:

“...Line 2: upon. “upon” - what a pretty preposition. And an important one too. So important, in fact, that it gets its very own line...”

me:

man i'm still bummed & angry about the YBC appointing jonathan sarna their whatever-the-fuck named chair and invited lecturer. and to do so *now* is to double down, ideologically. it's to draw a line in the sand. it cannot be neutral, not when it's someone whose views are as polarizing as sarna's. even neutrality--nominal neutrality--lists 'right' these days. you can't have it both ways. you just can't. i'm so disappointed, because i *know* the people who facilitated this event. & i know they know better. institutions have to divest both economically & academically, if that makes sense. yiddish isn't exempt by virtue of being the "diaspora language" - look at ruth fucking wisse. look at the old guard of yiddish academia in the US & it's the old guard of cold war conservatism + anti-communism, including russian jewish imports from the soviet union, one of whom--a tenured professor--went on to scab during the grad worker strike at his institution because their labor agitation reminded him too much of the soviet union, which was of course Badwrong in All Things.

A literaly Christian Cookie taking orders from a Reverend and quoting some kind if Cookie Bible: hey so I'm gonna go listen to whatever the reverend says because she's a higher up therefore she's good

Yall:

Milk Cookie: h-

Yall: MILK COOKIE IS A COLONIZER WHITE NAZI BAD BANNED IF YOU SO MUCH AS EVEN CONSIDER HE ISNT THAT BAD I WILL KILL YOU

(I'm not trying to start discourse its just. Something interesting I've noticed)

the fact that my tag for all my haikyuu, genshin, and jjk works was too broad and the system mixed it in with anything that had the word “haikyuu, genshin, etc.” so now I have to go redo all of that :D

like dean punches soulless sam 6 or 7 times in 6x06 and i think that’s pretty excessive but at the same time your brother comes back to life, he’s off and terrifying and commits the cardinal sin of betraying you (piled on top of allowing you to get turned into the things you hunt) and then LIES about it and lies about lying about it. and then tells you he wouldn’t have cared if the kid you spent a year parenting got turned into a monster, or worse, if you had killed him. plus your ex and your one chance at having a “normal” family just told you you’re too deranged over your brother to ever love her, but your brother isn’t even here with you. i think dean earned one or two punches.

Happy Sun-Yey EveryJuan 😊

As always....

FORGIVENESS OVER ANGER

239: Omens and Invincibility: The Enchiridion 18, 19, and 20

wow. she did THAT didnt she

Somebody please give Freddie an Oscar already. I felt this so deep in my soul it makes me cry everytime.

HEY THIS PISSES ME OFF.

They turned the discord logo into a fuckin’ toystore logo!!! What the hell? That’s not a chatting and community platform, that’s a school project made with the free fonts on MS paint!

I just- they have to turn it back, or make something even marginally better. Oh my god, my internal graphic designer was murdered in cold blood by this fucking logo.

i think like a solid 90% of this website needs legitimate anger management help

i’m sorry but dylan’s existence in mechtanium surge pissed me off

SUPER MONKEY BALL BANANA BLITZ IS PROOF WHY THE FUCK MONKEY BALL DOESNT NEED GODDAMN FUCKING BOSS BATTLES

AAAAAAA

btw in the end i decided that there’s no reason why cú can be tall in any other setting other than fate so in all of his aus he’s back to being 5′2″