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  • support
    05.04.2019 - 2 years ago

    Everything okay?

    If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

    If you are located in the U.S., contact the National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237 for support, resources, and treatment options.

    If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Beat UK is here to support people who have or are worried they have an eating disorder.  You can find all of the support services they provided by clicking here.

    If you are located anywhere in the European Union, you can find support resources in your area at Mental Health Europe.

    If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

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  • just-about-life0
    21.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    me: mum i can’t do this anymore, i am so tired

    my mum: huh? did you say anything? oh btw your late for work

    i-

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  • marcthesimp
    20.10.2021 - 10 hours ago

    //tw ed

    so I was pretty proud of today (20/10/21) but in the evening I've got bad binge urge

    my chest hurted really bad so I decided to have some salad my mom made and I ended up binge/purge

    bbwbzksbs

    and it's always the third day of restrictions

    so no food log for 20/10/21 cause I'm ashamed lol

    #tw restriction #ed food journal #binge eating#tw ed#ed shit #tw ed related #purge#trans ana#bulim1a #disordered eating tw
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  • xx-redamancy-xx
    20.10.2021 - 10 hours ago

    New ana rules for myself! on school days.

    when I wake up at 5:30am weigh yourself after using the bathroom 

    then making lemon tea is a must.

    after I drink my tea within the 30min before 6am I must drink 1 full glass of cold water and make a cup of coffee

    skip breakfast because my tummy cant handle food in the morning 

    take vitamins 

    get ready for the day.

    must drink 1 more full glass of cold water before I exit the door.

    around 9-10am I usually start feeling hungry but I will not cave in and eat! I will instead drink 1 water bottle size of lemon water.

    drink another one if I'm still hungry.

    try your hardest to skip lunch, if u do eat lunch ONLY eat the fruit and veggies.

    drink water or a monster with lunch or for lunch.

    remember to track your calories!

    stay under your limit.

    always have your Nic on you.

    stay strong the days almost over, then u can sleep.

    walk or find a ride home after school, preferably walk home to burn x calories.

    DO NOT BINGE WHEN YOU GET HOME, it is not a safe place.

    ask what's for dinner so you can get an estimate of how much calories to consume.

    Drink lemon water again or make tea or coffee, drink a monster or vitamin water.

    clean your room

    work on school work

    do everything but don't eat

    dinner comes around, if u haven't broke your fast yet you will be at 22 hours of not eating.

    make sure dinner is before 6pm.

    have water or juice in a cup next to your plate.

    you can finally eat but only for an hour.

    stay under your limit.

    start fast again at 6pm.

    talk a walk to burn x calories and enjoy the weather.

    watch Netflix or YouTube

    DO NOT BINGE.

    practice guitar or ukulele

    DO NOT BINGE

    paint or draw

    DO NOT BINGE

    take a shower and clean EVERYTHING.

    shave, moisturize, cleanse face, exfoliate, clean under nails, just everything bc u feel gross.

    then either read or go straight to bed before 10pm

    PSA THIS IS FOR MY USE ONLY I JUST NEEDED TO POST THIS BECAUSE IM LOSING CONTROL ONCE AGAIN.

    #ana#ana rules #low cal ana #ana restriction#don't binge#binge eating#binge#not eating#eating disroders #i cant eat #food tw#tw dying #tw ed content #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #tw ana#death tw #cw disordered eating #disordered eating thoughts
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  • momoliee
    20.10.2021 - 12 hours ago

    Tw : self harm and suicide

    It’s been a few hours since I’ve read the chapter and honestly I’m only feeling heavier and heavier

    He yu is having a full blown episode and it’s very intense from every aspect and literally no one is there to pull him out of it. He’s experiencing all the physiological symptoms full out : the extreme and irrational coldness that seems to inhibit his body, the violent and vengeful wrath and bloodthirstiness of wanting to hurt others, extremely intense fever and restlessness. All of this besides his mind, his mind that’s probably killing him inside out. His mind that’s probably convincing that no one would give a flying fuck if he died, not even himself (and the sad part is, it’s true). His mind is convincing him that he’s better off dead, that the world is a better place without him, that he’d be doing everyone a favor if he was gone. And it’s a full on suicidal episode. It’s a passive suicidal episode that hasn’t turned active yet. And the horrifying part is, these aren’t delusions created by his depression, they’re actually…true and it’s fucking awful

    Like it’s really fucking terrible that he’s stuck in an empty house all on his own dealing with almost 20 years of loneliness and abandonment. It’s really fucking terrible that if there weren’t servants in that goddamn ghost house, no one would’ve even KNOWN that he fell for days, probably even weeks lmao. Because his parents see him twice a year for a total of five minutes, and that’s it no one else bothers to ask after him. He hasn’t had a meaningful human interaction in his entire life, he was probably never even held by his mother. He has to live all those years watching others warm up to each other and be so affectionate and exchange love and care while he had to sit there and wonder what that feels like. Not having any friends to invite for his birthday, being so professional with the roommates he literally lives with, even the servants in his house haven’t cozied up to him. And the only proper connections he ever had, one was imagined out of survival (the same way the thirsty on the verge of death in a desert imagines an oasis) and the other turned out to be a lie (at least according to what he knows so far). So of course he acted that way, of course he behaved like this in the recent chapters. That wasn’t him indulging in pleasure, that was him putting up the last bit of struggle to reach the surface before the tide pulls him under and he drowns. It was the last lap of desperation and begging, he was willing to do anything no matter how horrifying to ensure his mental survival even if by threads. He was willing to be beaten and emotionally abused, picked at and be told that he’s the most despicable human to have ever existed as long as it meant just being, around someone, around another human who saw him. People would do HORRIFIC things when they’re on the verge of death to ensure their survival, there are multiple shows that depict that. Similarly, all he yu’s actions lately were because he knew he was on the verge of a mental death he can no longer come back from, he knew his soul was on the verge of being extinguished for good.

