I still need to lose 44 pounds until I reach my ugw. Why is it so fucking hard. It’s taking so long. I know that by this time next year I’ll be there but I don’t want to wait. I want it now. I just want to be thin. It sucks because I can go so long without eating but the second I do I don’t stop shoving my mouth. I’m disgusting. And I’m still heavy enough where people don’t even question my eating habits or “diets.” Which I’m thankful for for now.. I need tips on how to lose as much weight as quickly as possible. Please.