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  • 00110000exe
    17.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago
    Me 25/8, like---
    #( me taking a deep breath: I lov- ) #( my mutuals: yes you love R we know you love R so much WE GET IT ) #( [ redacted ] my biggest comfort and coping character... my beloved <3 and beloathed
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  • chromaticorb
    17.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Salty about the fact that of the few times Caduceus has been truly raw and vulnerable, it wasn't anyone from the M9 who gave him that space, it was his NPC older sister

    #cr#caduceus clay #exposition about how the m9 repeatedly forces caduceus into a elder/caretaker role where they assume he's as wise as he pretends to be #and that assumption allows them to assume other things #namely that caduceus doesn't need to lean on them as much as they lean on him #he goes through some SHIT #and no one checks on him #other than as a gateway to seeking comfort from him for themselves #they get better about this #but there's a LOT they missed or just never came back to #like on the boat #his entire backstory basically #that time veth killed him and they just...forgot #that time they desecrated one of his religious sites and were just generally jackasses about it for some reason??? #critical role
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  • jigokuhana
    17.10.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    was just thinking, & i gotta say that anti-beetlebabes amuse (and irritate) me to no end, since they love calling me & others pedos for shipping adult!lydia w/ bj.

    and not the magic age-up bs where a character is basically still a kid mentally. just straight up her growing up naturally & catching feelings for her ghost bff.

    antis bitch, and yet everyone (both irl & online) that ive explained this to has said im in the right & that its not pedophilia. and these are ppl who do not condone fictional (or irl, obviously) pedophilia at all! these are normal ass ppl w/ functioning & fully developed brains who dont follow me on social media.

    so yeah. antis are funny.

    #my thoughts#beetlebabes #srsly tho would they be more comfortable if i aged lyds up to…idk 40? #somewhere closer to bj’s appearance age? #i stg i dont get it #XD
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  • martinlomax
    17.10.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    why doez josef wink here.

    #gif cw #HELLO. #comfort #betting against the void
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  • bernardo-draws-and-cries
    17.10.2021 - 20 minutes ago

    *cries in brazilian*

    #limero#scapegoat#furry#oc#liam silveira#homero beetal #beau the possum #Drawing liam being comforted to cheer me up
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  • toyfriskman
    17.10.2021 - 22 minutes ago

    ok

    comfort characters, right? we all have them

    I have mine for a very specific reason. I'll tell you who they are, and you try to find the thing they have in common

    Toriel from Undertale (specifially Undertale, not Deltarune)

    and

    Spy from TF2

    try to figure out why they're my comfort characters

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  • solereus
    17.10.2021 - 24 minutes ago

    does anyone know... how much i love luke skywalker?

    #( I better not get any personals on this post ) #( fuckin swear down mate ) #( BUT I do love him ) #( he does so much good despite all the fuckery he goes through ) #( like .... he has every right to turn to the dark ) #( you’d understand it ) #( but he doesn’t he fights to stay in the light and do good and be kind ) #( and I just ) #( this is my comfort jedi ) #( i love him so much ) #( my sunshine boi )
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  • remuswriting
    17.10.2021 - 29 minutes ago

    i want to apologize to everyone i wasn’t empathetic towards when i was supposed to be.  i don’t understand empathy at least 95% of the time and the other 5% is either when I am insanely close to that person or my mom has explained to me what to do.

    #cluster a pd things #am i right? #but like im actually sorry #im not the best at comforting
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  • secretlyamess
    17.10.2021 - 36 minutes ago
    #ask away :) #answered#anon #ash wants to comfort; comfort letters
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  • mettatoniic
    17.10.2021 - 41 minutes ago

    one of the things about my mettaton when it comes to comforting people is, while it's rare because he's kinda just always out there being loud and doing his thing, it's easy to forget that he's someone that you can count on. he's one of those friends that are loud and obnoxious on the surface but should he come around when he sees someone having a hard time or god forbid some kind of anxiety attack, he is that friend that will sit with them and do everything he can to get them to focus on something else. he'll make anyone shut up if they're upsetting the person he's seeing having a hard time and he takes every precaution to make sure they're okay. they come first. and he checks in and asks if they need him to anything. like that popular kid who is actually pretty genuine with their actions and keeps someone safe if they needed it.

    #mobile#tbt #I think his ability to comfort is actually really nice fjsbd #it just isn't shown often #something abt him being able to be sincere when the situation calls for it #thats seeing a totally different side of him
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  • softskiesahead
    17.10.2021 - 41 minutes ago

    me whenever i talk about mako :)

    #i'm so close to making a sailor moon s/i u have no idea!! #if i did i don't even think they would be a senshi #they'd be more like...tomoyo from cardcaptor sakura ;; like helping the group and making costumes instead of actually being a magical girl #oh OR i could just project onto diana again and have her be my s/i #i just!! mako would be my first actual familial f/o i just rlly want to be her little sister #she's also my oldest comfort character so maybe it's time ^^ #sailor moon is such a big comfort media too...it was vv important to me when i was younger #and still is even though it's a hyperfixation anymore #aya.txt #cc: makoto
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  • wishesunderthestars
    17.10.2021 - 42 minutes ago

    Eunoia // Ch. 19

    eunoia (noun): beautiful thinking, the possession of a well-balanced mind, which exhibits goodwill and kindness

    Pairings: Hybrid! BTS x reader

    Summary: You are a world famous director and you have dedicated your life to your job.You have everything you could ever dream of; wealth, recognision, talent, your friends and family. But loneliness ins’t cured by success. So what happens when you somehow rescue seven hybrids? Can they fill the void?

