Why does life bring people in your life, if they’re just going to leave. Why do people come in your life to use you and break you. Why do people come into your life, if they know they’re going to leave. Why can people be so cruel to you for absoletely no reason.
And who were you before? What did you do?
Tell me, were you kind?
Tell me, were you cruel?
Tell me, can you say
That you are proud of you?
Cruel she named me.
The baked cake tasting like ash in my mouth
knew just as well.
It felt right in my eyes
to have such a name attached to me.
The bitterness of the past few months had subsided and energy poured from my ever waking soul.
No more, no more, no more.
I shan’t deny the audacity of Cruella De Vil
in my heart a day more
for peace and prosperity have converged
in my shadow in a morbid affair of true love.
my cruel shorts vol. 1
Why i feel sad after every intimate moment with you?
Why i feel lonely even im hugging you?
Why i feel so worthless, even i know im greatest?
Why i still love you, even i know u only need for a night to stay?
Un día estamos bien, y al siguiente de pronto dejas de contestar, y me pregunto si fui yo el problema…
-The Heart Artist
Second Best .
Im not good at expressing my feelings but here goes nothing. this ones just to get it off my chest. I love you, I always will but we cant ignore the elephant in the room there will never be an us again because you’re not happy with me and I’m only happy with you. You will never trust me because of your past actions and i will never trust you because i still can’t believe the shit you do to continuously hurt me for no reason. Like if I deserve it. I’ve NEVER did you wrong. Even in these 8 months I’ve been single, more like 11 because we haven’t been “me and you“ since October. But I’ve been faithful to you none the less. I say 1001 times I’m done, I’m good but truly I can’t let you go without your help. I’d continue to let you in because you know what they say, “let it go, if it comes back it’s real.” But not matter how many times I try I find myself in the same position, alone. You don’t think it kills me that you put bitches on the phone to disrespect me and sit there and laugh at me. Everyone laughs at me because of you and there you sit like the ring leader and me dumbo. Please stop, I can’t pretend I’m strong anymore. I’m fucking weak nigga what you want from me my life too ! Just don’t come back if it’s not to stay. If you know you don’t want or love me don’t look for me tu me estás haciendo demasiado daño. Yo no puedo seguir en esto no puedo ser tu amiga. yo lo eh tratado just to keep you close but I can’t, I end up killing myself more. All I’m saying is if you want me I’m here. if not please don’t come back not tomorrow or the next day or a month from now or a year or even in 5 years. Just let me be. I’m done waiting .
Não importa quanto você esconda, as verdades mais sombrias sempre serão reveladas.
( Cruel King )
Me, knowing Lech needs to sleep early bc he works morning and is happy he went to bed on time: Yes this is good!
Also me, a night owl, in fucking tears when he goes to bed early: Baby needs jail??? Jail for neglect? Boyfriend goes??? Jail for 100 years for such cruelty?? However shall I live??? Without?? My baby??
Being a cruel heartless villian has a great upside. If I embarrass myself in front of people, it doesn’t matter bcz I’ll kill them eventually.