Genius loci - University project
Not my usual Post but I thought you guys could like my Uni Project.1
0My blog is naturecore, cottagecore,cryptic and paranormal shit, kitsch, feral, liminal, and…. Star Trek.
Welcome.
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saw this buddy on my walk last fall. it looked like it’s wing might be injured or something? i don’t even know if it’s a butterfly or a moth because i’ve never seen one this colour before.
6I told my family that I’m done being a human and now wish to be classified as a cryptid. They did not know what a cryptid was. These are educated people, I expect them to have basic knowledge of these things, yet they remain unaware and I have had to explain to them what a cryptid is and what slenderman is.
2when i met the ocean for the first time, she said “fuck around and find out”, and knocked my little bitch ass to the ground. i respect that
2Hello!! My name is Rylie, I’m 14, an asexual lesbian, and go by they/she pronouns :) here are some things I enjoy/am a fan of
1. Moth man
2. Buzzfeed unsolved
3. Strange æons
4. Hozier
5. Long furbies
6. Wom on a string
7. Niche memes
8. Cursed pictures
9. The color green (it’s the superior color)
10. Cryptic core
16- because when i was small i did not understand why the other girls rejected me. i did not understand, for i was doing everything right. i said “sorry” and “thank you”, i liked princesses and dolls and makeup and fashion, i liked the girly stuff, and i wasn’t umpleasant to hang out with. i did not understand why they rejected me, and i tried many many times to be a part of their groups. i did not understand why they looked me weird when i said i wanted to be the “phoenix” when we were pretending to be a little family.
- because when i got older and grew tired and angry of feminitity, i did not understand why other people said mean things to be, and i did not understand why they found my irritation and isolation funny. i did not have friends, and my best friend at that time said horrible things in the class group chat, things i have long forgotten, but not because i wanted to.
- because i was alone and isolated and did not understand why other people were always mean to me. i thought there was something special about me. if no one understood me, it would be just like the movies. i would be the protagonist, the underdog entering greatness. i was smart, i would do good in the future. i did not understand what i was doing wrong. and, like a monster, isolated and angry and not understanding everything, i attacked other people, too, just like they did to me, and i did not understand why my family didn’t do a thing when i got a b when i should have gotten an a, because the group i was in hated me and did not want me to have an a, even thought i had done basically everything in that project.
- because after i changed schools i did not understand what was like to have genuine real-life friendships, and i still do not understand and do not recognize fully how important my friends are. i have difficulties grasping how much they truly mean to me, and i know they are important, but i do not feel it when every single human being i know always feel their relationships with other people.
- because i do not fully feel my friends as my friends, and the people i dont like as people i dont like.
- because i do not understand things every person should understand. because i was isolated and angry and hurt. because i still do not understand.
- because i see too many devilish monsters, and i think that maybe people thought i was devilish, too.
- because everytime a monster is depicted simply as purely evil or not fully capable of human emotions like empathy and love, a part of me wonders why would anyone not consider the possibility that it may happen.
- because when i look at monsters, actual terrifying monsters, i can not help but feel a bit of empathy, because i am one of them, too.
- because, when you yourself is a monster, you cannot simply not think that it is time we ourselves offer our hands to those who need help, even thought they seem to otherwordly for us
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Sirenhead necklace inspired by @slimyswampghost ’s iconic creature 🤍
It features a polymer clay figure, hand painted, & sealed in UV resin. (He’s also studded with crystals lol). The necklace itself is all freshwater & Biwa pearls.
NFS.
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the shadow man stands at the end of my bed every night. bent over backwards, staring at me with his eyeless face. i do not know what he wants.
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