    Genre: Angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, eventual smut

    Word Count: 7.5k+

    Warnings: past abuse, past sexual abuse, cursing

    Masterlist

    Chapter 1, Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 chapter 18

    The taglist is now closed

    One thing you hadn’t considered before going undercover for the police was the sneaking around to reach your hotel room. A tiger hybrid that hadn’t been there for the rest of your stay was returning with you and John’s jacket was the only garment that was covering anything. You had to take the back door to avoid being seen by any too curious eyes and bribe someone from the hotel staff to let you use the staff’s elevator. As an excuse, you told him you were afraid someone was following you, paparazzi or some stalker. John and Taehyung stayed hidden until the staff member left after asking you at least three times if you wanted him to accompany you to your room.

    You were lucky the corridors of the top floor were empty and the three of you made it to your room undetected. The reason you were staying at that specific hotel was that it was advertised as valuing their guests’ privacy and you had been trying to avoid the press. Now, you were thankful for that choice because there were no cameras in the hallways. If videos of you returning to the hotel with a mostly naked hybrid got out, your career would be over.

    The door to your hotel room closed behind you and your shoulders sagged. The silk dress stifled you, pushing your chest more and more until there was nothing left but the impression of all the air you couldn’t take.

    You collapsed on the couch and undid the straps on your high heels. When your feet were bare you felt lighter. The first piece of your costume was off.

    “I have to go change,” John said. “I feel like the suit is going to eat me up.”

    You rolled your neck, hearing tiny cracks. “Believe me, I get it.”

    “I’ll be back in a few minutes, I need to change into something more comfortable,” John said, opening the door. “You should do the same. It’ll be a long night.”

    Yujin was supposed to call you to update you after the raid. You would have to go back to the police station and officially recount all the events that took place at the auction and point out the ones who organized it. They would need your testimony to strengthen the case and guarantee Hyungjoon wouldn’t escape a prison sentence.

    It was two hours past midnight and your flight was leaving Seoul at eight in the morning.

    You cleared your head of police protocol and eleven-hour-long flights. Taehyung had stopped by the coffee table in front of the couch, John’s jacket draped over his shoulders. His expression was carefully blank, a statue sculpted to be still and perfect for the viewer’s enjoyment. Some statues displayed more life than he did.

    “It’s late,” you said. “You should go to the bedroom and get some rest. Would you like that?”

    He nodded and headed to your room without question. He deserved to sleep in a comfortable bed. He deserved everything the world had to offer after being through that monstrous night. And you didn’t know anything else about how it had been before or how many years he had been treated like a slave. Trained.

    You took off the gold necklace and your earrings. You couldn’t look at your dress without getting the urge to rip it to pieces, listen to the green silk being torn apart. It was a reminder of a night you already wanted to forget, of a role you never wanted to play again. It was scary. Because you saw people you knew in the faces of those enjoying the show of hybrids being auctioned off. You saw your parents parading around wearing the most famous of designers in large ballrooms. You saw a version of yourself that didn’t exist but could have. And could haves were dangerous.

    John returned. He had gotten rid of the suit and he was sporting gray sweatpants and a white t-shirt tight around his biceps.

    “Are you going to stay in that?” he asked, looking pointedly at your dress.

    “God, no,” you said. “I can’t wait to throw it in the trash.”

    John sat down in an armchair facing you. “Are you going to throw a dress worth twenty thousand dollars in the trash?”

    “I want to,” you said stubbornly. You weren’t going to throw it in the trash, as tempting as it was. You would donate it somewhere and they could sell it. You would be satisfied if you never saw it again. “You don’t have to be here, you know. You can go to your room and sleep. I will wake you up when Yujin calls.”

    “I’m not going anywhere.”

    “Taehyung isn’t going to hurt me. Did you see how thin he is?” you asked. “Besides, I don’t think he would try.”

    “He wouldn’t,” John said. Both of you were aware that he was probably too scared to do anything but obey you. “But it isn’t Taehyung that I’m worried about. Speaking of Taehyung, where is he?”

    You laid back against the arm of the couch and rubbed the sore muscles of your feet. “I sent him to sleep in my room, he must be exhausted. And terrified. I don’t know what else to do.”

    “You should sleep too. It will be a few hours until Yujin calls. Breaking up the auction and arresting everyone will take some time. Then they have to take everyone to the station and do whatever work they have to do there before she can call you.”

    Yujin had promised to call you as soon as she could. She had been confident about wrapping up everything long before your flight. But John was right, you could fall asleep for a few hours.

    “I’m not sure I can sleep,” you said honestly.

    The orange bottle was hidden inside a pocket in your suitcase, you packed it for every trip out of habit. During demanding schedules, you had no choice but to swallow one of the pills and fall into a heavy dreamless sleep. You couldn’t afford to be sleepwalking at interviews and red carpets.

    “You can try,” John said. “I will be right here.”

    He made himself comfortable on the chair, crossing his arms and stretching his legs.

    “I could fall asleep like this.”

    You chuckled quietly. “Go ahead. Your back will be killing you tomorrow.”

