you’ll always be my caraphernelia
marelliana she-ra au
trauma therapy is truly exhausting sometimes. its like the emotional equivalent of when you haven’t cleaned or organized your stuff in ages and you basically have to tear up the whole place to get everything out before you can actually begin sorting and cleaning and you just gotta hope that you don’t get so overwhelmed by the chaos produced in the initial stages that u cant finish.
we love getting bodyshamed first thing in the morning 👍🏻
this boy is running in overdrive
Taking 20mg of methylphenidate for the first time in like 2 months and all i can say is HOLY FUCK is my brain broken haha
I'm fortunate I can function and pass as a non-adhd haver at work because holy hell. Its so much easier to notice the way my meds help me when I take them after a while.
Small Drabble Cos I’m Sad
Warnings: break up, angst.
Tony pulls at his hair, frustration getting the better of him. “I don’t-I just... Peter, I simply don’t understand why this is such a big deal! Why does it matter?”
Peter continues to throw his stuff in a bag at random, not really thinking about it at all. “You knew this was important to me, Tony! I told you how important it is!”
“It was just one dinner!” Tony says back, voice raised slightly. “I miss dinners all the time, important dinners all the time.”
Peter turns back to Tony, face red in anger. “I specifically said this dinner, I needed you there. I said I needed you, and you just—just decided that a meeting with Pepper is more important! So important, that you couldn’t reschedule it even a couple hours, or to tomorrow!”
Tony sighs heavily. “I’m sorry, okay. I said I was sorry. Please baby, just stop packing your stuff.”
“No, Tony. I’m done. I’m so done; I’m tired of you treating my time and my needs as lesser, as if they aren’t as important as yours are. We’re through, I’m leaving you. I deserve better than this.”
Tony’s heart does something funny in his chest, and his throat suddenly feels extremely dry. “P...Peter. I didn’t-I never meant to make you feel-“
“Well you did!” Peter shouts, throwing his bag down for now. “You did; in every action you took, you made me feel like my time is less important. I don’t need this, I don’t need-“
“You can’t leave!” Tony shouts, going closer but not touching Peter. No matter how much he wants to hold onto his arms and refuse to let him go. “We need each other! I, I need-“
“Maybe you need me,” Peter spits, lip curling up in anger. “But I don’t need you. I love you, and I wanted—I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I was going to propose-“ Tony’s jaw goes slack, and Peter rolls his eyes. “At the dinner. That’s why I needed you there. But no, time and time again you’ve left me on my own. You’ve shown that you don’t care about what I want and need from you. I only exist for you when you need me! And when you don’t need me, when you have something better to do, I don’t matter anymore. You fuck off to some meeting, or you ‘lose track of time’ in the lab, or-or something else! I’m done Tony, I’m not going to keep being treated like this.”
“I can change,” Tony begs, voice quiet and broken. “Please, I didn’t mean to—that isn’t what I was—please, I can change all of that! I need you, please don’t-“
“I hope you do change. I hope you change, and you find someone you like, and you’re able to treat them worlds better than you treated me. But I don’t think that’s going to actually happen. So I’m... I’m leaving. I don’t deserve this, and you can’t keep treating me like this. I’m done.”
Tony watches as Peter grabs his bags, helplessly begging for the younger to stay, to give him another chance, to listen to reason.
“Goodbye, Tony,” is all he hears before the deafening silence of an empty penthouse takes over.
Break Yourself // 06.01.2021
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at least he was nice about it and didnt try to fuck me like literally everyone else
never know who my mutuals are vaguing about but i forget so much stuff i usually assume it's about me and i just don't remember
concept: resident evil village musical.
dream is going to curate his online experience i am so happy for him
Yeah, after several years and just coming off a fresh replay of the first game, I gotta admit, the plot of x2 is kiiinda stupid. I still love it tho.
@metamorphxxhero || x
Song: Just Say When (Version 2.0) by Nothing more || x
ᒥ🗲ᒧ— He carefully watched his classmates on the screen before them: hero training exercises. Thankfully, Kotetsu had already gone, so he wasn’t worried. As for his new classmate beside him, as the drawing pool grew smaller he felt worried for him.
“... I got that sinking, sinking, same feeling...Oh boy, you may get stuck against Bakugo....” He states bluntly at first, before backtracking. “I-I mean not that it’s a bad thing,” that was just a blatant lie, but in an attempt to not scare the other.
“Really, nothing to worry about.” Toshiro would kick himself for his unwarranted comments if he wouldn’t look more like a fool.
Me: today is not a good day
Also me, who has not slept at all, has barely eaten, has read nothing but self-deprecative shit all day, has done nothing but lay down and let thoughts consume: gee I wonder why?
Wish I were skinny enough and rich enough to wear gothic lolita clothes. Or any subcultural wear ://////
how is she doing so much better without me but im a mess without her? i guess we see who won the "i love you more" argument....