in my girlboss era who wants to kiss
in my girlboss era who wants to kiss
someone make me an icon border /j
Mi motivación para levantarme todos los días es imaginar tu aroma a lado mío y pensar que algún despertaremos juntos cada mañana.
T💞💓 te amo 💖
i don't have same face syndome exactly........... i have seungmin fail face syndrome which is when every face you draw looks like kim seungmin except when you try to draw kim seungmin
I just wish I had the desire or the motivation or whatever requirement it is to actually choose something for myself. Not even the motivation to do, but the ability to actually figure out what to do in the first place.
I’m not one for romantic love declarations but I tell my cat like 50 times a day that he is a good boy, a very pretty boy, and how much I love him, and I think that says enough about me
I’ve been lacking motivation to do anything recently.
I’m not even motivated to lose weight. I’m just laying here, stuffing my face with food I’m not even craving, stuff I don’t even feel like eating for absolutely no reason, and I can’t bring myself to stop or go back to restricting whatsoever because I don’t fucking care about weightloss anymore. I don’t care anymore, about losing weight, how my body looks, nothing, it’s just gone, and I eat without even wanting the food.
I know that this may sound great but I don’t like this at all. I can’t bring myself to have to lose weight anymore but something inside me feels the need to keep going, to keep starving and to get back into that mindset. Nothing, and I repeat nothing matters to me at the moment, it’s not just about my weight, but also school, friends and family, I brush everything off because I don’t care anymore. I can’t bring myself to care. Have I reached absolute numbness? What is this? How can I go back? I never thought not feeling anything could feel worse than feeling too much.
It’s bugging me I don’t feel the need to lose weight anymore. I’m not okay with “recovering”, I’m not skinny yet and I need to keep going. But for what? For what am I doing all of this? For what am I continuing to live this life I fucked up in so many ways? Does anybody know how to feel something? Please help me.
The sad part is that I don’t care that I don’t care about friends and family, but it bugs me so much that I don’t feel the need to lose weight anymore. Why am I like this? And what if I’m actually faking an Ed just for attentions sake whatsoever? Because I don’t even feel the need to lose weight at the moment but I know that I have to feel the need, should feel it. It’s bugging me so much you don’t even know. Ugh
Over the winter holidays when my health was bad and my stomach wasn't working, my friend gave me homemade gingerbread cookies that I stuck in the freezer in the hopes I could eat them someday.
I'm snacking on them today.
Ive been doing so badly the last few days and its so frustrating
it’s cloudy and windy and rainy this morning, so i’m in no rush to get out of bed ✨
going to try and finish this book off - #9 since arriving in fiji. i read 6 in week 1, and then have read a few longer ones since then and taken my time - also i don’t think i’ve updated that i’m now out of quarantine and in my apartment, but there’s been a covid outbreak here so we’re in lockdown - which sucks tbh, it’s such a weird way to arrive in a new place and then not really be able to leave your house, orient yourself, meet people. and it’s sucks for fiji, which had been covid free for a year. but it is what it is, and i’m hoping it’ll be over soon. anyway, trying to still plan out a relaxing homey weekend, not one where i lose hours to boredom scrolling.
quickfire landscapes! i like that you can see improvement across them, that makes me happy
bucky should kill xavier next
"wilbur's status right now is disappointed in me and i don't like that because it makes me feel bad about myself"
I stay up late sometimes, stealing back the hours I lost when I was trapped in my mind.
does anyone wanna see a 5 second video of my dog coming out the closet?
bitches help im experiencing side effects
man i took a p h a t nap