“ Mao mao? [Missed me?] “
“ Mao mao? [Missed me?] “
In his cat bed, on the couch, tucked in under a blanket with cat faces on it, purring at top volume. Truly this terrible creature lives a life of luxury.
also here are pictures of beef machine who has been a Very Bad Boy lately
thank u for ur service little man.... here is ur reward for motivating me to finish my paper
Heimdall is currently under my legs under the blankets and very happy with his life choices.
Title: The Nascent Diplomat 08 Rating: Explicit
Pairing: Augus Each Uisge/Gwyn ap Nudd
Tags: Fae politics, past child abuse, past sexual abuse, developing relationship, slow burn, mind games, Unseelie Court (See fic for more tags) Summary: Augus is summoned by the Unseelie King of the fae to test out his hand at being a diplomat with a secretive, cave-dwelling race of fae known as the vench. He is sent to the remote region of Aethelwaters to strike up a trade deal, with the King's Mage and executioner - Gwyn ap Nudd - as his bodyguard. They come face to face with a closed culture largely unreceptive to newcomers, initiations to test their merit, an unusual way of feeding, and pitfalls and traps at every turn. Will it drive the shaky foundation between Gwyn and Augus further apart? Or bring them together? (Part 3 of The Lone Wolf series) Fae Tales - 08/? The Nascent Diplomat - Gwyn/Augus (The Lone Wolf universe)
In which Gwyn must feed, but...could have chosen a better target for his hunger. * This was an early access Patreon release! Thanks to those folks for making it possible, and thanks to all of you for reading!
Day 2!! He did it! He survived the night! Hes poop is normal now. Hes also drinking now!! I highly recommend this cat food!
I was at my mom's house today. Loki was upset because I wasn't supposed to be there. I knew I wasn't supposed to be there. I felt bad about being there. As much as I love my family, they just make my life sadder. Being around them drains my energy, makes me feel bad about myself, and causes me anxiety.
I went back because I have a trauma bond, and because I put them on a pedestal. They didn't contact me, reach out to me, or make any effort to see me for months. They made promises and they broke those promises. Despite all that, I was convinced that we were the fucking Addams family or some shit. Some kind of perfect, slightly fucked made-for-TV family.
And going back only proved how wrong I was.
I left my mom's house and walked home. They didn't try to stop me, and it was the first time I walked more than five minutes away from my house in over a year. The entire time, I was looking over my shoulder terrified that my mother would come and drag me back. That's not a normal response to have towards your family or going home.
The worst part was leaving my sister. I raised my sister. She's more like my child than a sibling. She also displays symptoms of my mother's narcissistic personality disorder. That doesn't make her a bad person. But I'm not sure if she has a very good grasp on empathy, although she seems to comprehend the concept. And she doesn't appreciate things or people, including me. She doesn't realize it. She thinks people don't like her because she's weird. I don't know how to explain to her that she takes us for granted, and I've tried! And she still just doesn't. Idk what more I can do. But putting my mental health at risk isn't going to help either of us.
I realized that I post all this shit about change, moving forward, healing, and self-improvement. But I'm the one whose been going backwards. That's not necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes we have to go back to a place to realize why we left to begin with. It's a lesson and it's one of the painful ones. Just because those people who call themselves my family -- my relatives -- do not care about me that doesn't make me a bad person. Being alone doesn't make me a bad person. I have a family -- Shuri and Loki are my family. We're an unconventional one, but it's the truth.
And, from now on, I'm dedicating my life to change, which invites healing and new beginnings.
Hail Loki, the Bringer Of Change.
