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I‘m so fucking bored
Got new underwear :)
I love with this black wig
Last gym session before lockdown
I used to post body pics to my Instagram occasionally back in my dancing days. I used to have a set of nice little defined abs that I was very proud of, and that I did a lot to keep up.
Now I have 10 scars and a tube. (My belly hair is really patchy from being shaven for surgery, so excuse the odd shading.) I currently have no abdominal strength due to the pain and healing of having a cut through the muscle in my stomach area. Everything that involves clenching and working the abdominal muscles is a little challenging and painful at the moment, which is pretty much everything.
I’m on good meds, and I’m feeling a bit better every day, but this is the reality of being post-op from such a big surgery. The world doesn’t slow down for you; you just have to do your best to step back into your old life and hold on tightly. DD and my housemates have been amazing accommodating my needs, and for the most part I’m ready to step back into my responsibilities (still with help when it comes to lifting, etc.)
Anyhow. I’m still sick, but I’m much better. I’m coming to terms with the fact that I will get better slowly, and I’ve already accepted that my best me will always have the feeding tube (though hopefully not the TPN). And as for 10 scars, that’s nothing if it means a life without constant pain. I just have to wait a minute for my body to get there.
Some days its okay to lounge all day🍀🍀
pov : we’re on a call and i ask you to get me something cute from my list
Fifth Element Vibes
first and last pic of 2020 🙌🏻🙌🏻
someone get me these so i can take them off for you!!
rate the fit?? on or off??
Ready to step into the new year like…