#angry Tumblr posts

  • I AM SO TIRED OF CRINGE CULTURE LET ME FUCKING KIN AN ANIME CHARACTER OR WHATEVER WITHOUT FEELING LIKE IM GONNA BE GUILLOTINED ITS FUCKING COMFORTING YOU ASSHOLES MAYBE I TAKE SOLICE IN FINDING A CHARACTER I CAN RELATE TO AND FEEL LIKE MYSELF IN WHICH ALLOWS ME TO EXPRESS YEARS AND YEARS OF REPRESSED EMOTIONS OF MY OWN DUE TO EXTENSIVE ABUSE AND TRAUMA LET ME LIVE OH MY GOD I JUST WANT TO LIKE THINGS AND BE HAPPY AND IT IS SO HARD BC I FEEL CONSTANTLY JUDGED EVEN THO NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME I HATE IT HERE I FUCKING HATE IT I FEEL LIKE IM CONSTANTLY BEING WATCHED AND IM GO FERAL ITS NOT FUNNY

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  • i wonder about my anger.

    i hurt you. but, before that, you hurt me.

    you hurt me. but, before that, someone hurt you.

    someone hurt you. but, before that, someone hurt them.

    and yet why is it my fault, that i am falling victim to the perpetual cycle of abuse? why must i take the responsibility, why must i be the strong one?

    “you’re so strong,” she says, and i have to laugh. i do not want to be strong. i want to be okay. i am not atlas, i am not a youthful god with the strength to carry the world. i am just tired, and i am just full of rage.

    “you aren’t angry when you leave the house,” she says, and i laugh once more. this house is my hell, and the paint on the walls and the popcorn ceiling are stained and dark with my negativity. outside is fresh, and if she drives fast enough, my problems can’t catch up.

    you see, i am a very ugly person sometimes. i want to scream and cry and yell and be bitter and indulge in my pain and i want you to know My pain, not Your pain, not His pain. you don’t know My pain yet, and i want to teach you.

    is that so unfair of me? she tells me i’m hurting you. i choke back tears, and i choke back a bitter “good.” two wrongs don’t make a right, but then why are you allowed to make that first wrong unjudged? why must i be the one to rebuild these bridges? is it not enough to simply sit on the burning plywood and watch you fall, just for a little bit?

    my anger is supposed to be mine, and now i doubt whether or not that’s true.

    #my writing#poetry#prose#spilled ink#mine#anger#angry #im thinking about how it feels to have my trauma invalidated in the face of how it 'hurts' my abuser
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  • Well….that’s a first…

    I normally say that any comment on a fic/chapter is amazing, encouraging, and loved. Even if it’s just one word. But….I may have to rectify that:

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    That, ladies and gentlemen and darlings…that’s just discouraging. It’s posted just a few hours after I updated the story and while I recognize this might be a sign of enthusiasm (or maybe even be an error of some sort) it’s stress inducing and makes me feel unaprecciated.

    I’m a human. I’m a nurse working my ass off under strenous circumstances where my entire work life has been turned upside and is full with changes I’ve not had a say in. Writing is a way for me to unwind.

    I love encouragement. Live when people say the are looking forward to the next chapter or to find out what will happen. But the comment above? That, to me, feels like a pure demand as if prompting a machine to carry out a function. YES, I am writing this in the heat of the moment - I probably shouldn’t - because it just hit so hard: yet another demand with little regard to the well being of the one it’s pushed at.

    Thank goodness this is the only time (so far) that I’ve received a “comment” like that.

    Thank all of you here on dumblr for being supportive and kind instead <3

    #spat#angry rant#angry#sad#stressed #knot in my stomach #ungrateful #me or the reader? #Writing#commenting#reader#content creator #how not to do it #I might regret this post #going back to bed to curl up
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  • Why did Tumblr @staff make it so you can’t get rid of posts on your feed? From hashtags you follow or posts from Tumblr? All you can do is report spam.

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  • i want to scream!!!!!!! i’m so angry and sad and stressed about everything!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!

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  • Men really say shit like “We doN’t nEeD feMinIsM AmymOre”

    Like~ stfu? I used to live in a women’s refuge you don’t fucking see men’s refuges do you. Suck a fucking dildo you don’t even deserve the real thing for fucks sake.

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  • why r people so obsessed w being mean to teenagers lol

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  • I feel lonely. So damn lonely. And so sad and angry.

    I should start explaining better right?

    I live in my “father’s house” with him, my mother and sister. And without job or any possibility I can’t live. I’m 26 year old and some days I wish I wasn’t born.

