Okay hear me out real quick
Sleeping with just a sheet, as the warm summer air, and the body heat from the man pressed against you keeps you warm. The fan blowing cool air, moving from side to side is the only noise to be heard. The golden light pierces through the curtain, stirring awake your tattooed boyfriend. He nuzzles into the back of your neck, trying to hide from the sun’s bright light. His arm pulls you closer, refusing to let you escape. You instinctively let out a whine in your sleep as you feel his breath fan your skin and him squeeze your organs. Sadly, it doesn’t work and he’s awake. You’re still sleeping peacefully as he begins to wait for you. His fingers drawing soft circles on your hip, slowly toying with the hem of his t-shirt you fell asleep in. You subconsciously move in sync with him, as your face nuzzles into his bicep. His patience isn’t something he’s known for. And your gentle movement’s agaisnt his hips, drives blood down to his cock. He begins to need you, and he needs you now.
“Princesa” he groans softly against your neck as he places soft kisses
He continues with the soft sweet nothings, as he moves over hovering over you. Gently placing your head on the pillow. You whine out his name as he distrubs your once peaceful slumber. His 5 o'clock shadow tickles your soft skin as he marks your neck. You slowly open your eyes, adjusting to the light, as you instinctively hold his locks. You whine again and buck your hips up towards him. Your entrance beats in need for him, as you run your fingers down his back.
“Papi” you whine, knowing the effect that simple word has on him.
He groans as he pulls away, looking at you with his lust filled brown eyes. His hands pull up the shirt covering your body as you wiggle out of it. He throws the shirt to the side and hungrily kisses your soft lips. His hands grab your hips pulling you as close as possible, as you begin rolling your hips. You search for friction on your swollen pearl, as he slips his tongue in. You only grow needier and more desperate for him, as you reach down and pull his briefs down. You pump his shaft slowly and controlled, riling him up more. He breaks the kiss to pull your drenched panties to the side and ram himself inside you. Your fingers leave little red trails down his biceps as you scream out
Grabbing your leg he throws it over his shoulder and rolls his hips at a faster pace.
“So fucking tight” he grunts
The new angle is deeper letting him hit your weakest spot with a simple angle adjustment of his hips. Your eyes rolled back as you held on to the sheets for your life. Your breathing hitched as every thrust filled you with more and more pleasure. His hand traveled down to your clit, drawing your favorite pattern as he twitched inside you. A bundle of pleasure built up inside you as your walls clenched tightly around him. It didnt take long for you to release, back arching as you saw stars. Your orgasm pulled Chris into his own state of ecstasy as he slammed inside you a few more times before spilling his warm cum deep inside you.
“Beunos días amor” he grinned
So I did the two cup method for manifestation last night and I’m not sure if that’s pretty much it.
I dreamt that I did get a text from him along with someone else that I didn’t really see who. I was so shocked how fast the 2 cup method worked in the dream that my jaw was open.
I poured the water into ‘effort and communication from Christopher’ but seeing that I didn’t get to charge both cups—it didn’t bode too well. I might try again but with a different message. I’m not putting someone specifically and just let the universe bring to me the person that’s meant to come.
Officially my last post about him since I dreamt of him last night but this should definitely be the last seeing that he’s really no longer in my life—oh well. It was exactly 2 months and that was the end of that. Wishful thinking on my part but yeah, can’t say I didn’t see it coming.
(REPOST OF THIS BECAUSE, I POSTED THE WRONG ONE)
Quick characters I made. It took me about 20 minutes to sketch their designs and give them colors. So they aren’t the best, but I like how they turned out, especially since I made them in a short time. (They’re also orphans and need parents, it’s for some story stuff)
It’s a new month. This is a much need to get this off my chest. So last time I spoke to him was last month and it’s almost been 2 weeks now. I was the last to text him and expected a reply in the morning that I never received. I already told myself before that I wasn’t going to be the first to contact him if I don’t get a reply from him again. And this is again. I didn’t allow myself to text him first. I wanted him to make that move. But more than a week has passed so at least now I know I won’t be expecting a text from him anytime soon—or ever.
I’m not letting myself wrack my brain too much about what’s going on. Or thinking of any possibilities like a family emergency or him texting me after all but for me not to receive them at all. I really believe if he wanted to reach out to me, he would have. He didn’t so I’m not going to be waiting around for a text. I mean, lowkey I did and expected it for a bit. After a few days had passed, I stopped thinking one would come. So I won’t bother anymore. Let this be both of us just ghosting each other cuz I can’t take the minimal effort and communication anymore. He got what he wanted so that’s it. I’m not giving him any more than I already allowed myself to give.
Time to start setting boundaries and truly being a picky person because this shit just ain’t it.
This will be the last of this tag.
Not sure why I dreamt of him last night when he’s no longer in my life.
From what I can still recall, I was waiting in front of the building with mom and another person who I can’t seem to remember now. Then he pulled up in his white car and I heard mom go, “wow” in awe of the car like in a “oh ok, I see you.” I went to open the door for her to get in and I was contemplating whether I was gonna sit at the back with her or go in the passenger seat. I didn’t even notice the other person I can’t remember. I woke up before I saw him inside the car. I was really cold so I was half awake when I turned off the AC.
I was awake for a few minutes or so before I dozed off again and remember seeing it was 4:34AM. It’s annoying how I was awake from a dream about him and thinking about him. I don’t want to think about him anymore.