Within each story is a tale about the dark, mysterious, and melevolent nature of each demon. What will you face when going head to head with them? Danger? Or something far more threatening?
Warnings: Each part will include smut (ofc), this isnt for certain, but some or all parts will include something along the lines of: death, murder, evil stuff lol idk. Some angst. Fluff is going to be minimal I think.
Name: Choi Soobin
Demon Type: Death Prince
Soobin’s world was lonely. He resided in a dark place unknown to the eyes of a mortal. He would only surface to devour the souls of evil when their untimely death arrives, but nothing more. It was until he was met with a mortal. A mortal that held more darkness and evil in them than he’s ever seen. If only death would’ve taken them, their soul would be his, but that wish would not come true, and for an unfathomable reason.
Pairings: Demon!Soobin x Serial Killer!reader
Name: Choi Yeonjun
Demon Type: Incubus
He appeared in your dreams. He appeared as a shadow in the corner of your eye, disappearing when you would notice. He stalked you, waiting for the moment to pounce. He’d take your oh-so-fragile soul little by little, succumbing you to the darkness. But he wouldn’t do it because his king wanted another soul to feed him. Oh no. He would do it because he wants you for himself for all of eternity.
Pairing: Incubus!Yeonjun x Human!reader
Name: Choi Beomgyu
Demon Type: Prince of Hell (Lucifer’s Son)
As the son of the ruler of hell, who’s to tell Beomgyu that he can’t do what he wants? He held so much power, the power to kill a whole population of people. So what does he do with that power? He simply decides that he wants to explore the home of the mortals for the first time. In order to do that, though, he must stay with a host for the time being. You eventually find out that you’ve been chosen once finding a random man in your home at 3 in the morning.
Pairing: Demon!Beomgyu x Human!reader
Name: Kang Taehyun
Demon Type: Halfling
He resides deep into the dark woods where the trees tangled together and the sound of nature took over. When that sound would suddenly disappear, they knew he was near. He would lure the unsuspecting into the woods to tear them to pieces for the sole reason of just doing so. So what happens when you and your friends make a bet to see how long you would last in the forest with the “stupid town myth” named Kang Taehyun?
Pairing: demon halfling!Taehyun x Human!reader
Name: Kai Huening
Demon Type: Trickster Demon
Kai Huening, the boy you’ve always known as your imaginary friend. He was your best friend, the best you could have. He was the cause of revenge against every enemy you’ve had, and when you were down, he was your sole purpose of living. What happens when you find that your friend is in fact, not imaginary, and he’s marked you for a marriage that you didn’t know was in your fate since the day you were born.
a/n : this is based on the video game valorant so i'm sorry if you're confused with the event :")
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"where are you?" beomgyu asked, his eyes glancing over the map and back to the center of the screen as his hand roughly moved the mouse on the mouse pad while the other hand pressing the WASD keys, finding you in the game. "i'm at C. there was reyna and i'm waiting for her," you said, carefully peeking behind the blocks in the middle of the C site.
footsteps was heard and your eyes quickly glanced at the map and sighed in relief, "god damn it, beomgyu. i thought you're one of the opponent team," you mumbled. but it can still be heard from the mic and you could hear beomgyu chuckled. "i'll be right here with you and i will heal you," he said as he smiled with proud, glancing at you from the other side of the room.
peeking once again, there was no sign of reyna. "i think she's rotating," you said, and moved quickly to the spawn to go to the A site. "can you watch out for B?" you asked but beomgyu was still following you.
"no, baby. i'm a healer and i have to heal you if your hp decreases," he said. you shook your head before you heard footsteps in front of you, obviously not your teammates' since they were all kind of trapped in the A site as shooting sound was heard from there. holding the 'shift' button, you slowly walked to the entrance of the A site.
at the moment, one of your teammate had their hp very low. "beomgyu, go heal omen. i'm pheonix, i can heal myself," you said. but he tsked and kept on following you. "no, i won't leave you alone."
"beomgyu, for god's sake! we're gonna lose—"
"heal, heal! sage, heal!" the omen screamed in the mic which beomgyu sighed and obliged to go heal the teammate, made his way to the stairs to heaven. in the meantime, you entered the site without checking corners and the reyna shot you from behind.
