I thought I was past this, that the nightmares were subsiding.
I hear your voice in the walls and they’re closing in on me.
Ugh does anyone else ever get that feeling when you want to talk to someone but at the same time you don’t want to talk to someone so when someone’s like “do you want to talk?” you’re like “no” and they walk away and you’re like “no wait come back” and so they ask again if you want to talk and you say no and you’re so conflicted and your brain is screaming at you and you feel something strong but you literally do not have the words to describe it and everything’s too much at once?
is cereal soup?
“A cage of gentle hands is still a cage, and i know this now.”
— Brenna Twohy
„Don‘t even try to look what’s underneath the surface - I don’t wanna lose you“
Why is it today I just want to cry, not sure if my anxiety or depression are getting the best of me I hate this. I don’t want to kill myself it’s just I’m not feeling myself.
For we only desire for peace and a happy heart.
I’m angry for things that might never happen.
~ every college student at one point in there life. *lord please just get me though this degree*
Sometimes I have all this love and no one to give it too…
i’m 20 years old & cannot take the first bite of an apple or peach
I tired to make this sorta like something else I saw. I tired and I want to get better at making stuff like this.
Really trying my hardest to be what people keep begging me to be “just be happy” “just ignore the thoughts” “just eat anyway” “just move on” “it’s not a big deal” “stop exaggerating”
I know I shouldn’t be trying to fix myself to make other people feel better…but I still do it
I feel like a failure if I take up space. I feel like I have to prioritize everything except myself.
I’m slowly drowning in my anxiety and being dragged back into my ed habits. I just wish I wasn’t a problem. I wish I knew what to do with myself.