foolish and ranboo have chorus fruit and theyre going to be giving away an elytra??? what the heck have i missed this morning
very tired of having dreams where my teeth crumble in my mouth it is Horrifying
For the skirt I'm gonna use tulle, but should 9 attempt a layered ruffle skirt OR just stick with ol reliable and do the strip/cut method?
I got over my block of starting new things and started two new things and now I am on a roll and want to start more new things, but I feel it would get all too much if I started too many new things!
well now I am angry.
would love to touch some grass (as they say on these inter nets) but i can't because:
1 barely any grass here just cement
2 that would mean i'd need to go out into the cold rainy weather risking to get a cold and THAT would take longer than touching grass. who's going to replace my part of being a gear in this economic apparatus for such a long time? cannot afford this.
3 since closest grass is quite far away you know
4 actually i don't want to touch the grass only for a short while - i want to properly live on this stupid grass and touching it only for a moment will only make me long more for it which will result only in more heartache
Aladdin: 7/10 I usually mess up the bangs/eyes
Alibaba: 9/10 depends on the outfit I put him in so usually have to look up reference but other than that pretty simple
Morgiana: 8/10 she's perfect I just have a hard time drawing tits
Hakuryuu: 6/10 I usually make him too cute and his scar is so complex for no reason hkjhjkj
Judar: 10/10 have drawn him so many times don't even need a reference anymore
Sinbad: 4/10 his outfits and hair suck but he pretty
Kougyoku: 8/10 again she's beautiful but women are hard for me to draw idk why ;w;
Solomon: 8/10 I've drawn him exactly twice the epitome of beauty but his clothes are so complicated for no reason
Yunan: 7/10 PRETTY MAN I HATE UR HAT
I hate it so so much. Because it's overwhelming, it's very fast and overstimulating. And you have to win or you feel bad you didn't. Ughhh. And now I'm very overwhelmed in class and I don't want people to think I'm a sore loser. I also don't want to ask the teachers no kahoot for me because I don't want students to think because of this one time I didn't win I don't ever want to do it. And don't want teachers to think of me as a slacker too. FUCCKKKK having autism is so fucking hard
One Face, Different World
Nerve wracking day
Saw a dog in a car window and panicked because I thought it was a fucked up looking dude staring at me. I need to lay off the Genova livanto
I think I’m getting too soft... I’m such a sucker for fluff. Time for a little more hurty, don’t you think? Don’t worry, the pure angst is returning soon :) — Part 1 and 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 —
Tags: @befuddled-calico-whump , @the-three-whumpeteers — TWs: bruises, wounds, beatings, punishments, emeto/emetophobia, restraints, being kidnapped (past), starvation… More may be added as story progresses
Violet Ardenne was not an impatient person, but even she was surprised how long Oliver sat, completely still, watching the sky. She stayed out there with him for hours as he stared and stared, as if trying to memorize each part of it. As the night progressed, she watched out of the corner of her eye as he leaned back, eyes just slightly squinted as he watched the sky.
Eventually, she realized that he was falling asleep constantly, only to shake himself awake to gaze out on the thousands of tiny twinkling lights again. She turned to him, hoping not to startle him. "I think we might need to go in pretty soon, Oliver. You're falling asleep." He surprised her by moving. He turned, meeting her eyes with a starstruck look on his face. "Th-Thank you..." he whispers, voice shaking. "I- I will take any punishment, Master. Thank you for letting me see the sky again." He bowed his head and braced slightly for pain. There was just too much to process. "W-What?" she asked, horrified. "What do you mean? Have... Have you not been able to see the sky?" He squinted at the sky for one last time-- then looked back down to the ground. "I... Haven't seen it in three years," he admitted. She could not help but stare, horrified. "Warren...? He wouldn't let you--" He refused to meet her eyes. "He... tamed me. I wanted to go back home. H-He made sure I would never see the sky to even have a chance of flying." Tears started to roll down his cheeks. "I'm sorry, Master. I... I tried to escape. I- I'm better now, I- I w-won't..." Before her brain caught up her body was moving instinctively. She knelt at his side, wrapping him in a soft embrace. "It's alright now. You're okay." But though he returned the embrace, he looked after only a few seconds, determination in his eyes. "You're my new master now. I'll do whatever you want. Please, j-just let me s-serve you." "I'm not your new master." "Well, I don't have a master anymore, do I? Y-You have to be my master." "I don't want a servant, Oliver." He froze at that, completely petrified. "S...so... That's it then? Y-You'll... You'll take them... And get rid of me?" "What? Take what? And I wouldn't get rid of you. What do you mean?" "Th-the only worth I have is my wings..." he stutters, eyes wide. "I-If you don't want me, that means... Th-That means...." She took a sharp breath and squeezed him a little tighter. "I have no want for you to act as a servant, but neither do I have a want for your wings. I'm not going to get rid of you. I promise." His eyes were red-rimmed and exhausted as they finally met her gaze, full of hesitance and fear. "Is- Are- Is it... true?" "It's true. You're free now, I swear. Just let me take care of you until your injuries heal, then you're free to do whatever you want or go wherever you wish." A faint smile cracked through the exhaustion. "Thank... Thank you...: he whispered, finally allowing himself to lean into the touch. He fell into unconsciousness before she could say another word.
is it too early to call it a day and just go to bed ?? lmao
yesterday i had to stay late because my coworker called out one hour before her shift meanwhile i ask if they could find someone to take my shift 5 hours in advance bc i'm having a severe panic attack and i get no response at all like . Hi
Why is the bus always late ugh
coffee after 5pm on a week day?
must be school work day
why r people so short like this is the second request i get for a short!reader . couldnt be me standing at 5'7 /lh