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that awkward moment when the only way you spell dionysus’s name right is by thinking dion why sus

I just don't want to let the suicidal 7th grade me down.

I was too much of a coward to die, I don't want to be to cowardly to live meaningfully.

huh. newsflash.

turns out all this time there's a reason why i couldn't really do meditation and grounding perfectly (and perform magick, most of the time) is because...

...someone i know (the said person aka grandpa is gone now... like forever gone as in no longer living in this world) sent/became a guardian for me to protect me from the damaging effect of the supernatural world.

good side effects include: immunity from baneful, dark magick that meant to harm me since many tried (and are still trying, i see) to do said thing to me, absolute protection.

NOT good side effect includes: me not being able to actually explore the world i want to explore (supernatural, witchcraft, unseen world, you know it). the absolute protection literally protects me from any kind of unseen forces, whether good or bad. they still spare me my witchy feelings BUT it wasn't as sharp as it was before i had the extra protection, and i must work REALLY hard to get it, as in wasting more energy to get short answers. meditation or emptying myself is quite hard, because when i try to let the universe or anything get into me, communicate with me, this said barrier would be like "nu uh stop there. no more. nope. N O P E"

i just found out about it this morning

i thank whoever sent that random grandpa to me and my mother's lives, because his loyalty is 1000/10 undoubted, proven by his absolute love and act of protection towards me until their death. even beyond death. and i'm extremely grateful for that.

it's just, i thought, wouldn't it be better if he taught me how to use my power to defend myself against the endless baneful magick sent in my way? to protect myself and my mom? to... idk, enrich myself with it?

i understand that people have different love language, and perhaps this is his way for me. i just can't help but wonder, why? and he was also the one who said that i can be quite good in this particular department (witchy, supernatural stuff). so why?

but good news is, that doesn't mean i won't be able to do it at all. someone said i could try again by acknowledging my guardian's presence first, their goals and meanings, and start communicating with them. and that's exactly what i'm gonna do.

(p.s: said grandpa is not my biological grandpa. sadly i never had the chance to meet my bio grandpa bc he died real early, so perhaps the greater power/universe sent this one for me.

my mom helped him a lot like he's her own father, and perhaps that's why the love we have is quite strong. i wish i cherished him more when he was alive, but there's a hitch and it's just another story to tell. he's gone but NEVER forgotten)

imagine a better life for yourself and or your loved ones. realize your inner power of conscious change of how you think and feel about yourself and future. let the negativity slowly but surely slip away from your consciousness. stay in the state of being of prosperity and success. own it within your imagination. see and feel the abundance that has always been yours. slowly but surely deprogram yourself from negative talk and feeling about money. success, your worth and your value in this world. without you the world is devoid of another universe of wonder and splendor. treat yourself with long due respect and awe at what you can do with a simple change of how you see yourself in the present.

ARE YOU A WITCH?

My dearest Talila all dressed up for Halloween 🎃

Sadly I want to give her a redesign because I just found out what an Eladrin is 😭

(Tape for better quality)

Witchy Things In My Practice, That Are Kind Of ✨Unique✨:

- Using sticker paper to write down sigil, which I stick onto random objects. For example, my deodorant can is charged with a sigil so I smell great all day.

- Jumble, the haunted frog statue that watches me while I sleep.

- Enchanting my pads and tampons so that I have an comfortable period.

- Giving food offerings to the magpies in my neighbourhood to ensure I don’t get swooped.

- Saving pieces of kicked up moss from the basketball courts at school so they can have a new home at my house.

- My one fluffy jumper is used as a personal ward when I wear it. Don’t ask.

- Any medication goes straight to the clear quartz and eggshell duo. My clear quartz sits next to my eggshells, and all my medication or skincare supplies as lodges between the two so that the meds work a charm. - Like my name, VitaGummies are a part of my practice. A morning ritual is where I thank my body and have my VitaGummies help my immune system.

- Ravioli is a food of prosperity. I eat it, I can take on the world.

- An endless list of spells to do for animals, like fertility spells for bees.

- 79.872% of my spells are oils being diffused in a diffusers with the windows open, so that once the spell is completed the particles will drift off into the world.

- Reading Twilight to point out red flags and internalised misogyny to help me unpack my own.

- Earrings associated with Sabbats!

- Blankets to bring good sleep.

-Shadow man in the corner of my room guarding my herbs and oils for me. He‘s okay to stay, he’s a very good boi and stays in his corner.

Feel free to reblog this post with anything that’s highly unique to your practice and that you think other people should incorporate into their own!

How To Access Herbs:

I think there are so many witches on social media who have an abundance of herbs and spices for their spells and rituals, drying by their windows. You can get really easy access to herbs and plants if you take your teabags and use the plants within them. I just had a tea that has butterfly pea, chamomile and dandelion in it, which I will be using for some glamour magick spells. By drinking the tea and stirring intention into it, you’ve already charged the herbs with your own energy. Just open the teabag up and place the mug on your windowsill to dry the herbs, and boom! Charged and perfectly cut herbs for spellwork. I use this method as a closeted witch to ensure I can do spell work without my mother becoming suspicious of the herbs leaving the pantry quickly.

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May my tears water the seeds of abundance and flourish.

this is your reminder that hair holds energy, so if you're feeling a bit off go take care of your hair i swear your energy will improve like crazy

I feel like you don’t love me when you don’t want to spend on me

I went to a crystal shop and a rock con today and let's just say I can't stop fuelling my crystal addiction

Searching for a Coven

I am very interested in joining a coven. I need a community to help me find awakening. I still am a baby witch and not sure if I lean more wicca or pagan or a middle ground.

I have been in a rut and just want to break that trend and get more into my practice but I realize that I need help.

If anyone has any internet covens or PNW covens that they know of and trust, please let me know 🤎

Favorite Horror Films

Rec. (2007) Rosemary's Baby (1968) The Blair Witch Project (1999) Hereditary (2018) The Silence of the Lambs (1991) Poltergeist (1982) The Thing (1982) Alien (1979)