    His face scrunched up in distaste. “For the sake of my back, I’m not going to. I’ll be waiting for Yujin’s call. You should go change into your pajamas. The couch looks much more comfortable than my armchair.”

    The couch was very comfortable and a few hours of sleeping on it wouldn’t be too bad. It had plenty of space to roll around and you could grab one of the pillows from the bedroom. As far as nightly accommodations went, it could be worse.

    “I can try,” you said. “But I have another call to make before that.”

    John offered you a bemused smile. “I’m surprised you waited so long. I thought you would have called them the moment we came back.”

    You fiddled with your dress. “I was going to. But there was Taehyung… I can’t bear to look at him like that. He’s so… lifeless. Like a robot programmed to execute orders. Is that what they turned them into? Shells of themselves?”

    “Their goal was a perfect servant. A well-mannered pet. This is exactly what they were aiming for.”

    Hate was a strong word, to be used sparingly. When you were younger you used to throw the word around without meaning or rhyme. You hated your parents and you hated your aunt and you hated your friend who pushed you into the sand once. It was all quickly forgotten. Because it was never hate. Growing older you realized that throwing the word around diminished its meaning. You reserved it for the ones who would make your skin crawl and your blood boil.

    And after years you found those people. Jimin and Yoongi’s past owner, the organizers of the hybrid fighting ring. Hyungjoon was the only one with both a face and a name. You hated them all.

    “How can people be so cruel to them?” you asked bitterly. “They are breaking their souls. And for what? There were children in there. Do they have no conscience? Can they not see that hybrids are the same as us? All of them, every single one of them is sick.”

    “They are,” John agreed. He glanced at the door leading to the bedroom. “You will need to wake him up when Yujin calls. They will probably take him in for questioning before returning him to a hybrid center.”

    Being in a hybrid center wouldn’t help Taehyung. You couldn’t imagine him getting better there. He needed love and someone to care for him. He should have the freedom he had been denied all these years and anything else he would ever want. But who would adopt a broken hybrid? Because that’s what they would label him as at the adoption center. Not fit to play the happy and cute part. The people who would want to adopt him would have all the wrong reasons.

    They couldn’t return him to the adoption center like this. But you could see that there weren’t any other options. Where else would he go?

    “It doesn’t feel right,” you said. “He won’t ever be adopted. Not by someone who doesn’t want a slave. He will either spend all his life between adoption centers and shelters or with someone who won’t treat him any better than those people at the auction.”

    “But that’s where our job ends. We did everything we could. There is nothing more we can do, we can’t micro-manage who each hybrid will be adopted by. You already saved him. Taehyung isn’t your responsibility.”

    “Isn’t he?”

    The plan had been clear since the beginning. You were supposed to get a hybrid, the second or third that would be auctioned off and make it believable that you genuinely wanted them. And then when the police had arrested everyone you would give them back to the police and they would attempt to hack the auctions servers and get all the money back, including yours. How could you have predicted that you would grow strangely attached to the hybrid?

    John leaned forward, resting his forearms on his legs and clasping his hands together. “You can’t always play savior. Taehyung needs a lot of help and you’re right, as it is he won’t get it at an adoption center. But you are entitled to making a few demands of the police like asking them to offer counseling to the hybrids. You helped enough already.”

    Resigned, you wrapped your arms around your legs, laying your cheek on your knees. “You’re right. I just can’t help but feel like I should be doing more for him.”

    “What more do you want to do?” John asked in a way that showed he was willing to listen to you. To discuss the matter with you instead of dismissing it. You remained silent. “Are you thinking of adopting him?”

    You opened your mouth to reply but closed it again. Were you? There was something tugging at the back of your mind but you hadn’t looked deeper into it. You were avoiding looking deeper into it.

    “I shouldn’t be.”

    “The police will ask to take him back,” John stated.

    Taehyung was part of the case, you couldn’t grab him and leave before it closed. And you couldn’t make the decision by yourself. There were six hybrids back home waiting for you. Things were finally looking up. Yoongi was getting used to the other hybrids, he stopped hiding away and he was talking more. The pack was getting used to having two more hybrids in the house. You couldn’t throw another one at them.

    “You should call them,” John interrupted your thoughts. He looked at your discarded purse on the coffee table. “They must be worried sick.”

    You reached for your bag and pulled out your phone. John was right, it was about time you called them. You should have called the moment you arrived at the hotel. You blamed the adrenaline of the night and the anxiety that hadn’t yet dissipated. You went to your favorite contacts -the list of your contacts was too long to scroll through- and pressed on Namjoon’s icon.

    It was a photo you had taken of him in Virginia. Namjoon was sitting on the grass out in the garden reading a book bound in red leather. He had discovered it in a thrift store on one of your trips to the city, his eyes lighting up at the little treasure. It was an old classic and it once belonged to someone who loved it dearly, evident by the little notes in the margins on every page. Namjoon adored it, keeping it in his room and carefully wrapping it in cloth before packing it for your trip back to Los Angeles.

    The phone rang exactly once before he picked up.

    “Hey.”

    You were greeted by shouts of your name and questions about your well-being. All the hybrids must be gathered around Namjoon’s phone. You realized they had been waiting for you to call and you felt more guilty for not calling them sooner.

    “I’m okay, I’m okay,” you reassured them. “John and I are back at the hotel.”

    You heard mutters and sighs of relief.

