I wonder where my people at.
I wonder where my people at.
I remember saying na di ko kaya magmalayo kasi gusto kong umuuwi sa bahay at natutulog sa kama ko. I remember believing that. I don’t anymore. I have this nagging feeling that keeps on telling me na I better leave for the sake of my sanity and my relationships.
Madalas pag naririnig ko ang Burnout ni Ebe Dancel ang laging kong naiisip ay yung first love ko nung high school. Kung paano ako unang natutong magmahal (NAKS!) at nasaktan ng dahil sa pag-ibig (HUWAW!). The song always brings me back to the joy and pain of unrequited love during my high school days.
But when I was listening to it (3D version) last night, I realised how much the song perfectly represents my love for the Philippines. How time and change kept us apart. And how I’d find my way back home, because really, the love never left. It’s always been there. It has stayed for years. Yung tipong kahit ang dami mo ng minahal, pero ito yung pagmamahal na sigurado kang babalikan mo. Great love. Yun. Mismo.
Pilipinas, O Kay Tagal Kitang Minahal. O Kay Tagal Din Kitang Mamahalin.
Sorry there wont be a new page of burnout tomarrow, busy week with school leavin
Along with that i was gifted a really really awesome computer as an upgrade to my chromebook!
Burnouts and Skids for the weekend 😎🖤💪🏻
#audi #audir8 #r8 #audilove #burnout #skids #playground #drift #v8 #screamer #titanium #exhaust #moded #rws #mod #r8v8 #hypebeast #instamotor #performancecars #instasupercar (at Ｗｅｅｋｅｎｄ)
Missed our episode about burnout with Emily and Amelia Nagoski? No worries! We have you covered. 😄 You can find our episode right here!
My sister had a burnout a few years ago so I, the depressed child of the family, was there to share my experience. One day she called me and bemoaned that she’d gotten so little done today, she couldn’t even get herself to do the dishes. So I asked her, “did you get out of bed today?” Yes she did. “Did you wash and dress yourself?” Yes she did. “Did you have breakfast?” Yes she did. “Well, that’s great!” I told her. Being generally hyperproductive, the idea that just getting out of bed and practicing self-care could ever be called “great”, was entirely foreign to her. But when you’re dealing with mental illness, that’s the best thing you can do. Be kind to yourself.
Several months of everything combined has me stress eating dried papaya.
nothing is real.
One of the awesome promo videos @ford released ahead of the 2020 GT500 introduction. The car is a 760 horsepower work of art painting a blacktop canvas with rubber.
#ford #mustang #fordmustang #fordperformance #shelby #gt500 #2020GT500 #burnout #fordcommercial
Im super stressed out :)
Im sooo close to losing my shit!
VTEC anyone? This 1972 Mini Van has been swapped with a K20a2 from a Civic Type R! Video from: @vtecvan #CooperCvlt #MiniCvlt #MiniCooper #vtec #minivan #civic #honda #civictyper #k20a2 #doitfordale #burnout
I’ve been so productive over the last few year. Like I worked my ass off 24/7. Every hour of the day I was working towards something & the thing is I felt so good about myself when doing it. Like I was stressed a lot of the time but I was proud of myself and it did wonders for my mental health. But now even when i get a tonne done during the week, I don’t get that feeling of pride anymore. I except that of myself & if i’m not working towards something then & feel so guilty.
This isn’t healthy.
I think I need a long break. Sometimes I just think of when I was in secondary school & I used to read & watch so many shows. I spent so much time doodling & daydreaming. These things didn’t help me get anywhere but I enjoyed doing them so much. I haven’t actually done anything like that in so long. Just do something to enjoy it. Last night I tried to find a new TV show to watch to realized that i didn’t even know what i liked anymore. I used to be a huge book worm but haven’t read a novel in so long. I wouldn’t be able to even tell you when I drew a picture last.
One of the pieces I did in 2019 that I am most proud of- my unicorn oc Burnout (who is a bad dude) and my fantasy fox lady, Tocanista. Given that they’re both my fire wielding fantasy animals, I decided to pit them against one another. Looks like Cani is having a bad day!