got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
all i wanted was to be enough 4 u
god I cant even fucking stand looking at my old skull team draft anymore it just brings back shitty memories
you ever think things are starting to finally go okay and then they just suddenly get Horrible
good people will hurt you
good people will break your heart
But they’re good people, so you can’t find it in yourself to hate them, even if you so badly wish you could.
Practice makes perfect. The more chances you give to [an abuser] the better they’ll become at manipulating you. Abusers don’t get better with time, they get worse.
I am officially... Not a home owner anymore 🤣
My house sale finally completed today and I've got a decent chunk of money to put towards a deposit for my next place... But I'm going to continue to stay at my mum's for a while longer and take advantage of her cheap rent so I can save and add more to it!
Is it bad that I'm not even sad? 😬
Next chapter of my life starts now bitches 😂
Ghosting your Friends or Romantic Partner
You may have heard the term “ghosting” used to refer to a romantic partner disappearing and ceasing all communication without explanation. This leaves the ghosted one wondering what really went wrong or trying to reach out to the other but in vain. During this “Social Media Era”, ghosting is a common occurrence. Sometimes its intentional or not intended at all. Well, we all have rights to do…
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Okay I’m not a Nace shipper but like damn these Nancy Drew writers are being so disrespectful to Amanda. She deserves better. She’s wonderful and really likes Ace and they have framed so much Ace and Nancy especially with that little “I feel like I left something behind.” Like, come on writers either do Nace or don’t but don’t drag Amanda around like this, having her decide to put Ace first while framing him and Nancy romantically.
Maybe I need to stop wondering
About what could have been
In reality never nothing more than you and I￼
Still I wonder
If we ever cross each other‘s minds at the same time￼
If you’ve ever dreamt of me
One of the many nights I have of you
If we’ve ever switched places in our minds￼￼￼
You in mine
And me in yours
Maybe even right now
I want to ask
But that wouldn’t be anything but foolish￼
I doubt you do
Because if you did
I wouldn’t have to wonder at all￼￼￼
- starting to let go
for the people who lost a friend who was more than a friend.
“i loved my friend” langston hughes // “happier” olivia rodrigo // @everythings-reminding-me-of-you // “all too well” taylor swift // “intimacy and midnight all day: a novel and stories” hanif kureishi // ￼“p.s. i still love you” jenny han // “i loved my friend” langston hughes //
If you’re going to college for the first time this fall, the best advice I can give you is DON’T DATE ANYONE. They WILL break up with you over text and they WILL NEVER return the copy of The Martian that you lent them.
why write this scene of my fic when I can just describe it with this image
Are you constantly wondering what your ex is doing, thinking and feeling? When we can’t stop obsessing, chasing, or dreaming about a past partner the top of mind desire is to get them back and win their love.
You might think your obsession is because of how much you love them...
But I want to offer you a different perspective that could serve your healing journey and bring you closer to experiencing the true love you crave.
The truth is, the more ‘obsession energy’ there is, the more likely it is that what you’re experiencing is an activated attachment wound (abandonment) and not true love. Obsession is fuelled by wounding and a depleted love tank.
Our attachment wounds develop when we're young because we didn’t get certain needs met by our caregivers. We then grow up seeking to heal our wounds through finding ‘the one’ who will finally meet those needs - in the hopes that then we’ll feel worthy, loved and accepted.
If the 'love' with our ex came with pain, neglect, mixed signals or was altogether absent, this is an indication that we were unconsciously seeking resolution for the deep need to feel the love and acceptance that we missed out when we were young.
When our entire world feels flipped upside down and all of our attention is turned outward at another person, this is a sign we’ve left our bodies, left our center and made someone else God.
And this is the same thing we do when we are little ones. We see mom and dad as God, they are our everything.
If all your attention is focused outward and you think you need your ex back, you are being called to find your center and reclaim your power. And it’s possible that by the time you find your center and reclaim your power - you won’t even want them back anymore.
The truth is it’s not about them.
It’s about who or what they represent.
*What does 'little you' inside need most?
*Who didn’t show up for you?
*Who hurt you?
Come back to your heart and your body, it’s not about them, this is your journey.
Let the obsession be a gift here to remind you that there’s something in you that’s asking to be seen, loved, healed and validated by you. You have so much love to give, you deserve to give some to yourself too. 💕
After you’ve suffered abuse and before you’ve healed, you tend to attract and search for partners that remind you of your abuser.
This is my last post on this blog for a while at least. Unfortunately some men just can't be the person they promised they would be. It's hard even a month later to write this because my life feels like a fever dream. We have separated, we'll be getting divorced. My heart breaks for the promises and the little things we wished for the little things that were coming true. Things that now will never happened. And because I've always been transparent on my page and because this has always been my relationship diary. He cheated on me several times. Throughout our whole relationship and then in the end with multiple women one of which he spoke to for few months and is now carrying out a relationship with. It's crazy to me how men are so quick to move on.. have no remorse or decency for the love they swore they once had. Things keep moving.. i no longer cry in agony that the person i thought was the love of my life is gone. Instead i cry because i have felt love and yearn for it. Thankfully in this season of my life I'm growing in myself I'm grateful to myself that i don't need someone to define me. I'm not lonely. I feel that he is because he needs to be with someone even if it's with someone he's said he doesn't like. But i guess that's just how the cookie crumbles. I know I'll find my person one day. The person that makes this heartache worth it. Because i would have found someone better someone who actually loves me the way I'm supposed to be loved. For now i am focused on myself, i feel like i am thriving I've gone on a few dates and have began having fun on my own. Learning to fall in love with myself and growing in myself has been tough but exciting and fun. I was so scared of the uncertainty in my life and almost one day to the next i decided to embrace the beauty of it and truly feel that although it's a ways away, I'm really going to be okay. My asks and messages will continue to stay open. My relationship may be over but i still know things lol