    “Thank god,” Namjoon said. “Don’t ever do something like that again. I nearly lost my mind.”

    You giggled quietly. “Never. I’m not putting myself through that again.”

    You went on to tell them everything from when you arrived at the hotel to the car ride back. It was the exact same story you had told Yujin but now you didn’t focus on the details but the feelings. On the anxiety about revealing yourself and your disgust at the event as a whole. You summarized your experience as best as you could. It was for the best if they didn’t have to live it even if it was through a retelling. You would have refrained from telling them anything if they hadn’t pleaded.

    After some hesitation, you mentioned Taehyung. You hadn’t shared with them the police’s plan, it had been too late to call them by then.

    “Where is he now?” Jimin asked in a small voice.

    “In the bedroom. Sleeping.” You glanced at the door. You couldn’t hear any sounds coming from inside. “I’m not sure he speaks English. He can mostly understand what I’m saying but… He doesn’t speak, keeps his eyes on the floor. I haven’t heard him utter a single word.”

    “Maybe he only knows specific words,” Hoseok offered. “They must have taught him what he needed to know to understand commands.”

    Whatever training they had put him through served one purpose; to make him a slave that would do anything for his owners. They had predicted that a lot of the potential buyers would be foreigners since the auction itself had been in English.

    Yoongi surprised you by speaking up. “What will happen to him now?”

    “I’ll take him to the police station with me, they need to ask him questions about the auction. But I don’t know if he will be of any help to them.”

    “After that?” Yoongi asked.

    “An adoption center or a shelter,” you said. The wrong feeling hadn’t left you, abandoning Taehyung at an adoption center made you feel unreasonably guilty. “They will take care of him.”

    Yoongi made a scornful sound. “Right.”

    You rose from the couch, your bare feet touching the cool tiles and your dress sweeping the floor. You shivered. In one hand, you gathered your dress to avoid stepping on it and falling on your face—its length was designed to be worn with high heels. John lifted his head from his phone.

    “I don’t want him to be thrown at an adoption center either. Where else are they supposed to take him? I will make sure he will have access to therapy and anything else he needs. I’ll talk to Yujin, she can do something.”

    Yoongi didn’t reply. You looked through the glass wall at the city’s millions of multicolored lights, the tall buildings, and the few cars speeding through the streets. Above, the sky was pitch black, the moon invisible and not a star in sight. You missed the clear night sky in Virginia, away from the pollution and the artificial lights. The moon and the stars were bright enough to lead your way.

    “Will you come home today?” Jungkook asked timidly.

    Your heart swelled at the bunny’s hesitancy. “I will. I’m not missing my flight. Yujin promised I will have more than enough time after giving my statement to go to the airport. We’ll be flying back on the private jet the company rented, they will wait for me if I’m late by a few minutes.”

    “You better be here today,” Seokjin said shakily. “You’ve been gone long enough.”

    New York, London, Paris, Berlin, Tokyo, Seoul. Private jets and red carpets and camera flashes. It was two weeks you were gone now and as much as you used to adore traveling you couldn’t wait to go home.

    “I will be there, I promise.”

    Your finger traced the largest building in your view as you said goodbye. The call ended and you placed your hand on the glass dividing you from the outside. An invisible barrier like the lines you couldn’t see anymore. You turned around and laid your back against the glass.

    “You should go to sleep,” John said. “I will wake you up when Yujin calls.”

    “Okay,” you said, too tired to argue.

    You stayed there for a minute before pushing yourself forward and heading to your room. You would take your pajamas from your suitcase and go to the bathroom to put them on. You had to be quiet to not wake up Taehyung and alarm him. You hadn’t even thought to offer him some pajamas before sending him to sleep. Before you went to the police station you would have to give him some clothes to wear. The silks could be evidence so you would have to put them in your bag and hand them over.

    You eased the door open and slipped inside through the crack. Your monster of a suitcase was laying on the floor next to the closet. You hadn’t opened the closet once, there was no reason when you were staying for only two days. You looked to the side to make sure Taehyung hadn’t roused and you almost screamed when your eyes fell on him.

    Taehyung was kneeling on the bed, head lowered and hands behind his back. The light of the lamps on the nightstand cast shadows on his bare golden skin, his collarbones, and his ribs. You slapped your hand over your eyes so hard it stung and turned your back to him. The image burned itself behind your eyelids, pulsing in an incandescent glow.

    For the umpteenth time that night, your stomach churned aggressively in disgust. This was what they had trained him for. You had known but it was much more horrifying seeing it up close. If you hadn’t been there that balding man would have been in your place. Hands touching his golden skin, trailing lower and lower- You clenched your hands into fists at the revolting images your mind conjured up.

    You stayed frozen with your back to him, asking yourself what you should do. It was all proving to be too hard and you were lacking severely. You should say something, anything, but Taehyung might not understand you. He hadn’t understood when you asked him to rest, there was no guarantee that he would understand now.

    In every hotel, there were spare sheets and blankets in the closet. You pulled out a white blanket that was more fitted for winter than summer and keeping your eyes down, you threw it over Taehyung. Bundling him up in it, you sat down on the bed keeping some distance between you.

    His lips parted in surprise, the first sign of anything other than passiveness on his face.

