May 17th 2021
Finally a good day :D
May 17th 2021
Finally a good day :D
ahahahaha im doing this since I only ate 741 cals today and I need to control myself again
i decided to eat whatever i wanted for a few days to help my metabolism and i think i’m loosing weight??? what?
i’m also getting attached to not thinking about the cals but i don’t wanna let go of this part of me yet
EDIT: nvm i gained weight i hate myself lol i’m not going back to normal
this should definitely not make me happy
day 3 - food log
breakfast - alpine bar = 69
lunch - french fry crisps = 71
dinner - vegatable chicken stock soup (recipe on page) = 239
snack - mini pork pie (felt really guilty but bf gave me it and i felt bad) = 194
total = 573
an ok day overall but i’m really craving something sweet, i’m doing my textiles work and it’s due for wednesday, 2 days to finish it. i felt really sick today like every ciggerete i had made me feel a bit funny.
i hate it, why cant i stop binging, no matter how lich i throw up after i still gain, im going to the sea side next week ill have to wear a swimsuit infront of all my skinny friends all the guys will hit on them i just want to die
Hey here’s some more thinspo i made🥴 Good luck shawdiessss
Thin for the Win😎✨
So I ate a tiny bag of smartfood popcorn and well I feel like maybe I could’ve like not ate and be fine, guess I should look at it like a treat?
apparently my plan is to continuously eat 1/2 cups of cereal and soy milk all day
Você só vai estar magra o suficiente quando conseguir ver sua virilha sem essa pança de porco atrapalhando!!!
god i hate hate hate my sister sometimes.. shes so perfect and tiny and skinny, she will lay on the floor and you can see her ribs and her flat tummy, she has a perfect thigh gap, small arms and pretty hands. but she fucking jokes about herself being anorexic despite her not being anorexic at all,, she’ll sit at the dinner table and make jokes about it,, i want to scream at her, i want to tell her how every time im faced with food i want to throw up or how every time i do eat i do try to throw up. she doesnt understand how much it hurts, how exhausting this illness is. she doesnt understand how much anorexia can affect someone. i just want her to shut up<3
kpop dance workouts are my saviour, you can burn so many calories without even thinking about it. honestly just copied (badly) kpop dance practice videos for 2hrs and burned like 800+ calories
This is the third day I fucked up so I’m doing a 24 hour fast before I really put on some weight💀
Every day is something new first day four Krispy Kreme Doughnuts￼￼￼
The next day it was leftover pizza
And today it’s donuts from a obscure donut shop in town where I can’t find the calories
Welp wish me luck!
to those who struggle with b/p:
do you lose weight?
Reasons I want to be skinny for him
•boys picking me up and saying “you’re so light”
• piggy back rides
• sitting on his lap
• him being concerned when you aren’t eating
• wrapping his hands around your teeny tiny waist
• being the little spoon
• looking good in pics for him
• being tossed around (you know where)
• holding his hand with my cold, bony fingers
• so much more outside of a relationship
• using his body heat to warm me up
• him being cute and jealous of other guys
• caressing my collar and hip bones
• wearing his super oversized hoodies
• being a little fuck toy
• not being embarrassed to show you off
• being able to fit into cute clothes for him
• looking cute while eating instead of just fat
Satsuma: 33 cals
Flavoured water: 5 cals
Cals burnt: 165
Lmfao considering I've had no control recently that's quite good :)
So this is the best way, I think, of making sure that I get all the water I need, it's a 100 oz cup I bought at a gas station. I sip on it all day
currently fave thinspo !
i literally had a dream i binged and i can tell you i was terrified
even though i burned off the calories i ate, im still lowkey freaking out