"no! baby!" beomgyu screamed into the mic, which even louder for you since you both were in the same room. "this is why i don't want to leave you — you can heal yourself my ass," he said before he made his way to take revenge on the reyna for you. "if we lose, we'll go for another round until we win," he said with enthusiasm and you agreed — which you two ended up playing it until the sun rises.
A/n: this was just a short fanfic i made so don't be mad at me if it just doesn't make sense cause that's the point ig?? Please do enjoy this fanfic <3
“Beomgyu I can’t be with you..”
“WHY?! AM I NOT ENOUGH??” as he screamed at you not knowing why cant you just accept his love
“NO BEOMGYU YOUR MORE THEN ENOUGH! YOU’RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, CUTEST, KINDEST PERSON I MET…you’re the best thing that happened to me..”
“THEN WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME BACK!!”
“because beomgyu im not even real.. I’m just a ghost I came back to my body again just because I feel so lonely up there until I lose my mind and went here.. I promised myself just to enjoy life one more time before they found me and take me back but then I met you and I fell for you and so did you,
I didn’t want anyone to be hurt to just to see me disappear, I’m sorry. I loved you even when I knew my heart isn’t even beating anymore, even if don’t have my breath again, even if I have no feelings to feel but I did for you, I did...So please forget me,”
All beomgyu can do is stand there hearing all those words even and it hurted him the most that he fell for you even if you are just a ghost. All he want is just to be with you.
“y/n take me with you.. Please I can’t live without you..”
“no beomgyu, you can live without me I know you can but just please forget me cause I’m nothing then ashes and just a flying spirit.”
As she said that the angels appeared and dragged her out of beomgyu’s sight as he tried to ran to catch you some angles was also holding him back. All he can see is you smiling with a tear and whisper “I love you beomgyu,” and then she disappear with the light.
Beomgyu cried his heart out all he can feel is pain, all he wanted is to be with you and love you.. was that too hard to ask?
“don’t worry y/n I’ll come for you sooner or later, alive or dead”
genre fluff. warnings sex joke idk, cursing, details of kissing, a little bit suggestive. author’s note the song.
the way beomgyu was grinning at his phone made you feel uneasy, the sight making your stomach sink. who was he talking to that could possibly make him smile that hard? a frown made its way onto your face as you held your phone closer to your face, staring at the typing indicator under taehyun’s contact.
‘you’re going to hurt your eyes,’ he reached over to grab your phone, pulling it out of your hands and making you gasp.
both of your phones were tossed onto your bedside table before beomgyu offered his arms out towards you. but you crossed your arms over your chest and shook your head, turning away from him. he panicked, unable to think of what he might’ve done to piss you off. or maybe he hadn’t done anything at all, and you were just afraid of showing him too much affection. defeated, he grabbed his phone again and laid down, holding the device above his face.
‘’gyu…’ you trailed off, watching him stare up at his phone. maybe he was talking to them again. ‘what are you doing?’
‘i can’t say,’ he shrugged. you opened your mouth to say something before quickly shutting it, not wanting to seem jealous or obsessive. ‘otherwise it’ll ruin the surprise.’
‘what surprise?’ sighing, you turned yourself to face him properly. ‘did you meet somebody and now i have to hear about it?’
‘what!?’ he quickly sat up, dropping his phone in the process. your eyes caught sight of spotify on his phone and you reached to grab it before he could, staring at the playlist titled with your name. ‘of course i didn’t meet somebody else, i’m with you.’
‘well, not officially,’ the first song you saw was one he had posted about before, during the time you were with soobin. ‘so if you did go out with someone else, i wouldn’t be able to stop you.’
‘y/n, don’t be ridiculous,’ he pulled his phone out of your hand, eyes landing on what you were staring at. heat rose to his cheeks and up to his ears before he could muster up the courage to look you in the eyes. ‘you weren’t supposed to see that yet.’
‘can we listen to that one?’ leaning closer, you pointed towards the first song on the playlist. ‘i want to see if it’s worthy enough to be our song.’
‘you remember,’ the same smile returned to his face, making your heart skip a beat. ‘here.’
you were offered the right headphone as he took the left one, setting his phone in the middle of you before pressing play. at first you were taken aback by the lyrics, lightly shoving at his shoulder in protest. he quickly paused the song.
