Hey guys..I think I’m gonna sign off for a bit..I just keeping losing my chances and blowing it..I don’t know what to do..I just want love. I wanna wake up to someone’s face and shower them in kisses, I wanna make them lunch before they go to work, I want them to come home to dinner on the table. I just wanna give someone my love...but I blow it every time. I’m just gonna be single forever...
What I wouldn’t give to become someone's papered house pet, not having to worry about anything but treating my master right. Id love to be the kind that he can show off to his friends or at parties, with a tail, ears and special collar with something like Sub, Kitten or Pretty Boy on it.
Send me anonymous messages, picture youve taken without my knowledge, hidden messages that could be from no one but you. Gifts to wear or use and make sure you let me know if im obeying or not. Tell me youre fantasies of how you will use me. I will know you are nearby but never know where. Ill spend days looking over my shoulder scared in public but secretly turned on.
Until you cant wait anymore and take mw in all the ways youve told me. Until you claim whats yours
Teach me about sex, take advantage of me touch me! I'm too dumb and young to know your intentions. So naive so cute. If strangers look at us in disgust or jealousy it's okay, they just dont get it! Put me in cute mini skirts and heels let me be your doll baby. At the end of the day I'm a cute set of holes for you to use and love.
though I adore the sheer force of strength behind each hit and my inner masochist was jumping with joy at this treatment, I was only mildly satisfied.
Since Sir is away at the moment (he gave permission for me to do impact play with one of his trusted friends) and couldn’t physically be there, I didn’t allow myself to go into subspace.
I don’t feel safe letting myself be vulnerable like that with another person. It’s a shame really because we had to stop when I was about to start crying ( my one and only subspace indicator) so I didn’t actually get to push my limits.