Love it how life can go from great to shit in the span of a single minute
Love it how life can go from great to shit in the span of a single minute
im not in a relationship anymore woo who wants me /j
Your pillow is gone-- Nowhere to rest your head Besides to crook of my neck That is always craned towards you
I love Timber so much but only in the sense that I am constantly imagining new and funnier ways for them to break up.
rockstar catra ...
I haven’t done an update in a while so I thought I’d give you a little screenshot of how I’m getting on.
I’m now 2 months post breakup and roughly 2/3 weeks no contact and guess what? I feel okay! Like, don’t get me wrong, I’m not exactly the happiest I’ve ever been in life but I’m okay and I know good things are going to come my way.
I still think about the relationship a lot, at times I even dream about it, but I no longer have the feeling of wanting to go back there; I now realise how badly I was treated (although I genuinely believe it wasn’t intentional) and I’m realising my worth. This is the first time in my adult life that I’ve been single for a substantial amount of time and I actually feel pretty good about it. It’s nice not having to worry about anyone else or constantly second guess where things are going etc. I’ve realised that I haven’t once felt lonely since being single but when I was in the relationship I felt lonely constantly - a sure sign that things weren’t healthy.
So overall, I’m doing good. I still have my down days - progress isn’t linear and all that jazz - but I’m positive that things happen for a reason and I’m going to be super grateful this happened one day; someone out there is going to love me for all my flaws and when I find them, I’m going to be very appreciative of how wonderful they are.
If anyone else is going through a breakup and feels like their world is over: keep your chin up, it’ll get better. Take it from someone who knows.
so i’m waiting for my gate to show, and the flight leaving right before me is for fucking New York and now i just wanna cry
I wished for something
To distract me from the pain
For that, I got heartbreak
How ironic it is
I know how it will end,
Like all other things
And yet I can’t stop wanting you
My heart beats fast
Do I really have to forsake you now
To dull the pain later?
I thought things would be different this time
What an ignorant belief
It’s a lesson I’ve learned many times
And yet still refuse to accept
How foolish I was
To think that someone
Would care to stay
I never knew pain until I fell in love.
Ye Dil Kyu Toda Lyrics in English with Translation
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Reading back through all of my letters, I can't help but smile at my old self. I was 18 when I started writing those. The amount of love that was flowing from my fingertips into those letters and the words.
At times, I miss it. I miss that puppy love that made me wake up, excited to talk to you, to see where we were and how you were. I miss the connection. The feeling that we were never going to end. We were two eternal beings, bound in love and hope, spinning through the universe at a chaotic speed.
I'll never regret meeting you. You were my first everything. My first love, first lover, first to lay claim to my heart. In a way, a piece of it will always belong to you. We went through so much together. Pain, joy, laughter, tears. You were by my side throughout my overthinking, my doubts, and my breakthroughs.
The first year together was mesmerizing. I learned so much about myself. You helped me grow into who I am today. A strong, confident young woman who knows that I can handle myself. Maybe your fear that we would outgrow each other came true. I promised so many things that I now see were unfair of me to promise. I apologize deeply.
A year and a half together. All day, all night...but this is what I have learned.
The first love is hopeful, puppyish in nature. You wake up with them on your mind. They're always there in the back of your mind. It's intoxicating. The number of firsts you go through. The joy of having a companion who has promised to stay with you through thick and thin.
"I will never leave you."
The softness of the affection, the longing, the hopefulness, yearning and excited glances. It's a good first love. A lesson to learn, in the most fulfilling way. You tell yourself it won't end but in the back of your mind you know. You know, despite the stubbornness of your heart. It will end. At some point. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but you know it's destined to end. So you cling to it. You don't want to let go of something that was so good.
I don't know at what point I realized we had outgrown each other. Maybe it was when I cried that day, feeling the crushing weight of the universe on my shoulders as I realized the amount of hurdles we would need to cross. Maybe it was in the last months when we were more content with staying silent than reaching out. Maybe it was when we started to grow apart. Hours of silence turning into days, turning into weeks of bare minimum. Maybe it was when the thought, "It would be easier to be single," crossed my mind.
I don't know the exact moment, but I know it was subtle and crawling. When I started thinking I deserved better, you dserved better, we both deserved someone who would be okay with the silence. I was not okay with the silence. I was not okay with my attempts to fix the communication, to get back to be being the center point of your life, to being the sun to your moon, being met with your everlasting silence.
You tried. You tried so hard but I think in the end we both knew...we both knew this journey we had started on had come to an end. We were going separate ways and I'm okay with that.
A part of me will always belong to you, Lover. A tiny sliver of my heart will always think back on you in fondness. I wanted to touch your face and kiss your lips and rest in your arms evermore.
But I am excitd to be on this new journey by myself again. I thank you for teaching me so many things. For being there when I needed you. For being my moon in the darkness.
I will always love you in my own way. A nostalgic love. What could have been, but was never meant to be.
So I close this letter with a smile. Until the next lover, my dears.
‘Lucas who’s romance with Girlfriend Max is expected to be tested this season’ go fuck yourself.
catch me putting on my clown shoes after last nights 9.1.1 ep
He/She leaves your life. They left you broken into pieces. You rebuild yourself back up and good things are happening for you. But all you want to do is tell them how happy you currently are and how great you are doing. As id they weren't the one who destroyed you in the first place.
So we’re writing six word stories in English class, and after about five minutes I churn out this absolute emotional wreck-
Some things are irreplacable. He was.
EDDIE FREAKING OUT ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ANA AGAIN?!?! IM LOSING MY MIND
I had a dream last night that we got engaged.
Even my dream self said "I'm afraid to wake up because this won't be true in the real world"