‘choi beomgyu,’ you glared up at him. ‘what about this song reminds you of me?’
‘just listen,’ he laughed, wrapping his arm around your waist to pull you in closer. ‘i promise you’ll love it.’
deciding to give the song another chance, you pressed play and rested your head against his shoulder, closing your eyes to focus on the lyrics. beomgyu grabbed your hand to play with your fingers just as the second verse came on, and you felt him tense up with both embarrassment and anticipation.
now i’m angry ‘cause i’m fallin’ in love,
i’m mad ‘cause i used to hate all this stuff.
lifting your head, you met his gaze. he was already staring right at you, ears still tinted red with embarrassment. you broke out into a smile, heat rising to your own cheeks. it was such an intimate moment, his feelings being confessed directly to you through a song that he always held close to his heart.
‘i really want to kiss you right now,’ you admitted, gaze shifting when you realised what you just said. beomgyu grabbed the headphones and his phone, tossing them aside before leaning towards you to meet your lips.
the kisses were soft and slow, unlike the rushed and intense kiss you shared a few weeks prior. you’d never been kissed like that before, his hand gently cupping your face. and like how his eyes had held much stronger love for you than yeonjun’s or soobin’s ever had, his lips did an amazing job of telling you just how much he loved you, too.
you positioned your knees on either side of his hips, his free hand steadying you by holding onto your thigh. he looked so pretty beneath you when you pulled away, a short laugh escaping his lips while you looked down at him. you kissed him once again, pulling away within seconds so that you could look at him again.
‘i think i love you,’ sighing, you reached up to brush his hair out of his eyes. ‘and i want you to be my boyfriend.’
‘seriously?’ he smirked, making you roll your eyes. ‘you already know i love you, y/n, but i was planning on asking you first to officially be mine.’
‘well i beat you to it, choi,’ you teased. ‘so what do you say?’
‘i say no,’ the smirk never left his face, your eyes squinting in annoyance making him laugh. ‘of course i’ll be your boyfriend, but only if you tell everyone i was the one that asked.’
‘well… what do i get in return?’ your voice lowered to a whisper, fingers fiddling with the material of his t-shirt.
no more words were exchanged between the two of, his lips shutting you up with a kiss. but you couldn’t complain, if he would allow it then you would kiss him forever. you didn’t care about the need to breathe or eat or sleep, you just wanted to be close to him.
your fingers softly ran over his scalp while he held you flush against him, his own hands sliding to your waist. you felt his fingers slip under your t-shirt, the coldness of his skin making you jolt forward. his lips parted with a silent moan, giving you access to his tongue. while his cold fingers ran up and down your bare waist, you began toying with the hair at the back of his neck.
the door to your dorm swung open just as beomgyu tightened his hold on your waist, about the flip the two of you over. you gasped, being shoved off of him to see that taehyun and kamal were standing in the doorway with wide eyes and their mouths hanging open. you grabbed your pillow, throwing it at kai who let out a squeal and backed out of the room.
your eyes met beomgyu’s and you both burst out laughing, not prepared to deal with the situation at hand.
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warnings: kissing, mentions of food, a few curses i think
i feel like he’d take you on a picnic BUT...hear me out
at night, with the stars twinkling above you guys
your two bodies overlooking the city of Seoul, the luminous buildings in the foreground and its monstrous mountains in the back
the way he asked you out was very last minute but he had actually planned this entire date WEEKS before
a nice thick blanket, your favourite drinks and snacks, a small speaker with a specially curated playlist of all the songs that you love or that remind him of you
you would have ran at the idea of a picnic at night if it was anyone else but since you trust yeonjun so much, you really couldn’t say no
you two sit until almost the break of dawn, chattering, laughing, admiring each other, and even shedding a tear or two after some deep thoughts
with him, you felt so utterly comfortable
it didn’t even feel like a first date. it was more like you’ve been dating him for years
it’s summer so you don’t think about brining a sweater or coat since it was sweltering just 6 hours ago but you find yourself shivering underneath the gaze of the pale moon
he notices this immediately and quickly shrugs off his own hoodie
you try to decline but he starts whining, his lips forming into his -iconic- pout
“yahhh, can’t you just let me do this nice thing for you?”
you giggle and give in, but ask “what about you though? you’re gonna be freezing!”
this little devil smirks, pulling you closer to him by your hips before replying back with “guess you’re gonna have to keep me warm with your cuddles.”
he’s so suave it’s killing me
it’s a no brainer that binnie decides to take you to a little trip around all the independent bookstores around the city
you both love reading so he thought you would love this
he HOPES you love it, he’s really panicking
but don’t worry soobin! the date’s a success!!
