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  • adayinmyhead
    17.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    When you finally decide. After a month that you can't fight those demons anymore. You are battered tired shaking. You finally give in and ask for help. Feeling like you weren't strong enough. Feeling like you failed everyone. You just can't handle the onslaught. Actually asking for help is the hardest thing. Feeling like there is a million pound anvil on your head. Every breath feels like daggers in your lungs. Every thought is like million prying eyes getting all the details of your damaged brain judging you for every fucked up thought. Thinking maybe 🤔if you die itll stop. It's kinda like sitting in a raft in the middle of the ocean and all there is is seafood to eat and you hate seafood. So you are slowly starving but you don't care. Hoping they find you before you starve but also you don't care anymore. As the days pass you are just existing. Being delineated by all you have pressing down on you. Sitting in the hospital waiting room feeling defeated. 😕

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  • hdx2
    17.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    Is it just me that feels this deep of pain?

    Or am I weak compared to everyone…

    -hd

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  • pearl-missmystic
    17.06.2021 - 12 hours ago

    I can brighten a room with my smile, or silence it with my mood. I’m impossible to ignore

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  • mooskey
    17.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Anxiety is Fun

    Hahahaha, just remembered that I had a panic attack about going to the f**cking store without my phone today

    HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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  • kissedbyabee
    17.06.2021 - 13 hours ago
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  • andayraa
    17.06.2021 - 15 hours ago

    Nunca quise vivir con un TCA pero cuando comencé a adelgazar solo me decían lo bonita que me veía.

    Nunca fue mi intención.

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  • stuckyxlb
    17.06.2021 - 16 hours ago

    I’ll Always Look After You-Sam Winchester

    disclaimer: I do not own Sam Winchester or Dean. They belong to the SPN peeps.

    Summary: After a hunt, Dean takes the reader out for dinner and drops her off to Sam. Little does Sam know, he and the reader are in for a long night.

    Warnings: Vomiting, anxiety

    Authors note: I basically only write sickfics cause I can never come up with anything else, so give me so prompts if your up for it. ❤️

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    You've felt a little off since you and Dean went to a diner on your way home from a hunt. Sam had been home researching, so when Dean dropped you off, Sam had been waiting by the front door of the bunker.

    " Where's Dean going?" Sam asked, even though he was sure he knew the answer.

    "Went to the bar to pick up chicks and celebrate, but I'm not feeling it tonight, so he left me here." You replied feeling suddenly tired.You leaned on Sam as he nodded in response and led you to your room.

    "Good night Y/N." Sam said quietly as he walked out and shut the door.

    I laid down and closed my eyes tightly while rubbing my stomach. I knew I must have eaten something bad and I would be sick eventually, but I knew that if I said something, the sooner something would happen. So I laid there, tossing and turning, moaning in my head, and waiting for hell to come.

    -An hour later-

    I bolted up right and ran for the bathroom. Once there and hovered over the toilet, I began to freak out. I hate being sick. "SAM!" I scream through the open bathroom door.

    Sam came running in, gun in hand, pointing it everywhere before looking down at me. With a sigh of both relief and worry, he shoved his gun in the back of his plaid pajama pants and knelt down next to me.

    "What's wrong Y/N? Talk to me." he said while rubbing my back.

    In response, I started gagging. Sam gathered my hair and rubbed my back while whispering in my ear. " Shhhhh, your okay. I've got you." I shook my head and gripped his free hand in mine, squeezing my eyes shut tighter, if that was even possible. "Just let it out." And did i ever.

    Sam took the hair tie that I always keep on my wrist and ties my hair back while he stood up to get a wash rag. After wetting my rag, he placed it on my neck, which made a shiver run down my spine. Then he proceeded to rub my back and hold me up.

    I was so weak once I finished. I fell back into Sam's arms and cried. I was hyperventilating and Sam knew he had to calm me down before I made myself sick again.

    He brought his hands to my face and gently had me face him. "Y/N, look at me. Hey, your okay now. Copy my breathing." I did as I was told and followed Sam's chest as it moved. I could see the worry in his eyes, but he never let it show in his face.

    I love Sam so I knew almost everything about the guy. The way he never lets emotion cross his face, but it always showed in his brown eyes. The way he reads and turns his full attention to it. The way he comforts the victims of a supernatural attack and acts like he's known them forever. I knew that he never sleeps anymore, but when he does, he's with me or Dean or Cas, but never alone. But I couldn't tell him I loved him because he probably doesn't love me back.

    "Are you okay now?" He asked.

    "Yeah. I still feel a little sick, but better." I replied and blush when I realize Sam had lifted me onto his lap when I was thinking. I was now being cradled in my moose's arms while my head rested on his chest.

    "Let's brush that taste out of your mouth and get you into bed." Sam announced as he stood me up. I wobbled a bit at the sudden change in pressure, losing my balance, I fell straight into Sam. He caught me and literally swept me off my feet, setting me on the bathroom counter. I lean my head lazily on his shoulder as he fixes my toothbrush and then hands it to me.