    So he created a false reality and tried so hard but…the current took him under after all and he ended up drowning and drowning. He cuts himself and doesn’t even feel the pain, slashing and slashing away at his skin so inhumanely. Just imagining the scene is a nightmare. No one deserves that. No one deserves that self hatred and loneliness and and inner pain that causes you to harm yourself like that. And then when he falls, and I think that’s the part that broke me the most, he actually feels relieved. He feels like all the strains previously on his shoulders were cut off, all the burdens drifting far far away, all the pain now meaningless and gone and he can finally rest now. What’s the meaning of living? He says, because he never lived he just, survived through days and days that were in shades of grey. No money or fame or power or even good food could color his days, they were an endless loop where everything felt the same. Every morning and every evening felt the same as those of yesterday. So letting go and being gone…to him it’s a release. He’s no longer struggling to float, he’s just gonna let himself drown as his struggling muscles finally relax, let the water embrace him the way no one in his life ever did.

    And the thing is, it’s very true and realistic. Suicidal people are happiest when they’re about to kill themselves, they feel light and finally burdenless after years of pain and misery. They feel like they can finally leave and rest, and get away from this ugly world.

    So yes I teared, because that was so heavy and real and no one deserves that. No one deserves to feel like that. God that was so so awful

    #case file compendium #meatbun doesn’t eat meat #meatbun#cfc#bab #bing an ben #tw self harm #tw suicide #cw self harm #cw suicide
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  • zerolightcoke
    20.10.2021 - 14 hours ago

    Anybody else who goes home from school earlier because You can‘t sit anymore or just me ? 😅

    #ana meal #tw eating things #tw ed related #eating disoder thoughts #i want to be skiny #skip dinner get thinner #cw disordered eating #binge eating#pro miaa #just pro for me #restrictive ed
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  • desultory-suggestions
    20.10.2021 - 15 hours ago

    People who suffer from binge eating disorders deserve so much love and a safe recovery. 

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  • httpparalyzed
    20.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    tw// anxiety depression ed food restrictions throwing up

    so im at my parents at the moment cause my mental health is not good at all.. and so i went to see my doctor and he prescribed me meds to help me with my anxiety, my sleep problems and everything and today it made me feel so nauseous that i throw up my breakfast and it made me happy cause i lost everything i ate. also he prescribed me an appointment with a psychologist/psychiatrist cause he thinks im depressed but i don’t really know how to feel about that cause im gonna have to talk to them about my eating problems (and everything else) but tbh i don’t know if i’m ready or not

    also i weighted myself and the scale showed: 55,7kg (meaning, i lost almost 2kg!!!!!) im gonna keep doing this haha

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  • angel-b0ne
    20.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    omg dont u love it when u avoid food at all cost at school but the second u come home u start binging on literally anything u see 😍

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  • ijustwanttobecuteandsmall
    20.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    I’ve lost 21.2lbs in around 6 weeks ;u; it feels too slow but yknow. Progress is progress. If I lose around 10 more I might start sharing my weight and set goal weights on here

    #I started high. I was heavy #I think maybe I did have an issue with binge eating before I started restricting again #I don’t think I’ve ever had a good relationship with food haha #I’m still heavy….. urgh
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  • candied-coffee-cals
    20.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    Day 8: work out routine

    Tbh I don't work out cuz I have no space so i just walk around a lot and do kpop dances

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  • candied-coffee-cals
    20.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    I might start doing food logs to keep track idk

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  • mellowangelcandy
    20.10.2021 - 18 hours ago

    Can you guys believe this was me a year ago?? Why the hell did I get so fat, goshhhh what have I done to my poor skinny body 😭

    #thinspo#bodycheck#ed#ednos#ed things #tw ed related #tw disordered eating #eating disoder thoughts #disordered eating#binge cycle
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  • chasing-stupid-goals
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    how did i end up gaining weight overnight even tho i literally stayed under my limit? 😀

    #an@ #anareksja #not pr0 ana #tw ana stuff #anarecca#ed restriction #just ed shit #tw ana things #tw ed mention #tw ed thoughts #tw ed#ed#binge eating#ed meme#thinspo
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  • candied-coffee-cals
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    I've gained 3lbs/1.3kgs, literally gonna cry myself to sleep goodnight

    #poc ana#anoressic#obese ana#ana fast#fat ana #skip dinner get thinner #tw ed behavior #anarex1c#eating problems #i wanna be skiny #overweight ana#ed binge#ed binging #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #ana relapse#ana diary
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  • 1jupiter1
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    >>>Binge Eating Disorder & Borderline Personality Disorder<<<

    #bpd#bed#binge eating#actuallymentallyill#tw blood#🙄 #if you report me i will kill you #binge eating disorder
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  • loveemeskinny
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    Having both my sisters starting to diet is the last push/motivation that i needed in order to try harder in losing weight. Cause even though it's wrong and bad, I want to be the only one that loses the most weight, I want to be the one that loses more pounds in a week. I want to be skinnier than them. Cause I really want to be the ONLY person in my family that can actually lose weight. I know it's wrong but I can't help but think and want this.

    #just ed shit #tw ed behavior #tw ed related #weightloss#getting skiny #i wanna be skiny #skip dinner get thinner #once on the lips forever on the hips #i just want to be skinnier #lovemeskinny#binging#binge#binge eating
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  • crybabywitch97
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    I hate how protein shakes are a fear food for me.. like does my brain not understand I could just drink one instead of eating a meal? Like I’m on the verge of tears with this thing in front of me..

    #binge eating disorder #ed food log #ed food diary #tw ed mention #tw ed related #caloric restriction#calories#protein
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