You thought you’d hit up 4 stores, AT MOST but this boy really ran you around to 15 different nooks and crannies filled with books
you really couldn’t complain though
it was heaven to you
you though soobin was going to buy a few books for himself but he really didn’t. in fact, he bought half the books you picked up but put away since you didn’t want to blow all your money in one day
he obviously did this behind your back
you were mad at first cuz hello??? why’s he spending all his money on you?
it’s cuz he loves the way your eyes light up whenever you pick up a book :((
he wants to see it all the time. always.
at the last bookstore, you decided to pick a book you’d both read together
so when you were all done with your shopping, you hauled all the books into his car and drove to a little park
the two of you sat underneath a weeping willow, his back resting on the tree and your head on his lap as you lay on the grass
binnie also gave you his windbreaker so your bum wouldn’t touch the cold ground :((
as your sitting/laying there, he nudges you to read the book you picked together out loud
why, you may ask
well because he wants to hear your soft voice as he plays with your hair
after a while your mouth goes dry and you ask him to stop
he just sits you up so you face him and gives you a bottle of water but before it reaches your lips, he moves your hand away and softly leans in and presses a warm peck to your mouth
“is that enough to rejuvenate you?”
like hell it was
you wanted more kisses from soobin
and so he gave you more :)
beomgyu’s very nervous so to hide that, he opts for a casual date!
it’s something you appreciated because you were also extremely nervous
he first takes you to the convenience store
like it’s part of the main attraction for the date and ‘gyu was worried that you were going to think it was a stupid idea
but you loved it!!
you bought a few packets of ramen, soda, and chocolate for dessert
before you begin to dig in, beomgyu perks up and rushes back to the ramen aisle while screaming “DON’T EAT YET! I HAVE AN IDEA!”
you’re both shocked and confused
but then he returns with the spiciest ramen he can find
one for you and one for you
you begin to protest but he cuts you off
“no, listen. let’s see you can finish the bowl first!”
“we both can’t handle heat, we’re gonna pass out,” you retaliate
“that’s the fun part!”
but you give in though cuz you thought it would be fun
you both start scarfing down the fire ramen, huffing and puffing, hiccuping, and worst of all, tears and snot dripping down your face
you turn to each other, take your faces in and break off into hysterics, pieces of ramen flying everywhere
it’s a mess
but you finished the ramen!
at what cost though?
you’re both in pain, not to mention disgustingly messy on the face
you wanted to look cute for ‘gyu :((
but he really thought you couldn’t be more prettier cuz you look so happy and he wants to be the main cause of that happiness all the time :(
you clean your faces up and it turns out that beomgyu was the one who finished the ramen
you really couldn’t, the heat was getting to you and you thanked every holy being for that laugh break so you don’t have to finish eating it
you’re both stuffed so you head to a playground and goof off
he pushes you on the swings but being the brat that he is, he begins twisting it so that you spin and spin and spin until you get dizzy
you hop off and attempt to run and tackle him but you fall to the ground while he’s doing his inwards laugh
he feels really bad afterwards cuz you get dizzy easily and feel a bit weak so he helps you up and feeds you some cold water and pushes you towards a bench so you can collect yourself
“you’re an idiot, beomgyu”
he looks down at his feet and feels horrible :(
but you nudge his shoulder and hug him
“but you’re MY idiot”
BIG SMILE FROM HIM
it’s a home date!
he actually chose this because he thinks that the first date should be intimate so what better way to do this than to set up camp at his home!
he kicked the members out of the dorm ;-;
but it’s alright though because they’re all chilling with their families
while you were on your way to the dorm, he began setting everything up
fairy-lights everywhere, those cool gradient lights on the walls, a projector on the ceiling and a nice fort with white sheets and throw pillows for comfort
he also ordered your fav foods: pizza, ice cream, chips, fries, burgers, literally EVERYTHING
he wants you to have options :)
he wants this to be perfect for you so he lets you pick what you’re going to watch, what you’ll eat, and the activities for later!