    After I brush my teeth and Sam cleans my face, he carried me to my room and laid me down on my bed. He left and went to go grab a trash can and some Gatorade and other supplies i might need. Once he came back and made sure I took some medicine to calm my stomach, he started to leave.

    I grabbed his arm and turned him toward me. "Thank you Sam. I appreciate it." I said with a small smile.

    "Of course. I'll always look after you." He said with a small smile. I patted the bed and he laid down, gun under his pillow and me wrapped in his arms. " I'll always look after you because I love you more than life itself." He whispered quietly right as I fell asleep.

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  • lu-lynds
    17.06.2021 - 17 hours ago

    I just want to get away, forget everything and just leave. I want to go MIA

    #depressed post #sorry for being depressing #depressing post #depression and anxiety #im sad and alone #anxities#anxitey#anxious#alone#sad boy#sad poetry #trying so hard #i'm sad#sad girl#sad thoughts#sad#fuckppl#fuck food #what the frick #fuck everything #fuck my life #fuck
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  • dusty-doop
    17.06.2021 - 17 hours ago

    You ever like, hang out with two friends who obviously have a close bond, and you have a close bond with both of them, but it's obviously not close enough so you end up platonically third wheeling because you just aren't good enough

    #I've been in this chat in silence #Low key about to cry #mental health#anxitey
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  • dark-forest-and-eternal-sleep
    17.06.2021 - 18 hours ago

    I dont get where I went wrong, I dont know what I said that made you so mad at me

    #sad boi hours #despair#depressing#anxitey#anxious #i want to disappear #i dont want to be here #i need help #sad thoughts #i want to cry
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  • pumkintheartist
    17.06.2021 - 18 hours ago

    Draw how much you think people don’t like you irl vs my internet self I act the same yet people still hate me more in real life. Living with anxiety and adhd sucks people hate me for parts of my adhd thus lead to my anxiety

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  • asiabrimari
    17.06.2021 - 19 hours ago

    Anyone else just hate having to explain their mental health problems to other people? Especially when you know that they are going to pass judgement anyway. I shouldn't have to explain anything to anyone but always feel like I have to justify why I do certain things or feel certain ways about things.

    I suffer from depression and anxiety, I'm a little awkward hbu?

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  • thelifelessgirl
    16.06.2021 - 21 hours ago

    "That's what happens" she said "You let people in, and they destroy you"

    #black and white #quoteoftheday#quotes#sadnotsad #poets on tumblr #depressing quotes#sad quotes#sadgirl#anxitey#dead inside#she speaks #she said what she said #destroy #i'm just so tired #im broke#i'm sad #i am alone #i just want to sleep #i wanna cry #i worry too much #i want to slit my wrists #want to be happy #i want to disappear
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  • honestvents
    16.06.2021 - 22 hours ago

    sometimes i ask myself "what happens now?" I feel aimless, anxious, and angry and sometimes I wish they didn't find me.

    not only did i not choose to be born, i was stripped of my decision of death

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  • celestial-system
    16.06.2021 - 22 hours ago

    I wonder what it’s like to be a normal functioning person who didn’t freak out over every little thing. Sure wish I knew.

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  • caffein8dfalcon
    16.06.2021 - 23 hours ago

    One thing I like to joke around with about my anxiety, depression, and ADHD is how I cope with the whole package. The best way I can cope with all those issues is art and video games. So the joke is:

    “If anxiety, depression, and ADHD are going to cause problems my whole life, they may as well also pay the bills.”

    This is why I’m (hopefully) going into the video game industry. I wanna help people with my issues too. The pandemic WRECKED my life in regards to my mental health. I got through it through video games such as Dragon Age, Skyrim, and Tomb Raider. I created characters, learned, and even came out better on the other side. One of my favorite motivational quotes comes from Flemeth in Dragon Age 2. We all know it but I’m bringing it back up anyways.

    “We stand upon the precipice of change. The world fears the inevitable plummet into the abyss. Watch for that moment... and when it comes, do not hesitate to leap. It is only when you fall that you learn whether you can fly.” —Flemeth, Dragon Age 2

    I got into college integrating that quote into my admissions essay. I was accepted into all three I applied for. Here is my favorite chunk of my admission essay:

    “This quote changed how I look at opportunities in the world. I knew that with my anxiety becoming a barrier for me, especially through the pandemic, I had to stop hesitating. Through the pandemic, I kept falling and falling into the abyss of depression and anxiety. This caused my grades and performance to falter which would further my plummet in my mental health. Whenever I thought about Flemeth’s quote to the Champion of Kirkwall, I realized her words lit a spark in me to keep trying. I reached out to others for help and encouraged myself to be vulnerable. Only then, did I learn how to fly.”

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  • enterclevernamehere
    16.06.2021 - 23 hours ago

    Every day I'm restless, constantly aggressive

    Overthinking what I do

    I'm trying to be thankful, maybe even grateful

    It's good to try something new

    Unfortunately anxious, self-absorbed headcase

    Thought that everybody knew

    Some would call me moody, I would call it looney

    President of life, how do you do?

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