    I hate it here

    I hide who I am in daily basis at this house cause everytime I have tried to be me, to show what I’m passionate about, or do what I love or show what I dislike or just tell my damn opinion, you know what I’ve been told?

    That I feel too much. That I’m too sensitive. That I’m a nutjob. That I have two faces like doctor Jekyll and Mister Hyde. That I’m a horrible human being.

    And maybe I have them.

    Outside, with my friends I can be me. My goofy self, my serious self, my passionate self, my kind self. My flawed self who is far too oblivious and have a too long memory. My sad self. My mischievous shelf. My happy self.

    No matter what I can be me. Cause I know even if they don’t get me sometimes, they are going to be there by my side. Even if they disagree with what I think I can count on them. They are one of the few things tethering me to sanity and myself.

    In the hellhole I’m living? Not so much. I’ve been yelled and called “too much” for being happy and started rambling about what made me happy. I’ve been called stupid bitch for not knowing. I’ve been called piece of meat with eyes by my own dad, and my mom said it was just words and that my father loves me.

    I remember crying myself to sleep the first time it happened. I was 11.

    My father considers he never does anything wrong. That he’s perfect. And basically berates and insults me when I’m not who he wants. I’m argumentative. I do not conform with his rules and the way he lives. I don’t conform with his I can spend money in everything I want, cause last time it ended with us not being able to go into the house. He says the “family” had money troubles and then he buys 5 drons, computers and lots of shit.

    And my mom says drop it. Leave him be.

    And I keep fighting it. Cause I’m not okay and I need at least a place I can have my things. One place in this hellhole that was suppose to be my home to feel like I belong. Cause I belong nowhere.

    He gets angry with me cause I refuse to let his shit on my bedroom. And he screams and tells and threaten, saying it’s not my home. It’s not my bedroom. And it hurts. It hurts cause it should be.

    It should be my bedroom. It should be my home too. But it’s not.

    So I wear my mask, but it’s cracked. It’s cracked by how sad I am. By how tired I am. By how angry I am.

    #family#my writing#sad#angry#my thoughts#tired #a bit of insight in my mind #today is not a good day #i hate it here #being quarantined with my family sucks #im not in a good place #i wish things were different #but they are not #a bit of a ramble #a bit of angst #a bit of insight in my
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  • This is about the whole Cummings debate in the UK rn so don’t read if u don’t care haha


    This is my 12th week in full lockdown so I actually haven’t left my house in 12 weeks not even for exercise or to go to the shops, as my dad is a person of high risk. I do not live in the UK atm however I grew up there and I will live there again soon, so seeing how this Cummings guy in the UK has left his house and drove across the country whilst him and his wife r infected rly makes me very angry. I have seen so many unfortunate circumstances for many people including my own family and yet all these people have followed the governments guidelines, yet someone who actually works for the government has gone out of their way to travel supposedly for ‘childcare’ even when all other families don’t have the luxury of getting ‘childcare’ during this time, really makes me very angry. It’s completely irresponsible, not to mention the fact that him and his wife had symptoms from COVID19, so travelling was even more irresponsible. It blows my mind that there is even a debate on whether he should or shouldn’t have done what he did. It makes me so mad since I have not stepped one foot out of my house in 12 weeks in fear that my dad will become extremely sick, and yet someone has the audacity to ignore all government measures and believe that he is exempt from these guidelines.

    Sorry for the rant it just really annoys me.

    Also please just stay inside because not only r u keeping urself safe but also preventing someone else from becoming seriously sick, stay safe guys ❤️

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    Devotional for May 26

    This vision is for a future time.
           It describes the end, and it will be fulfilled.
    If it seems slow in coming, wait patiently,
           for it will surely take place.
           It will not be delayed.

    - Habakkuk 2:3

    Insight

    Evil and injustice seem to have the upper hand in the world. Like Habakkuk, Christians often feel angry and discouraged as they see what goes on. Habakkuk complained vigorously to God about the situation. God’s answer to Habakkuk is the same answer he would give us: “Be patient! I will work out my plans in my perfect timing.”

    Challenge

    It isn’t easy to be patient, but it helps to remember that God hates sin even more than we do. Punishment of sin will certainly come. As God told Habakkuk, “Wait patiently.” To trust God fully means to trust him even when we don’t understand why events occur as they do.

    © 2010 by Tyndale House Publishers

    #Habakkuk 2:3#patience#Christians#angry#discouraged#God#time #Tyndale Life Application Daily Devotion #May 26#2020 #Tyndale House Publishers
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  • #never have i ever #angry#paxton hall-yoshida#darren barnet #getting there with the gif making
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  • #manga#reaction image #Sewayaki Kitsune no Senko-san #angry
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