you arrive and are immediately blown away by his effort
no one has ever been this thorough for you before :((
he takes your coat from you and hangs it up cuz he’s the biggest gentleman
you walk over to the kitchen and brighten up (even more) when you see brownie mix sitting on the counter
“are we making brownies? :D”
he swears he feels his heart leap just by seeing how excited you are
“only if you want to”
“OF COURSE I WANT TO!”
he allows you to pick a film so that you’d have some background noise but you opt for “Over the Garden Wall”
perfect fall, goblincore vibes!
you’re cheekier than him so you dollop some wet brownie mix onto his noise
he looks at you like this 😠 but you see a smile creeping on his features
he places some onto the corner of your mouth to get revenge >:)
you frown and complain how he’s going to ruin your make-up
so he leans forward and kisses the mix off of your face
you stand there like 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️
he places the brownies into the oven, grabs your hand and pulls you into the fort
but you’re still in a trance from the kiss
he notices this
so he kisses you again
but directly on the mouth
this breaks you out of your reverie and you begin to kiss back
but he pulls away 😞
“you can’t kiss on an empty stomach, now can you?”
you blush like crazy and shake you head
the two of you watch the show, laughing at the top of your lungs while making cheeky comments and eating your food, especially your brownies
ofc he’s going to upstage you, he has the voice of an angel
you guys rent a room for nearly 3 hours but man! it was the fastest 3 hours of your life
you guys do a whole bunch of songs
offbeat to fast raps, off-key to ballads, dancing around to pop songs, you even sing opera, your voices cracking since you’re definitely not trained for that kind of singing
you swear you can feel the entirety of your body moving from how loud the room is
at the end of your session, he sings one solo song, called “Amar Pelois Dois” and he dedicates it to you
you think he’s going to goof off again but instead he stands of the tiny stage in front of you, his one hand on his chest, the other clutching the mic, and his eyes closed as he pours his heart into this Portuguese song
you tear up at the end at the gesture and his beautiful singing
when he’s done you clap and run to hug him
he buries his head into your neck and he’s grinning like a madman :(
he likes you a lot and wanted to show you it in a meaningful way
the message was received with success!
you pull apart and walk out of the karaoke place while holding hands, the goofiest of grins on your guys’ faces
the definition of young love :(
you head to a diner for lunch and especially for drinks cuz your throats are dry and tired from singing so much (and so loudly)
you share an order of fries and a strawberry milkshake! with two straws! in one glass!!
you try to throw fries into each other’s mouths but you fail
the milkshake though...
yeah hyuka was definitely going berserk at this
being so close to you, getting the chance to stare into your gorgeous eyes
this was heaven to him
he finds a jukebox at the back of the diner!
so he gets up and inserts a few cents into the machine, picking a song
you thought he was going to pick something and join you back at the booth
you didn’t expect him to starts dancing. in. front. of. everyone.
but he’s doing well
so you enjoy the show
you start to panic when he nears you and grabs for your hands
“c’mon, join me!”
“yeah, no, absolutely not”
he doesn’t take no for an answer and before you know it, he’s forcing you to do all these old dance moves. in. front. of everyone.
but you don’t care anymore
cuz you’re with hueningkai and you feel so carefree with him
“Hello my lovelies, today we are going pumpkin picking and then decorating them afterwards.” You introduced to the camera, smiling widely. You were sitting in your parked car, Beomgyu in the passenger's seat. He wasn’t exactly sure what possessed him to continue making videos with you, maybe he was just desperate for lots of views. Beomgyu wasn’t even sure anymore.
He wouldn’t admit it out loud, but he actually liked doing fall activities. It was easy and stress-free, he also couldn’t deny that your passion for the holidays made him feel a little less grouchy. Beomgyu was starting to realize that he didn’t hate you, but he certainly wasn’t rushing to be your friend. There was still a feeling of dislike towards you.
“I am here with Beomgyu who has joined me once again. Maybe this will be a recurring thing, who knows.” You added and Beomgyu smiled, one that didn’t feel as fake as usual. In the beginning he would’ve revolted at the idea of making more than one video with you. But he was starting to find joy in the little things and wouldn’t say ‘no’ if you asked to keep making more videos with him.
