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when jongho smiles like this
jongho is so omgnsnans
on a bit of a jongho spree sjsjs
Pairing: Choi San x Reader
Warning: You'll feel rage, smut if you want part 2 lol
Word Count: 2.2k
Summary: You have a crush on your coworker, but so does your BFF apparently.
"You see him, the one standing over there talking to Lisa?" You whisper to your best friend. "That's San." You finish. You can't help but blush when you say his name, the man you'd had a crush on for the last 8 months you had worked at this accounting firm. You had never met someone like him, funny, kind, intelligent and handsome. He was always making you laugh, and you were 99% sure he liked you as much as you liked him, at least you hoped he did.
"Wow." Hwasa grins. "He is handsome. Introduce me?" She asks.
You were hesitant, you were sort of worried he might like her more. Not to say you weren't attractive, but next to Hwasa you swore you looked like a potato.
"Nevermind, I'll do it myself, since he's on his way over." She grins.
"Hey Y/N." San grins, giving you a small wave.
"Hey San." You smile back. Just as you were about to say something else, Hwasa jumped in to interrupt.
"Hi, I'm Hwasa." She says, tucking a loose piece of hair behind her ear.
He nods his head towards her. "Hi." He says, moving his gaze back to you. "Listen, Y/N, I'm having a BBQ at my place tomorrow, I'd really like it if you came." He says, looking you straight in the eyes.
You try to control the blush that keeps trying to pop out. "Yeah, I'm sure I could make it." You smile.
"Yes San, we will be there." Hwasa chimes in, with a flirty voice.
"Oh. Um.. this is just going to be.." he begins.
"See you tomorrow, San." She smiles, blowing him a kiss before dragging you away from him, leaving him standing there confused.
"He so wants me." She scoffs. "Can you believe that?"
"Where did you get that impression from?" You ask. You were standing right there, and you didn't see anything making it seem like he wanted her.
"Did you not see the way he was eyeing me up? Like come on dude, be a little more obvious." She laughs. "Let's go, I'm over this."
"No, I'm staying. It is a work party for my work." You say.
"Don't be silly, Y/N. Let's go." She says, dragging you from the party.
That night you sat on the phone with your friend, Joy, venting to her about your evening with your supposed best friend.
"Why do you even hangout with her?" Joy scoffs. "She's nothing but controlling and terrible anytime I've ever been around her and you. I literally hate her."
You let out a big breath. You've always known Joy's feelings for Hwasa, and she wasn't too fond of Joy either. You were stuck, it felt like, because you didn't want to lose any friends, but you did sometimes wonder why you still hung out with Hwasa. "I don't know. Probably because we've been friends since middle school, and she doesn't really have that many people." You admit, as you continue to paint your toenails, your phone laying on your bed, speaker phone on.
"Yeah well you'd be a lot happier without her." Joy states. As you're putting your polish away, you see your phone begin to flash.
"Oh my god." You yell. "San is calling me." You squeak.
"Fucking hangup with me and answer it!" She yells, ending the call. You press answer before putting the phone to your ear.
"Hello?" You say, as if you didn't already know it was him.
"Hey Y/N, It's San." He says. "You rushed out of the party so fast I didn't really get a chance to talk to you about tomorrow." He chuckles.
"Oh yeah, I'm sorry about that." You say, silently cursing Hwasa.
"So if you wanna go swimming, bring a suit, and it's byob too." He says.
"Okay cool, can I bring any food?" You ask.
"Nope, just yourself." He tells you.
"Listen.. I hope you don't mind but I don't think Hwasa will be able to come." You say, biting your nail in anticipation of his response.
"That's okay, as long as you're coming.. right?" He asks.
You smile so largely you swore your mouth might actually rip apart. "Yes, yeah.. I'll be there for sure." You say, as calmly as you could.
"Cool. Can't wait to see you then. Bye." He says, hanging up quickly, not giving you a chance to say anything.
You couldn't fucking wait.
The next morning you puddered around your apartment as you waited for 1 o'clock to strike the clock. San had told you to come anytime after noon, but you didn't want to show up too soon and seem desperate.
At 12:59pm, you had your bag packed with your swimsuit, towel, liquor and everything else you needed. The butterflies in your stomach refused to calm down and it made you more excited to see him. You opened your door and stepped out into the hallway, closing your door behind you. You stick your key in to lock it, and just as you turn to walk away, you hear a piercing voice from behind you.
"You bitch!" Hwasa scoffs. "You were going to go without me!? You've been ignoring my texts all morning." She scoffs.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know how to tell you. It's just people from work going, it's just for our office." You tell her, which seems to piss her off.
"Well good thing parties usually extend a plus one.." She says, glancing down at your bag, seeing your bathing suit peek out from your bag. "Oh honey, you're not going to wear that, are you?" She asks, clenching her teeth in embarrassment.
"Well.. yeah." You tell her.
"You're a little too.. porky for it, aren't you?" She whispers. "It's fine, just don't wear it, and stick to veggies, it'll be fine." He says, hooking her arm in yours, dragging you down the hallway. "So, is San like rich?" She asks, as she drags you down to your uber.
You sit on a chair by the pool, sipping your alcohol as you watch Hwasa flirt with San. You watch as she giggles, flipping her hair over her shoulder, resting her hand on his bicep, but still, his eyes wander his backyard, looking for someone specific. He looks around, and when he looks at you he smiles.