    “Sleep now,” you said, connecting your palms and laying your cheek on your hands, using body language to show him what you meant. He didn’t move, his grip tight on the blanket. “Look at me.” He raised his head, his yellow eyes staring at you under his long lashes. “Lay down and sleep. I won’t touch you.”

    You held up your hands, palms open. He glanced at the bed confused, looking almost cute. You patted the bed to encourage him. Cautiously, looking between you and the pillows he lowered his body to the bed.

    “Close your eyes now. Sleep,” you said.

    He did but he remained tense. Like he was waiting for you to do something. You were progressively getting angrier and angrier. At Hyunjoon and the bastards working at the auction, the ones attending, the ones wgo knew about it and did nothing. The world.

    You got up from the bed and although Taehyung kept his eyes closed his eyebrows jumped in surprise. You went to your suitcase and opened it, your pajamas were folded on top of the mess that was the rest of your clothes. They were a peach-colored silk set with branches of orange blossoms all over them, a sleeveless top and pants by an Italian brand.

    After you changed and came back into the room, Taehyung was in the same position you had left him in. What you had told him could have been interpreted as an order he was obeying. Or he was still waiting for something that wouldn’t come.

    Leaving, you made sure to close the door behind you.

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    The ringing of your phone pulled you out of your slumber. In your blurry vision, you saw John picking it up from the coffee table. Yawning, you rubbed your eyes. You hadn’t gotten a restful sleep. The dream you couldn’t remember had filled you with anxiety and your body was so heavy you couldn’t move.

    You pushed through the invisible mist, blinking quickly.

    John ended the call before you could ask to take it. “It was Yujin.”

    “What did she say?” you croaked, your voice scratchy.

    A satisfied smile appeared on his face. “They caught them and they believe they found all the hybrids.”

    Your shoulders slumped in relief, your whole body lighter than it had been in days. “That might be the best thing I’ve heard in my life.”

    “Right after ‘the Oscar goes to…’?”

    “Right after ‘the hybrid fighting ring has been dismantled’,” you corrected him.

    “Fair,” John said.

    In the past few months, your life had turned upside down. Once you had considered the Oscar ceremonies the most important nights of your life. That had changed without you taking notice. They were nothing more than a red carpet, expensive dresses, and little statues.

    John slid his phone in his back pocket and reached for his shoes. “Yujin is waiting for us at the police station. She said they will ask you to identify the organizer.”

    You rolled your neck, it was stiff from sleeping on the couch without a proper pillow. “That’s easy. I can’t wait for that bastard to be locked up behind bars. And to think that I believed he was nice two days ago. If I had any less composure I would have punched him in the face while he talked about how well-trained their hybrids are.”

    “Be glad you didn’t,” John said. “You wouldn’t get to see him behind bars.”

    “You’re right. That’s much more satisfying.”

    “And way less dangerous,” John added pointedly. "Go wake Taehyung up. The earlier we go the earlier we can leave. We have a flight to catch in four hours and although it’s a private jet they won’t wait long for us.”

    Your back cracked as you got to your feet and by John’s wide-eyed stare the loud sounds were mildly concerning. You told yourself that after this was over you would keep your head down and stick to less dangerous activities. You would take fighting with the producers and filming the same scenes over and over again any time over risking your life.

    You knocked on the door leading to your room, determined to do this right. There was no response. You knocked again, waited, and pushed the door open.

    Taehyung was sitting on the bed wrapped up in the blanket you had thrown over him. His eyeliner was smudged and the golden chains had fallen down his chest and tangled around his waist and arms. Sleep muddled his eyes.

    “Did you sleep well?” you asked him, going to your suitcase to pick out an outfit that would be fit for both the police station and the airport.

    Taehyung nodded slowly.

    “I’m sorry I didn’t let you sleep for long but we have to go to the police station.” You didn’t know how much he could understand—most likely not a lot—but chattering away was your way of making the atmosphere lighter. “I have to find some clothes for you as well. Let’s see if I have anything that fits you.”

    You rummaged through your suitcase for anything he could wear. Your clothes were already messed up, messing them up more wasn’t an issue. But it did make your task rather more troublesome.

    “There!” You pulled out a white hoodie you had packed for the airport in London. It was one of the most comfortable articles of clothing you owned and it would be just about the right size for Taehyung. “Now for pants…”

    That was going to be much harder. You could ask John but his pants would be way too large on him.

    “These will do,” you said holding a pair of black sweatpants. If they didn’t fit, you would try something else. You got up —there were a couple of cracks from your legs— and laid the clothes out on the bed. You gestured to the clothes and then to him. “Put these on.”

    You went back to your suitcase to find some clothes for yourself. Taehyung inched towards the clothes and let the blanket fall from his shoulders. He got up from the bed and pulled off the first chain.

    You cleared your throat. “You can go to the bathroom.”

    Taehyung tilted his head.

    You turned your back to him and continued your search. The silks fell to the floor with a whisper. You picked up a pair of black jeans and the first shirt you came across.

    Leaving the hotel undetected was easier than slipping inside because of the late hour—so late it was bordering on early. John had the keys to one of the SUVs the production company had rented for the schedules. You would be back before anyone noticed it was missing.

    The lights were all on in the police station. A man with tired eyes led you to the second floor. Music was playing through the speakers, the kind that played in elevators. Officers wearing dark bags under their eyes were moving around the rooms, carrying folders and flipping through papers. Phones were ringing and doors buzzing. The bright lights were making you dizzy.