Yeonjun, Kai and Taehyun would probably tease Beomgyu, making it seem as if he had a crush on you. He definitely didn’t, he was just willing to try new things. And Beomgyu as (possibly) willing to give you a chance because you weren’t such a horrible person. Beomgyu still wished that you wouldn’t screech in his ear every five minutes though.
“Have you ever been pumpkin picking?” You asked Beomgyu once the two of you got to the farm. You held the camera up in front of you two, shivering slightly from the crisp temperature. It had definitely dropped over the weeks and you regretted not bringing a heavier jacket.
“Here, take mine.” Beomgyu spoke up, taking off his jacket before grabbing the camera from you. Hesitantly, you grabbed the item from his free hand, shocked that he had even offered. You put on the green bomber jacket and Beomgyu smirked at your flustered expression.
“How cute.” He teased, holding up the camera to film you putting it on. You pretended to glare at him, zipping the jacket up to your chin. It smelled like coconut and fresh laundry, and you tried your best not to let out a small scream at the fact that you were wearing something of Beomgyu’s.
“Alright, let’s go.” You announced, taking your camera back and walking towards the sea of pumpkins.
“To answer your question from before, the last time I went pumpkin picking was when I was, like, five— so I’m not sure what I’m doing.” Beomgyu spoke up, chuckling awkwardly. You smiled, stuffing your hands in the pockets of Beomgyu’s jacket.
“Just choose one that’s not crushed or ruined— like this one.” You explained, pointing to a perfectly round pumpkin. It was small, but it was absolutely perfect, like the ones you saw on sets of movies.
“It’s so cute.” You cooed while picking it up, becoming excited over the small pumpkin. Beomgyu smiled at your excitement, an actual real smile. He thought it was interesting how happy you became over the smallest things. He wished to appreciate life like that. Maybe everyone needed to be a little more like you.
“So, like this one?” Beomgyu asked, pointing to a white pumpkin.
“You have to check and make sure the back isn’t messed up.” You advised, watching as Beomgyu picked up the pumpkin. He let out a noise of disgust once he saw the back of it was gone, flies occupying the inside.
“Yeah, that’s why you check.” You chuckled as Beomgyu wiped his hands on his jeans.
“Gross!” He exclaimed dramatically, making you shush him because of the looks you both received. He playfully bumped your shoulder and you nearly dropped the pumpkin.
“Careful! This pumpkin is my baby now.” You pouted, holding the pumpkin tighter to your chest. Beomgyu rolled his eyes, taking your camera so you could properly hold the object.
“I am so very sorry.” Beomgyu uttered sarcastically. Walking off to find a new pumpkin.
Once you both gathered enough, Beomgyu paid (which you tried to fight him about it but he insisted) and you both drove back to your apartment.
When you got home, you began to set up in the kitchen, taking out paint and laying down towels on the counter. You set up yours and Beomgyu’s pumpkins on the table before starting the camera once more.
You began to paint your pumpkin, making it look like a cat. Beomgyu grabbed a knife (without your knowledge) and began to carve his instead, an almost psychotic smile on his face. You gasped dramatically, making the boy look up at you with wide eyes.
“You didn’t tell me you were going to kill it!” You joked, but kept your expression serious just to trick the male. Beomgyu put the knife down, looking like a toddler who had just gotten scolded.
“But it’s a jack-o-lantern.” He pouted, slowly turning the pumpkin towards you so you could see. It looked like an abstract mess and you gave him a judging look while dragging your pumpkin away.
“Stay away from her.” You demanded, patting the top of your pumpkin. You didn’t miss the way Beomgyu smiled, one that seemed very genuine. If you couldn’t make him laugh, at least you got him to smile. Even if it was a lame joke.
knocking on taehyun's door, y/n heard his singing came into a halt.
"it's unlocked," he called.
as she entered his room, she found him at his desk with a guitar in his hand, a pen on the other and a shit ton of crumpled papers on the floor.
"whoa, what happened here," y/n commented, kicking them aside while making her way towards him.
"just working on something," he replied, furrowing his eyebrows while chewing on his pen.
wow his thinking face is so hot
"here's your iced americano," she placed it on his table.
y/n took him nodding as a sign to leave, but were stopped by a hand on her wrist.
