Same tho, sometimes I get lost in the things I’m trying to process so sorry. Don’t hate me forever. I’ll process and stop being a bitch I promise
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0That is the second time,in a while, I’ve dreamt of my ex. It wasn’t particular good or bad. It was basically about him and his friends being stupid during the pandemic and then shoved his way into my house with takeout for my family and him to eat. It was strange because I tried to get away and he found me and was super gentle and brought me right back to eat with them. Strange dream. Strange thing to dream about. I still miss the asshole. I don’t want to and I don’t want to dream about him. Maybe I’m dreaming more of him because I’m actually getting sleep and my subconscious is pulling shit on me. I’m tired and alone from loss of friends. I miss people and corona is making it worse. I don’t know, but I’m not sure I like it.
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Yesterday D got to leave work early so he was home before me. I joked with my coworkers that I would be enjoying the rest of my night with him 😏😏😏 (definitely implying I would get fucked)
But tbh that didn’t happen. And I’m not mad about it.
Sometimes I wish we had more sex, but then I realize I genuinely enjoy spending time with him.
You know what happened? I came home and he was making some dice molds. I showered and put on some sweats and fell asleep on the couch cuddling our dog. I woke up and he was eating cereal on the couch next to me. Then he took a nap on the couch cuddling me while I watched Psych and scrolled thru memes. And then we both did some class work and he played Escape from Tarkov and I watched The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina and cleaned the kitchen.
Like, there wasn’t any sex at all. We didn’t even really talk that much. But it was a relaxing, peaceful night bc I could tell that he appreciated the extra time together just as much as I did.
Idk man, we’ve been together almost 3 years now and it’s the longest, healthiest relationship I’ve ever been in. And I love our life together. 💜
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