    Yujin was talking to two officers when you walked inside a large office that smelled like sweat and old coffee. It was loud in the room, keyboards clinking and people talking into earpieces and walkie-talkies and to each other.

    “There you are,” Yujin said with a smile. She told the officers something in Korean and they left with nods in your direction. “Everything went according to plan. I believe Mr. Mallory already told you our operation was completely successful.”

    “He did. Some of the best news I’ve woken up to.” Yujin’s gaze fell somewhere behind you. John was standing almost protectively in front of Taehyung, the hybrid’s hair hiding his face. “That’s Taehyung.”

    Yujin spoke to him in Korean but got no reaction. Taehyung remained perfectly still other than his tiger ear twitching.

    “He hasn’t spoken yet,” you said. “I thought it was because he didn’t understand English but… He can understand orders.” You cringed at the word. “They were speaking English at the auction.”

    “There were a lot of foreigners. Mostly foreigners,” Yujin said. “Everyone was taken to the station but have no worries, none of them will see you here. I just need you to give a statement and identify the organizer. He won’t be able to see you, we will be standing behind a two-way mirror.”

    You were aware of the process. You had been through it once before with Hoseok, standing next to him while he pointed at the people that forced them to fight like animals.

    “Okay, let’s get it over with.” A yawn escaped you, it was sudden and you couldn’t stop it. “Excuse me, I’m running on two hours of sleep.”

    Yujin offered you a sympathetic look, one that said she had been in the same position many times. “I completely understand. We are grateful for everything you have done for the case. I know I have asked a lot of you.” Her expression changed, turning serious with a hint of what could have been guilt. “There’s something you must know.”

    You braced yourself. Whatever started with that phrase wasn’t about to be good.

    “We believe there are a couple of people involved in the auction who escaped.”

    “Escaped? How?” you asked, cold sweat gathering at your forehead.

    An officer appeared and spoke to Yujin in quick Korean. Meanwhile, you shoved your hands in your pockets.

    During one of the interrogations, someone had cracked and told them that two people working at the auction had been on another floor while the police had ambushed them. They had their descriptions and would give them to airports and train stations and they would be found soon. But that didn’t change the fact that there were two people out there who could learn of your work with the police and inform others in their network.

    John placed a hand on your shoulder, the solid weight anchoring something inside you.

    Taehyung was taken away by a man in his mid-forties. He didn’t go with him until you gave him your permission or more accurately told him to follow him and do what he asked. You hated that part, ordering him to do something knowing he will do it without question. But you did what you had to do.

    You gave your statement and pointed at Hyungjoon in a lineup of men, most of which you could recognize from the auction. Subconsciously you had memorized much more than just the way in and the way out. The police offered to give you back the money you had spent at the auction when they found a way to take over the auction’s accounts. You declined, asking them to give the money to organizations protecting hybrid rights.

    After everything was said and done, Yujin asked to speak to you alone in her office. Puzzled, you told John to stay in the waiting room and you would be back shortly. In his face, you saw the split second he thought of protesting, of asking to come with you. He didn’t, only telling you he would be there if you needed anything.

    “Take a seat,” Yujin said gesturing to the chairs in front of her desk.

    You did, keeping your back straight. The posture of an A-list celebrity. “May I ask what you wanted to talk about?”

    “Of course.” She took off her jacket and hung it over the back of her leather chair. “I don’t want to take up more of your time. But there is an important matter I wanted to discuss with you.” You nodded for her to go ahead. “It’s about Taehyung.”

    Your body went stiff. You hadn’t stopped thinking about him since he had been taken away.

    “Taehyung? Is there something wrong?”

    “No, not exactly,” she said. “It’s about you as much as it is about Taehyung. That’s why I called you here. Two people escaped from the auction, who know you were there and they will expect to see you with Taehyung. You are one of the only four guests who left the auction before we got inside, they could be keeping an eye on you.”

    A spike of ice pierced your stomach, it had been built piece by piece since you first heard they hadn’t caught everyone. Gathering until frost was spreading all around your body.

    “We aren’t sure, it’s nothing but a speculation,” Yujin rushed to add but it didn’t make it any better. “The most possible scenario is that they are rushing to leave the country not caring about what happens to any of you. But we have to take into account every possibility. And the fact remains that they will expect to see you with the hybrid you paid millions of dollars to get. Not only them but also the ones who attended the auction and will be released later. We should have considered it before but we grabbed a lead and ran with it. We didn’t have enough time for proper planning.”

    Someone was shouting outside. You rubbed your bare arms. The temperature was low in the offices.

    “What am I supposed to do then?” you asked.

    Yujin sighed. “I won’t force you to do anything. It’s your decision but- It would be better if Taehyung stayed with you for a while. A few months at most. Then you can take him to an adoption center and if anyone asks you can say you got bored of him, that he wasn’t what you had wanted.”

    “That will be beyond traumatizing for him,” you said sharply. “Giving him a home only to take it away from him. You saw how he is. He doesn’t talk, doesn’t look anyone in the eye unless he is told to. He-” You almost told her of how you had walked into your room to find him kneeling on the bed naked, ready to do whatever was asked of him. You didn’t. Even thinking of it made you nauseous. “I can’t do that to him.”

    You couldn’t welcome someone into your home, into your life, and kick them out after a few months. You had seen the show many times. You wouldn’t turn someone away, you could only let them go.