"y/n, can you do me a favour?" taehyun asked.
"only if you pay me," she joked.
"im serious," she saw him roll his eyes.
"fine, what is it?"
"can you listen to this song im working on and tell me honestly what do you think of it?" he quietly asked, afraid if she finds the favour too much.
"are you kidding? sure!" she practically squealed, taking a seat on his bed, facing taehyun who's sitting on his chair. y/n probably didnt realise this due to her excitement, but their knees were actually touching. their close proximity didnt go unnoticed by taehyun, making him a bit confused.
isnt she the one not wanting me to invade her personal space?
but he kept silent nevertheless.
"그러다 내게 나타난 천사
데려가 줘 너의 hometown
I know it's real, I can feel it
난 문제 투성이 love sick
I'm a loser in this game
세계의 유일한 법칙
내 손을 잡아줘
Please use me like a drug"
y/n wasnt sure why, but she felt goosebumps when she listened to taehyun's singing. it was a very familiar feeling, just like when she's listening to..... well, prodsputnik's songs.
human's instinct is a powerful thing, but y/n decided to ignore hers (stupid, if you ask me).
that's impossible... right?
"so... what do you think?" he asked, a hint of nervousness evident in his tone.
"damn, i gotta say, you got some talent, taehyun. you wrote that all by yourself? just went through a breakup or something?"
"uhm yeah, i wrote that, and no, it's more like an unrequited love, something like that."
"oh, that sucks. but i think the song's really good,"
"really?" taehyun brightened up at her words.
"yep. but i have something to ask,"
"uh-oh and what's that?"
"why me? it's not like im a music major or something?"
"i mean, you HATE me. you wont see me through rose-coloured glasses, so i guess that will be the most honest judgement i can get," he shrugged.
"whoa the way you think really amaze me sometimes," she gasped.
taehyun chuckled, showing the dimples on both sides of his cheek that y/n find very endearing. his focus went back to the piece of paper on the table, picking up the pen he abandoned minutes ago.
"if you're done staring, i guess you can leave now," he finally said, after catching y/n's not so subtle eyes on him.
"ugh you're so annoying," she left hurriedly, cheeks tinted red in embarrassment.
a/n: not my favourite chapter but relevant to the plot so
if there's anything y/n's good at, it's differentiating her feelings between love or hate. it's so distinct, she really doesn't get it when people say they have mixed feelings about something, cause to her, love is LOVE and hate is, well... HATE. LOVE is like her feelings for prodsputnik, an anonymous soundcloud artist she adores which she may or may not have a stan account for. HATE is like her feelings towards her roommate, kang taehyun. she even claimed that researchers are bullshitting when they say there's a thin line between hate and love. but what if y/n figures out that prodsputnik and kang taehyun is the same person? will the line between love and hate stay thick and clear as fuck (y/n's words) to y/n or will it get blurry?
♡ synopsis: determined to take the pain off the past, y/n wanted nothing more but become the help and comfort that others needed. yet here comes the man with an obnoxiously adorable eye smile, unintentionally ready to sabotage all that she thought was healing— that includes a 24/7 help line and an alternate persona.
warnings: alcohol mentions, lots of overthinking !!
written fic after the pictures!
this chapter is wayy different. i wanted to try to put yn’s thoughts into words while having a serious interaction with beomgyu! i hope you enjoy :)
sudden knocking at your door made you jump from your place. you had no idea how long you had been sitting on the floor with your head in your hands. “yn! it’s beomgyu! please let me in!” god this guy is annoying why won’t he leave you alone. he’s constantly texting you—because you keep responding idiot— he keeps showing up everywhere you’re at—because you tell him where you’re at— and the most frustrating part, it’s like he always knows what you’re feeling. you didn’t have an explanation for that one. maybe he’s been psycho analyzing you when you’re not paying attention? no that’s not plausible he’s not manipulative like that—but how do you know that?
your endless stream of thoughts were broken by even more knocking, louder than before. “yn i know you’re in there. please i just want to talk to you.” you wanted to open the door. you had to act fast before you could talk yourself out of it. it felt like you didn’t have control of your body—you would blame the alcohol in your system for that but you’ve never felt more sober in your life. your hands fumbled with the door knob, and before you knew it beomgyu was pushing you back and closing the door behind him.
he saw the state you were in, messy hair and puffy eyes. he sighed, taking a step forward to embrace you. one of his arms snaked around your waist while the other cupped the back of your head, gently pushing your face into his chest. you didn’t dare move a muscle, refusing to wrap your arms around him. he didn’t seem to mind though, which confused you even more.
