i got thru today's work without making a single mistake... my "boss" didn't call me to treat me like a child and it's been over two hours since I mailed him the stuff... so I'm going to consider this a win. I was really nervous so I ended up studying for a bit... make it make sense
#im now free for two hours going to dole out advice on here 😌✊ #or maybe eat something because it's been literal hours 😐 #i hope i don't jinx it and that he calls me in a while and is like bla bla bla
kas nüüd on paras aeg kirjutada thedase pärapõrgu fic, kus kõik on lihtsalt telefonimäng põhjapool toimunust 🤔 haldjate jumalate süsteem? telefonimäng. qunari nimed? telefonimäng. mis veel? tevinteri nimed? okei see ei ole telefonimäng, see on lihtsalt veits, kuidas sõnast "ori" ("servus" ja "ciao") sai tervitus, aga... vastupidi? aga mitte päris? ja kogu selle krempli inspiratsiooniks on üks (1) trad.attacki laul
#i almost wrote that post in english #but then i remembered my hot takes lol #see kõik on väga kõik go figure #ma peaks meelde tuletama da sündmuste timeline'i #sest see on kinda oluline #kuigi mitte ükski tegelane päris täpselt aru ei saa mis toimub põhjas #nagu jaa nad on laevnike/kaubavedajate kaudud kuulnud #et maagi-templirüütlite sõda ja bla bla blaa #põmst lihtsalt põhi kammib #ja nemad! #nemad lähevad jahile! #mul pole motiiv veel päris selge aga nad lähevad jahile #ja jahi käigus nad satuvad põhja poliitilistese konfliktidesse #sest see on aarde jaht??? venna aaret jahivad #see kõik on väga pepe silvia mul on väga kahju et te seda lugema pidite
6am.. can’t sleep.. listening to julien baker on a podcast talking about squeezing her massive quads into jeggings
#everyone talks about how julien is so emotionally deep and articulate and intelligent bla bla #but almost no one talks about the fact that she’s also funny as fuck??? #she is so hilarious the way she words things just sends me sometimes
I’m in hype with all the yuchi content we are having and yes, I’ve wanted to make drawings and gifs as I used to but 1. I have no energy lol I’m kindergarden teacher and having online classes is hard HAHHAHA and 2. I don’t know how to make gifs with the timeline thing that have the new photoshops akdnsjuads I use the cs4 (it’s pretty old HAHAHA) and everytime I want to make gifs I need to relax because my laptop will freeze or be lazy af e_e so it’s like “eeehmmm maybe later” xDDDDD
I have a yuchi scene drawing but I need to add color lol someday, when I gain some energy aksnjuahds damn coronavirus and damn online classes hahaha
true love is my partner rubbing my shoulders, giving me little kisses, and braiding my hair before giving me my infusion... 💚
#were aro btw its the real gay shit only #medical#chronic health #my infusions are so stressful bc they involve n**dles and i have Trauma lile very chronucally ill person lmao #and it comes w a lot of side effects #so its hard not to panic #bla#mine#catnip
rudy and elaine being literally lost in the middle of nowhere is the most on brand thing, i can’t with these two
#ajdhskshd #‘rudy doesn’t care about the show bla bla’ rudeth is survival man #i hope they find their way back in time for the award show tomorrow #i love them sm #pls stay safe babies #i still need you #rudy pankow#rulaine#elaine siemek
a gente começa com 1, 2 muses cannon...
fica 62 anos de hiatus
e quando volta
3 maluco depois (n vou marcar pq preguiça e pq vcs tão vendo de qlqr forma) e vc tá com 7 OCs e 3 cannon...
e quem disse que vai parar por aí, né?...
We all are walking on a yellow path. No matter where we coming from or where we are right now. It's all the same.
And while we walk our path, we meet the scarecrows, desiring a brain.
We stumble upon The Cowardly Lions, who is afraid of everything and desires to be brave.
We meet the Tin Man, who desires to have a heart.
We all are Dorothy, by trying to get home, we desire to reach our goals.
Along the way we are accompanied by Toto, the curiosity, that either leads us to new places or into dangerous situations, or speak into our consciousness.
And so on, we are always running from the Wicked Witch of the West, which depicts the difficulties of life and also the negativity, that tries to consume us and puts obstacles infront of us, keeping us from reaching our goals.
And when we follow our mission, to meet the Wizard Of Oz, we truly follow ideologies or beliefs, which turns out to be tricks and lies in the end, if we see through the smoke and fire shows, if not, we end up taking the truth, presented to us, as granted.
Inspired by my father's saying. Thanks dad. Had to write it down.
if you don’t like something about yourself, if you’re miserable and no longer ok with behaving like you do and you don’t have access to therapy yet, it’s ok to just. change. do the best you can to be better than the day before. it takes time, it’s hard, but it’s absolutely possible.
I taught myself to sing again after being mired in depression, voice dysphoria, and heavy criticism for my lisp and stutter. I’m still pre t, I’m still trying to get therapy, but my lisp and stutter are nearly gone and I can sing at a normal volume around others now, when I couldn’t even sing aloud when alone before. it took two years of baby steps, but I decided to change
I hated my body, and I was tired of hating myself. I fought for years, and still fight hard to love myself as I exist now. I want to change things about my body just as much now as I did then, but in the meantime I’m comfortable in my body. I define myself, and I choose to give myself the grace, courtesy, and love noone else seemed to spare. I found liberation first in crisp masculine clothing, then in fluid androgyny, then in loving and appreciating myself in sweatpants. each step couldn’t have worked for me without the one before it—slow, non-linear progress towards a healthy self image.
what do you want to change? how can you get there? start small. allow yourself grace and understanding. no path is easy, but you can choose who you will be
Love how we collectively decided gatekeeping the MCCs is the way to go if people can’t get themselves together and not shit on streamers that they, personally, don’t watch. Like I promise you these people are both more popular than you, nicer than you and much better at minecraft, and your fav would be dissapointed to know you’re treating them like this