    “He needs love and care. He has been through hell and back. I won’t do anything that will cause him harm.”

    Yujin pinned you with a stare. “He isn’t going to receive any of that at an adoption center and that’s where he’s going if you don’t take him with you. I understand if you don’t want to. You already have six hybrids to take care of as well as a very hectic career. Regardless, I have to inform you of any dangers that you may face and any way to prevent them that we can come up with.”

    You sank into the chair. “Are there no other ways?”

    She shook her head. “Not any we have found.”

    “I’m leaving for Los Angeles in a few hours. I can’t take him with me, all his papers are forged.”

    “They had thought of that before auctioning them off. They have managed to trick the system. You will be free to travel with him anywhere you want. He is already registered under your name. Hyungjoon had lawyers and people in hybrid centers working with him, we have a few of their names. They have ensured that none of the buyers would face any problems that could be traced back to them.”

    You scoffed. “For such a well-organized business, they went down quickly.”

    “All thanks to you,” Yujin reminded you.

    You checked the time on your phone. You had to make a decision and make it fast. You weren’t prepared to adopt another hybrid. Shouldn’t adopt another hybrid. But Taehyung was haunting your every thought. You felt responsible for him, you couldn’t deny it.

    You sent a quick message to Namjoon hoping he had his phone close. The text bubble appeared, he was writing back. The first bubble appeared. And another.

    “I have to book another flight.”

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    Amelia was a god-sent gift. You called her and the first thing you told her was; “Amelia, I don’t care how many strings you pull or how much it costs. I want a private jet to take me to Los Angeles this morning.” In twenty minutes, she had a private jet ready for you and every person in the crew signing an NDA.

    John had frowned.

    “Are you going to smuggle him out of the country?”

    “I’m not smuggling him out of the country!”

    You had explained to him what Yujin had told you, that the papers they had given you at the auction were enough to travel to Los Angeles without anyone asking questions. There, you would have to go to Amelia to tweak a few parts and make some changes. For now, they were good enough. He didn’t try to change your mind, you could tell that he had been thinking over the situation and how it would affect you long before Amelia had called you to her office.

    Yujin had left after calling someone to bring the tiger hybrid to you. The case wasn’t closed yet and there was a myriad of things left to do. An officer accompanied Taehyung into the waiting area outside her office. There was a slight tremor in Taehyung’s hands.

    Before the man could leave, you asked, “Do you speak English?”

    He shifted from foot to foot, unprepared. “A little.”

    “Could you translate a few things for me? I don’t think he understands English very well.”

    The officer seemed nervous but he nodded. The hardest part about a foreign language was speaking it, understanding it came easier.

    You turned to Taehyung, bending so you could look at his face. He looked as beautiful as he had when you had first seen him but the night had taken a toll on him. His makeup was melting, leaving his skin oily and shiny, and his hair was disheveled despite the products they must have used to style it before the auction.

    You hoped they had explained everything to him, that you weren’t like the people who had held him captive.

    “I’ll be leaving for Los Angeles soon. That’s where I live, where my house is.” You spoke slowly and waited for the officer to translate before you continued. “I would like it very much if you would come with me. But it’s your choice. If you don’t want to, you can go to a hybrid center. They will take care of you there.”

    The man translated. Silence spread and you were almost sure Taehyung wouldn’t answer. He did. His low voice sent a shiver down your back.

    “He said you are his owner and he will come with you,” the man said in a thick accent.

    “If he doesn’t want to, he doesn’t have to. I won't be mad. It's his decision.”

    The officer stared at you for a few seconds before repeating your words in Korean. “He said he’ll come with you.”

    “Oh. Okay. Uhmm, thanks for translating.”

    The officer bowed his head and left.

    Taehyung was officially in your care. As official as it could be taking into account the forged documents. But you had the okay from the police and that had to count for something.

    You went back to the hotel to pick up your suitcases and check out. You sent a message to the showrunner of Paper Hearts to let her know that something had come up and you wouldn’t be flying back with them. On the way to the airport, you stopped at a bakery and bought some breakfast for the flight. It had become a tradition to get takeout before a flight despite the fact that they offered food on the plane.

    You asked Taehyung what he wanted but all he said was; “What you want, mistress”.

    “You can call me by my name,” you said, uncomfortable with the title. “I would prefer that.”

    He looked at you like it was a test. You were too tired and the language barrier was too hard to navigate so you let it go.

    You were terrified you had made a mistake. Taehyung was in a vulnerable position and you had taken advantage of that to cover yourself. He was following you because he believed he should be serving you. However, it wouldn’t be much better for him at an adoption center where he would be gawked at by people looking to get hybrids or locked away in his room because they couldn’t sell him.

    The private jet was a little larger than what you were used to, definitely larger than what you needed. You guessed it was the only jet Amelia could rent and get ready for a flight last minute. A long black leather couch stretched on one side with a table in front of it looking ahead at a plasma TV. A vase full of white roses was decorating the table. There were also two leather armchairs on either side of the couch that could spin around. Six more seats were ahead, two on one side and four on the other leaving an empty aisle between them. They were facing each other with two tables between them

    This trip would cost you a pretty penny. Normally, you wouldn’t entertain the idea of spending that much money on a flight but given the special circumstances, you weren’t regretting it.

