*Disclaimer: This was spurred by my reading of Midnight Sun. Please indulge me... lol 🙄🧛♂️
This is a real thing though! An actual physiological reaction that some people (including myself) experience! And it is especially frustrating because people either don't take you seriously when you are mad, or worse, they believe you are crying on purpose to manipulate your way out of the argument or situation, when crying is the LAST thing you want to be doing right then!
I’ve said it once, and I’ll say it again: Angela Weber was the only valid friend Bella had
Why I'm laughing about that? LMAO
Sorry, I know my jokes are terrible. But, I totally imagine that dialogue taking place at some level where they abandon the romance with extra sugar, and just deal with their problems in a normal and very human way. Like Bella saying "You know what? I feel that way! What are you going to do about it?" But, Edward being Edward, he just gets startled by how Bella starts the discussion so directly and aggressively, that he refuses to really argue with her. Choosing a non-confrontation path, as usual, he chooses to only answer with a "Not right now, Bella."
Just dragging the subject until he can fully understand the situation (Even If it's very simple to resolve), making Bella very angry with him. Making her bring up the subject in every way possible, until it crawls out of his shell and mind, dealing with it, correctly.
I mean it's not perfect. But It sets the mood, right? Like, nothing frustrastes more a partner them trying to solving things in the relationship and the other part it's not in the mood or are emocionally unavailiable. Am I making sense?
What I'm trying to say is that, although I love my first OTP. When we are reading BD, we have all of those marriage problems, and I would love to see them really arguing without a "thing about immortal child pregnancy" or "that big plot of life and death over our heads coming our way". ... I just wanted to see them trying to solve the real problems, which they both know they have in the adult relationship, you know? But I’m probably thinking about it a lot and it’s not making much sense.
there’s never really a “right” time for this conversation, so i’m just gonna jump right in.
what did edward wear to the meadow?
what is this “white sleeveless button down”?
i don’t want to know, and yet... i must
(tw: ugly clothes)
Caught these two trespassing in my yard today.
I was not disappointed!!!!🥰😉😂🤭
"i had an adrenaline rush. they're very common, you can google it."
narrator voice: and she did google it.
Jacob saying he’ll get himself killed if Bella doesn’t beg for him 😡
Jacob can see how manipulative Edward is and Bella just won’t listen and think he’s just jealous but a lot of points Jacob makes about Edward and Bella turning are really valid
“Not before you’ve even lived!” is a really good one. Bella hasn’t experienced most of human life, she can’t know what she’s going to be missing until she’s missing it, and she can’t go back
When Jake realises “He’s got his hooks in you so deep” it’s half a misjudgment because Bella doesn’t do what Edward wants a lot of the time, but Edward does succeed in controlling her and only Jacob sees it
Renee warning Bella about thinking about what she’s doing going to university in Alaska to be with Edward when she’s moving across the country to stay with Phil 🙄
I do not want to learn how to drive but i wanna recreate the twilight scene where edward drives very recklessly so i guess its a sacrifice i'll have to live with
Edward consistently failing/refusing to keep Bella updated on the Victoria/Seattle situation = bad
Edward messing with Bella’s truck so she can’t see Jacob is incredibly abusive
“The wolves have no control” he says, but he knows they do! And they have no more control than most vampires do, who he lets Bella be around. If he lets Jasper be around her, he should let Jacob
It seems like every once and a while, two people get it figured out, two people get it right. And the rest of us, we walk around daydreaming about what that might be like. To find that one great love where, all of the sudden everything that used to seem so complicated became simple, and everything that used to seem wrong all of the sudden seemed right because you were with the person who made you feel fearless.
Bella stopped listening to music in new moon because she heard Come In With The Rain by Taylor Swift and it hit a little too close to home
I am proud to be gen-z, bc I know my generation would make Edward Cullen break down in the middle of a class lol