He says something to Hwasa, before he steps away from her, heading towards you, until he gets stopped by another co-worker of the two of you. Hwasa then makes her way to you, sitting beside you as he stares at San talking to Chanyeol. "He asked me to go swimming." She says. "But I didn't bring a suit." She sighs. She looks at you before looking down at your bag. Sue reaches in, grabbing your swimsuit, clinging it to her chest. "Since you won't be using this, you don't mind if I do, right?" She laughs.
Before you can answer, she gets up, shuffling into the house to change. San finally walks over to you, sitting down where Hwasa had just been. "Did you not bring a suit?" He asks. You wanted to tell him what Hwasa had said, but you didn't.
"No, it slipped my mind, I guess." You say, finishing your glass.
"Come anyways, you're wearing shorts and a tank, it'll dry in no time." He smiles, wiggling his eyebrows.
"I don't know." You laugh.
"San." You hear. "Oh San." She sings again. She grabs his hand, wearing your bikini, and pulls him up and into the water with him, laughing as he just stares at you. Soon after others join them in the pool, and you feel like a loser, sitting there watching them all have fun. You sat there for a few minutes, contemplating your choices, but ultimately you decided to leave. You didn't want to watch this anymore. You were tired.
You grabbed your bag, not bothering to say anything to anyone as you walked to the front door, and walked out, calling an uber from down the street.
An hour later, you received a text.
San [2:45pm]: why did you leave? You didn't say anything?
You [2:47pm]: Yeah, I wasn't feeling well. Sorry.
San [2:50pm]: I hope you feel better soon 😔
You tossed your phone to the edge of the bed after that. You didn't want to talk to anyone. Your heart hurts too much.
On Sunday you heard nothing from either Hwasa or San, and thankfully it was a long weekend, and you didn't have to see San at work on Monday. You were able to sit at home, and forget all your worries, until that night around 9 o'clock as you were getting ready for bed and your phone dinged. You picked it up as you brushed your teeth and opened the picture message from Hwasa.
It was a picture of her and San. And then a text came through.
Hwasa [9:06pm]: Hope you don't mind, he asked me out at the pool party and I said yes.
You didn't even know how to respond. You wanted to cry, you wanted to scream, but you did nothing. Instead you turned off your phone and went to sleep, feeling heartbroken and betrayed by your so called best friend.
Over the next few days you had successfully avoided San at work. You showed up early, closing the door to your office, you were always conviently on the phone whenever he popped in to say something and you took the stairs now instead of taking the elevator, with the possibility of running into him. It was working well, and you decided to keep it up, especially after the text Hwasa sent you on Saturday.
Hwasa [10:42pm]: another date with San, it was so nice! I told him about your crush, he said it was adorable, but only thinks of you as a friend. 🤭 sorry, bestie.
Again, you didn't respond, only yelling out hateful comments towards the girl who was supposed to be your best friend, but things were looking pretty clear lately, that she most definitely wasn't.
You didn't text her back on Sunday, and even San texted you, asking if you were mad at him because you had been avoiding him. You didn't respond to that either. Even though he hadn't been yours, it still felt like you had been betrayed. Obviously he was free to date whoever, but why did it have to be her? And why did she have to rub it in your face?
The next week, you had successfully gotten through two days of avoiding San, using your same tactics as the previous week. You had thought he had already left for the day on Wednesday when you emerged from your office, but alas there he was, leaning against one of the interns desks with his arms crossed as he waited for you.
"Can we talk?" He asks.
"I need to get home." You say, walking past him.
"Y/N!" He exclaims. "Why are you ignoring me? What did I do?" He wonders.
"You didn't do anything. Look, if your happy with Hwasa, then I'm happy for you. I've gotta go." You sigh, scurrying to the elevator, tuning out whatever he was yelling out behind you.
When you got home, you checked your phone and noticed at least 10 missed calls from San, and 15 messages, asking what you were talking about when you mentioned Hwasa. You should have to explain to him, he already knows. You threw down your phone, and took off your clothes to go take a shower.
You get out, and change into your shirt and underwear, too exhausted to have dinner, you just wanted to crawl into bed. You plug your phone in, and just as you're about to crawl into bed, you hear a banging at your door.
You open it, not expecting to see a frazzled San standing there. "What are you doing here?" You whisper.
"You didn't answer me texts or calls, you left me no choice." He says. "Are you going to invite me in?"
You open the door wider, letting him come in, forgetting what you were wearing. "What did you mean? If I'm happy with Hwasa?" He asks.
"You and her are dating?" You say, confused as to why you needed to remind him of this.
"I'm sorry, what?" He asks. "I'm not dating her!"
"She sent me a picture of the two of you, saying that you asked her on a date at the pool party, and then said you've gone out a couple times since then." You whisper.
"She ran into me, and asked me for a picture." He scoffs. "Not to mention, I told her I was interested in you, and she said you just wanted to me friends with me."
"She said the same thing to me! That you thought my crush was adorable, but you didn't see me like that."
"So that's why you've been avoiding me." He breathes. "Because you thought that her.. and I.. were.. dating." He pieces it together.
"I was upset, I'm sorry." You whisper. "It just sucked."
"There's only one person I want to date." San breathes. "And that person is you."
A smile creeps up on your face as he walks towards you. He places his hand on your cheek, smiling at you before he leaves down, pressing his lips to yours, count it as the best first kiss, ever.
⠀⠀畓⠀ ⠀⠀:⠀⠀⠀jongho⠀⠀⠀¡⠀⠀⠀ᘡ⠀⠀ ⠀ᥲtᥱᥱz⠀⠀⠀%⠀⠀⠀☆᤻᤻⠀⠀⠀𝖎𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘⠀⠀⠀⎘⠀⠀⠀..
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🖇 ↑ Oh, he can’t live without me ·˚ ༘
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