    The flight attendant welcomed you, informing you that the jet would be taking off soon. You collapsed on the seat by the window in the group of four, John taking the seat facing yours. You crossed your arms on the table and buried your face in them.

    “Finally,” you said. “This trip was endless.”

    “Tell me about it,” John agreed.

    Promotional tours could range from a couple of weeks to a couple of months so you were on the short end. It still felt endless. Being away from home was getting harder and harder.

    You surfaced from your self-made pillow and you noticed that Taehyung wasn’t sitting.

    “Take a seat,” you told him realizing he was waiting for you to tell him what to do. You would have to work on that. “You can sit down.”

    Wordlessly, Taehyung took the seat next to yours.

    “Do you want to sleep?” you asked. Taehyung looked up at you. You guessed the faint expression on his face was confusion. “Wait, I should call Hobi. Maybe he doesn’t know what sleep means.”

    You pulled your phone out of your bag but paused.

    “What?” John asked. “What are you overthinking about?”

    You grimaced. “I’m not…” You couldn’t bring yourself to lie, not after a whole night of lying. Not to John. “I should have called them at the police station. I texted Namjoon but… He must have told them by now. What if they are angry?”

    “I don’t think they will be,” John said honestly. “It’s for your safety. They won’t hold this against you, they want you to be safe. And it isn’t like it’s the first time you’re showing up with spontaneously acquired hybrids.”

    “It’s the first time for Hoseok and Yoongi.”

    “May I remind you that Hoseok and Yoongi used to be those acquired hybrids?”

    The day Jimin had run after Yoongi felt like ages away but also like it was last week. A lot had happened since then, many things had changed. Some things you hadn’t noticed at first. Yoongi and Hoseok were a part of your family now, it didn’t matter if the panther hybrid wasn’t ready to admit it yet.

    It wasn’t so long ago you had run out in the middle of the night before the crack of dawn and Yoongi had disappeared leaving no traces behind. Two months. How little that seemed. How long it could be. Lives could change in two months.

    “They are still adjusting. And Yoongi,” you trailed off. “I don’t think I can handle his anger now. Things have been going so well and this could ruin that.”

    Through the speakers the captain announced that you would be soon taking off, asking you to fasten your seatbelts. You helped Taehyung with his, you guessed it was his first time wearing one.

    “Yoongi may surprise you,” John said when the captain stopped speaking.

    “There are many kinds of surprises.”

    “You have to learn how to think positively instead of always expecting the worst.”

    The jet ran smoothly down the runway, taking off without a hitch. If you hadn’t been looking out of the window, you wouldn’t have noticed that you had left the ground.

    “Ten hours to Los Angeles,” John said.

    “Ten hours to home.”

    Please comment and reblog it motivates me to keep writing

    #castlebangtan#bts #bts x reader #bts hybrid au #namjoon x reader #jimin x reader #jungkook x reader #seokjin x reader #hoseok x reader #yoongi x reader #taehyung x reader #poly!bts #poly!bts x reader #bts fanfic#bts scenarios#bts hurt/comfort#bts angst
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  • thatoneguy2009
    17.10.2021 - 45 minutes ago

    oh i did not notice the mind electric coming on at ALL

    #???DOESNT NOTICE COMFORT SONG
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  • crowmmunism
    17.10.2021 - 46 minutes ago

    Hi, I found a fake sunflower on the floor at work and did this but the managers didn't let me keep it, I think I will burn the flesh from their frame

    #trying to get comfortable with pictures of myself #me#caw
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  • donnatellamoss
    17.10.2021 - 46 minutes ago
    #1) not a comfort show 2) not mad or surprised the cast is being homophobic 3) i love myself very much #its so funny bc nothing in this message is Correct but even if it was girl???? who are you?????
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    17.10.2021 - 54 minutes ago
    #ask #this makes me want to watch the office #or old dream team streams #I want comfort
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  • 2samey
    17.10.2021 - 58 minutes ago

    cliff should race again

    #*gets on my soapbox again* #EH HEM #cliff mfing steele should race again (and not just bc i wanna see him tokyo drift the FUCK outta someone) #WNSNSNMSMSMS BUT FR THO #it’s obviously still a comfort for him #like he did it with dorothy and when the rat drove him insane #so he still enjoys it!! ergo he should do it again!! #like there needs- NEEDS- to be an episode #where they have to get somewhere superfast or the world will end or something #like they need to get something before someone else does idk #but it’s all the dp (or better yet- just clara and/or jane bc he cares the most abt em) #and they all up inna car or sumn and they make cliff drive since he has a background in it #and he goes thru his whole ptsd flashback thing #but fuckinnn. idk. overcomes it thru the power of love or something idk im not a scientist #yeahhhhhhhhhhh #oh and I Was Made For Lovin You plays in the background #WNNSSNMSSMMSMSM #*grabs teddy bc i KNOW they’re gonna read this eventually* #help me make a Cliff Racing playlist PLEASE i beg of you
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    17.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Dream fanart loveposting bc I’ve had a rough night and a wheeze compilation made me smile

    #pit talks#my art#dreblr#dreamwastaken#dream fanart#loveposting #highkey my comfort cc #enjoy some patches content #im going to bed i think #take care of yourself you're the you that you have
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  • stardusttkachuk
    17.10.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #asks #hurt comfort fics are my everything #i have ideas #ideas that i’m too drunk to write rn
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