I went away for the weekend, which gave my bf (?) time to think about what he wants and what he said and I’m terrified to get back tomorrow. I don’t know if he’s going to tell me he was stupid and of course he still loves me, or if he’s going to do the thing I’m so scared is going to happen- that he’s packed up and he’s going to tell me he doesn’t know what he wants or worse that he knows he doesn’t want to be with me or even on top of that there’s someone else. I’m so scared and I feel like shit.
Please say something nice to me. Please.
In the later seasons of TVD you can tell when nian breaks up. The spark in their eyes are gone.
How can you just wake up one day and decide you no longer love someone?
„It is a frightening thought,that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.“
- deinextraumfrau
Yeah you have someone new and yeah I have someone new but we both know that what we had was the real deal.Now I can only remember the times when we used to say the same thing at the same time , the times when we fooled around acting like little kids , the times when you would let me play with your feet and laugh at stupid stuff on youtube. Now I find myself in the middle of the night wondering when it all went downtown . When did you fall out of love? Every relationship that you had has ended the time the boy got to really know you. Yeah you pose as the perfect girl and everything is good at the beginning until the boy really gets to know your fucked up character and when that happens you magically fall out of love and start to blame him just because you are not able to love anyone but yourself and admit that you actually dont deserve anything but somehow u manage to get everything.I just hope that you will fall so hard for someone and when you are the happiest that person to leave you just like you did to everyone that ever caredabout you just so you can taste a little bit of your medicine. I hope that you are proud that u left me broken . I hope that you are proud that you left me even tough I gave u everything. You’re smiling and laughing acting like you’re allright but deep down you know that I am the only one that got to know your true self. Surprisingly I loves your true self. That innocent little girl who knows that has a lot of problems , admits she did a lot of bad things and knows when to say thank you. I fell in love with your soul but you we’re always too busy showing me the face you show to everybody else and that is the only cause this didnt work out. And in the end its ok whatever .. you can walk away but you won’t find nothing better.
I’m feeling so sad when you are with her
The way your eyes light up whenever you kiss her
I once was your girl
But now she’s your world
Whenever you with her I just know that I miss you
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Uh
Got a notebook full of stuff like I love you
Drew in hearts around your name like uh
Rose colored glasses on my face
I’ve tried and I’ve tried
But I can’t get rid of the taste
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And I know it don’t make sense
God knows that I’m not innocent
But this so is not what I meant
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I’m feeling so sad when you are with her
The way your eyes light up whenever you kiss her
I once was your girl
But now she’s you world
Whenever you’re with her I just that I miss you
„Do you ever just make cute scenarios in you head,that will never happen,but it makes you so happy,so you just keep on imagining them?“
- deinextraumfrau
“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details…” ❤️
-Celine, Before Sunset (2004)
