Barzal wallpaper 💙
Barzal wallpaper 💙
Hazme mierda los labios, pero no el corazón
i could talk to you forever.
I kind of needed to take a break from posting anything, but I might start up again….
A few weeks ago, I talked to A, and we talked about how he didn’t text me back for a month (which used to be a really big deal for me, but now I don’t really care as much). Anyways, he apologized and told me that he’s working on it, and that he wants to do better. And that was nice to hear.
But then he told me that several times every day, he thinks to himself “pick up the phone and text L. Pick up the phone and text L. Pick up the phone and text L” and he just can’t do it. And that made me cry, because I thought for years that he just forgets about me when we don’t talk, and that he never thinks of me, but I was wrong. He does think of me, he just also has an undiagnosed problem (maybe depression, maybe something else) that prevents him from acting on it.
Anyways, since then we’ve talked every week, and I can feel the effort he’s putting in to maintaining that.
Yesterday, we made plans to talk tonight, and he told me “there’s something I’m excited to share with you, and get your thoughts on”
And I’m extremely intrigued…… what could it possibly be??
How did you get stuck in my head
when I never let you in
in the first place
i love you so, so much but i know i’ll never have the courage to tell you that
all i want is to be in your arms
Ok but the scene where Marrinette tries to sit next to Adrien on the plane but it’s Luz and Amity
One time at 6PM, we would always watch a random movies together with my classmates. He sat at the back left corner of the room with our friends, I was on the middle back.
I remember feeling his eyes look at me whenever I look away and if I look back at him, he would look away too.
Not later than 15 minutes he sat beside me and we talked about random things, pretending to watch the movie. I remember seeing him smile even though it’s too dark, I can see his eyes sparkle while he talked to me. I was happy that night, I wonder if he noticed the change of mood that he brought the moment he sat beside me.
Was he interested in me that moment? Was he trying to say something or was he sending me messages that I didn’t noticed? Does he like me back that day? Lol I have no idea.
Look at the skyscrapers,
after the first rain,
they’re always such a beautiful blue.
Reflections of an autumn sky.
It’s been a year now.
How many hours
have I spent
being just a woman in an office?
Just like all those offices.
Staring up and looking out
each window as I clean.
The crows have started to piano the wires.
The radio sings your new song.
It sounds like jokes about the cold
and stories of the plane ride
Sometimes I hate this city.
A look at you…
In “business clothes”
Now that could be refreshing.
It might be the only thing
that could wake me up.
So, I am going to a new school and not even one day into going into it I see this person and instantly get a crush on them. This event has made me realize that I find all androgynous people cute. And I want to get to know them, but I am too shy to talk to them. Why must I suffer so?
En mis sueños, tu y yo aún seguimos juntos.
Psdt: Te extraño
He FOLLOWED ME asdfghkl- i cant right now i am LITERALLY SCREAMING
gUYS he followed me on social media I’m gonna die AHHHH-
Fuck I knew you didn’t really feel anything for me but I still went for it
A g a i n .