“i’m sorry” you mumbled into his chest. beomgyu didn’t say a word, he didn’t have to. he simply tightened his grip around you. “i’m so sorry beomgyu. i don't know why i'm like this.” you sobbed, feeling your knees buckle. he slowly began backing up until he was pressed against your door, slowly sliding down and bringing you with him.
your tears didn’t seem to stop, but beomgyu didn’t mind at all. “it’s okay yn, i understand.”
“that’s the problem! why are you so nice to me? i’m so rude to you and i blow you off every chance i get” you felt uncomfortable, suddenly aware that you didn’t know what to do with your hands and the weird seam on your socks had shifted to an uncomfortable spot and how your floor was a little dusty, you should definitely sweep your floor maybe you should get up and do it right now instead of crying into this random guys chest. but he’s not just a random guy, he’s your friend beomgyu.
the battle inside of your head made you want to bash it in, you had so many racing thoughts it felt like you weren’t even thinking at all.
“i’m nice to you because i care.. you’re too blind to see that. you think i’m going to leave you as fast as i came into your life but that’s not the case. you just have to trust me.” beomgyus voice dropped to a whisper. he was afraid he was going to upset you again, but he felt oddly relieved getting those words off of his chest.
you were honestly shocked at how genuine he was being. you had to force yourself to stop thinking of any reason to be mad at him. you could tell him you don’t appreciate how suffocating he is. but he’s not suffocating? you silenced your self sabotaging thoughts for a second. “i’m trying.. i’m just scared” you lifted your head from his chest, looking into his eyes. his face was nearly unreadable, and the dim lighting in your dorm room didn’t help either. he removed his arms from around you to cup your face, his thumbs swiping your under eyes to catch the tears streaming down your cheeks.
“i cant tell you to try harder or to stop being scared,” beomgyu spoke, “but i can tell you that i’m here no matter what.” he slowly stood up, holding his hand out to help you to your feet.
you hesitated grabbing his hand, your mind was running through the many possibilities of how he could hurt you if you accepted his help. it was something so simple, a kind gesture from a kind soul, but you couldn’t help your wandering mind. beomgyu could see the conflict you were going through, but he didn’t mind. he stood there with his arm outstretched, waiting until you were comfortable enough.
“i’m not going to hurt you” he mumbled. he knew it wasn’t exactly your fault for thinking that, but he wished he knew why you were so scared.
a simple interaction that should’ve taken seconds prolonged to minutes. beomgyus arm was getting a little tired, and just as he was about to give up and accept the ultimate rejection, your shaking hand found it’s way onto his. his grip was firm, pulling you to your feet before letting go and dropping his arm to his side.
you felt embarrassed, wishing you could rewind time and so you could grab his hand as soon as he offered. you made the room fill with an awkward silence, maybe you should’ve just pretended you were asleep when he came knocking at your door. you shouldn’t have let him in, metaphorically and literally. this is why you always end up getting hurt, you make stupid mistakes that lead to you situations like these. it’s always your faul- “no!” beomgyu looked at you confused at your sudden outburst. hell, you were confused at your sudden outburst.
“yn are you ok-“ your actions cut him off. your arms wrapped around his waist tightly. he immediately hugged you back, still confused but he was definitely not complaining.
“thank you beomgyu. thank you for being here.. with me. i really appreciate it. i swear from now on i’ll try to- no i will be more honest and open with you.” your brain was screaming at you. why did you say that? more importantly, why don’t you regret saying it?
beomgyu broke away from your hug. he looked down at you with a faint smile, “that’s all i could ever ask for.”
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eek!! my first written chapter ever dhfdsjkfhj i hope you enjoyed!! i really wanted to get the point across that yn thinks way too much,, i hope i didnt portray it in an annoying way. but YES!! finally yn is opening up :D im so excited for the rest of this smau !! i hope you all are looking forward to it as well <33