A/N: I just wanted to say that my sister and other people with NPD or other Cluster B disorders. Not all of us experience a decreased sense of empathy, and those of who do are still good people. I think that even though my sister doesn't understand that she takes people for granted, she is and can still be a good person. I plan to remain in contact with her if she ever tries to reach out to me. But only to her.
me realizing that mass effect legendary edition probably means there'll be new garrus romance compilations around soon like :D:D:D:D:D
I was tempted to post the ACTUAL logo, but nah
don’t want people stealing it
yes, I have a proper logo now! I’m planning on making some...changes. I’ll be updating my commissions sheet again soon, once I have another piece or two of my work that isn’t just a plain sketch for reference. I’ll be opening up commissions soon enough here, sorry I’ve had such a long hiatus from doing those! the last few months have been...really rough, not gonna lie.
recovering from a recent B12 deficiency scare and still processing everything with OSDD, it’s been a long few months. but now I’m properly vaccinated, so hopefully things will go up from here.
YCH commissions will open; they’ll be temporary, but I’ll have at least three slots open; humans, furries, scalies, etc., I’ll be accepting of any body type/character type, though mechanical ones will be a bit trickier ones (inquire about complexity).
I’m slowly changing things to make sure I have a PROPER brand for my work, not just random avatars I update once in a blue moon. I’ll keep my old name, kittychan, but the 17985 part has been ditched (except on my main blog), in favour of going with kittychanlegit on my Twitter and Discord.
now that I have a more consistent sense of style, I’m hoping to get a little more recognition for my work, something that screams “kittychanlegit”.
Angel will remain a mascot of sorts, I draw her too often for her to NOT be my mascot lol.
so! stick around to stay updated, and thank you to all of the new followers, we’re at 372(?) now! thank you all for following me and enjoying my work. even if I inspire only one person, I’m just so happy to have anyone following and enjoying my work as a whole, even if the fandom switches around a lot.
thank you all. 💙💛
Hey guys! This is gonna be a little ooc (out of character) because yeah- things have changed-
First off- damn- I never really look at my followers because I’ve always been like “numbers don’t matter” and all of that, which I still stand by, but holy fuck- this is easily one of the largest followings I’ve had on any social media. So uh- hai everybody, hope you’re having a good day! I’m gonna talk about a few things for a moment!
So. First off: I haven’t been active. My schedule is non existent and I’ve never cared enough to keep one up. I may become more active on here, or I may disappear again, I don’t know-
Second: I want to talk more about my normal life outside of here. I want to talk about my current interests, my writing, my plants, passion projects, the random bullshit I spew out. If you’re down for that, I’ve made a personal blog called @mists-echo where you can see that stuff! If you don’t want that and just want cursed cats and memes, stick around because this blog isn’t changing!
Hmm... yeah I think that’s it! Stay safe out there guys, gals and nb pals!
things are pretty comfy in a home
Little guy is already putting on weight (580g this morning) which is fantastic :)
Little concerned because his poop is barely solid but that just might be from getting food after not having it for a while. But he might also just have worms or something. Really hoping to get in with the vet today to get him assessed so I can figure what to do next. Still getting the hang of using the litter box but he seemed to understand the concept, unfortunately he only remembers about the litter box when he has to poop (he peed all over my heating pad last night)
Even tho it's constant work, didn't realize I missed raising kittens 😭
watched supernatural with my sister today. not a fan of the person i became.
So Heimdall is demanding love this morning.
yum yum 😌
Tried putting the fuzzy cat bed at the end of the couch to see if it would stop Heimdall from clambering all over me trying to get my attention all day and it seems to be working?
Tomorrow is Pocket's appointment with the surgeon. I'm more than a little freaking out right now.
We will find out how bad the damage is and whether his eyes can be saved with surgery. I'll potentially find out when surgery will happen and an estimate of how much it will cost.
He may need multiple appointments leading up to surgery. They may need to remove one or both of his eyes. The surgery will be disgustingly expensive, but it's just a question of HOW disgustingly expensive.
There are a lot of unknowns, which is something I am truly terrible at (ask anyone; I usually can't even watch a 2 hour movie without looking up spoilers). Focusing on anything other than worrying has become a nearly impossible task.
We could use all the good vibes in the universe right now, and if any of you have time travel capabilities, I would LOVE some spoilers on this one right about now.
(If you want to donate to Pocket's eye fund, I'll put a link to our g*fundme in the notes.)